Chapter 245 Is it possible that she will go back to Yan Xingchuan?
That day, when Song Zhi was returning home, he was covered with a cloth bag as he walked into the alley, and then he was dragged into the alley and beaten.
The hateful thing is that he didn’t even know who he offended or who beat him up.
When Mrs. Song returned home limping with a black eye and swollen face, she started crying, making a fuss, and even threatened to hang herself.
"You're asking for your life! If you dare to go to Yunzhou, I'll hang myself with a rope."
"You are an unfilial son!"
Song Zhi's head was buzzing with anxiety, and he felt annoyed and resentful. He knew that Cui Si had wronged him, but facing his family members who were crying and making a fuss, he was helpless for a while.
In the end, I couldn't leave even if I wanted to.
The next day, Song Zhi was so angry that he went to Yayuan again to ask Cui Si why she harmed him.
But this time, he couldn't even enter the gate of Yayuan and was stopped at the door.
"Princess Wang is not seeing guests, Mr. Song should go back."
"Go and tell her that I want to see her, she..."
"Song Langjun." Seeing him pestering her, the guard's expression turned cold. "If you continue to pester me, don't blame me for being rude."
The people guarding Yayuan now have long been replaced by Cui Si's own guards. In the past, they were private guards trained by Cui Si herself. After Cui Si became the princess of Northern Yan, they were also incorporated into the Northern Yan army and became the princess's personal guards.
He is the personal guard of Princess Beiyan.
After Yan Nanxiang and the other four people from Yanyunwei came to Cui Si, they were also trained. After nearly a year, their momentum had changed. Even if they were to go to the battlefield, none of them were afraid.
Not to mention Song Zhi, even if the head of the Cui family came, they would dare to stop him if Cui Si didn't see him.
They were loyal to Cui Si, not to the Cui family.
"Take him back to the Song family." Yan Nanxiang walked out of the mansion with a cold expression, "Warn the Song family to keep a close eye on him. If he dares to bother us again, we'll cut off his hands and feet."
Jiang Cinian would be fine, Wang Ji liked him herself, and the master had to admit that Jiang was a good person, so he had to give in and let him go. But Song Zhi was a piece of shit, how dare he pester Wang Ji.
Song Zhi's expression finally changed. Perhaps at this moment, he finally faced the reality.
The Cui family looked down on him, and Cui Si also looked down on him. In their eyes, his entanglement was shameless and despicable, and he didn't know himself well and didn't know how to live or die.
Song Zhi's lips were trembling.
"No need, I will leave on my own. One day, I will let all those who look down on me know that I, Song Zhi——"
"If Mr. Song is interested, he should first take care of the Song family's affairs." Yan Nanxiang interrupted him, "We can barely make ends meet, so what are you talking about looking down on us?"
Song Zhi choked and left angrily.
After Cui Si learned about this, she breathed a sigh of relief and finally felt relieved.
But when she thought about what Song Zhi had done, she felt really annoyed.
“None of them are good.”
Many men in this world are like this, and it doesn't matter at all. Song Zhi felt that he could entrust the Song family to her and ask her to help take care of it with just a word.
If you get married, it is the wife's responsibility to take care of the home.
Some people never thought about how to be filial to their hard-working parents before getting married. Once they get married, they immediately feel how hard their parents have worked to raise them, and ask their wives to help take care of their parents and be filial to them.
What? Is it because I don’t have hands and don’t live in this world?
Cui Si thought about her age. If she wanted to get married, she would probably have to start as a granddaughter-in-law, with two layers of mothers-in-law above her. She would have to be filial to the elders, deal with many matters in the inner house, and would probably have to swallow her anger when necessary. She was really fed up with it.
If she were still sixteen or seventeen years old, she might not think this was a big problem. She had been through this before, and she was confident that she could handle it easily and live a successful life.
But now, perhaps because she has sat in a high position, she is used to making her own decisions and no longer wants to bow her head and be subservient to a man.
Or perhaps it's because she hasn't met anyone who would make her willing to bow down to him in order to be with him.
For someone like her, it's probably very difficult for anyone to enter her heart again in this life.
Jiang Cinian might be a rare one. They just want to be together happily and easily. She is also looking forward to their future, thinking that they can stay together for the rest of their lives and live a peaceful life.
But they were not destined to be together after all, and as a result, he now lives in hiding under an unknown name somewhere.
As Cui Si thought about this, the smile on her face faded little by little.
Could it be that she really won't look for him in this life?
But if that's the case, what will happen to her children?
She had long since let go of love between men and women and no longer cared about it, but she still cared about her children.
She didn't want her child to be born into another family and suffer, and she didn't want him to not even have the chance to be born.
Could it be that...she has to go back to her ex and look for Yan Xingchuan?
If I find someone else, the child I have may not be the same as the original one, and I will also have to deal with a lot of messy things. If I find Yan Xingchuan, I have to say, although it is also a pitfall, he gives me a lot.
Even...in the future, the Northern Yan world will still belong to her children.
She no longer cares about power, fame or wealth, but if possible, she also wants to leave the best to her children and choose the best future for her children.
Thinking of this, Cui Si's face turned green.
Seeing her face changing again and again, and finally turning green, Song Lu carefully asked her, "Madam, what's wrong with you now? Are you still not satisfied? If you are not satisfied, why don't you have someone beat up Song?"
"No need, it's none of his business." Cui Si took a breath and drank a cup of tea to calm herself down. "I was just thinking about something."
"What's up?"
"I'm thinking about what kind of father I'll find for my child."
Song Lu: “???”
Song Lu was stunned for a moment, feeling dizzy. "This doesn't seem right."
Don't ordinary people have to consider what kind of husband to find for themselves? Why did she skip that and go straight to choosing a father for her child?
Cui Si said, "I really don't feel like talking about love anymore. My husband isn't very important. The only thing I want right now is that my child can be with me."
"Well, this is probably what they call a father's status depends on his son's status."
Yanzhi walked in from outside. After hearing this, she frowned and thought for a while: "If my lady really wants to choose a father for the future young master, then she must choose the best and most suitable one."
"A son inherits his father's honor, and a son's status is determined by his father's. I'm afraid no one is more suitable than the King of Northern Yan."
He was the overlord who occupied one-fifth of the world's territory and was the King of Northern Yan who had the potential to unify the world.
Being his children must be the most precious thing in the world.
"A son's status depends on his father, and a father's status depends on his son." Cui Si closed her eyes, unable to express the emotion in her heart. "Perhaps it is fate..."
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