Chapter 316 I dare not even dream about it
Yan Xingchuan: “…”
Now he was in a dilemma, neither leaving nor staying.
He was standing with his back to her. She walked up to him, put her arms around his waist, and then leaned against his back with her face against his back. She could feel his body temperature through his clothes.
Yan Xingchuan's heart was pounding, and for a moment he didn't know where to put his hands.
After taking a breath, he could only say: "A'si, you are drunk."
"I'm not drunk." Cui Si leaned against him and said, "My mind is very clear now. I have never been clearer than now."
Yan Xingchuan's eyelids twitched: "Then do you know what you are doing?"
"Of course I know." Cui Si reached out and grabbed a strand of his hair, then rested it in her palm for a moment. "Spring is warm, the lotus flowers are happy, but in the quiet night I feel lonely and sad. I want you to stay, to spend a night with me."
A one-night stand? A night out?
Yan Xingchuan's brain was about to explode, and he was so hurt by her words that he couldn't say a word.
Seeing that he was tense all over but remained silent, Cui Si stretched out her finger and tapped the area on his chest behind his back. Seeing that his breathing stagnated and his whole body seemed to tense even more, she actually felt a bit of evil interest.
"Or, you don't want to? You don't want to?"
"I dare not think about it." Yan Xingchuan turned around, grabbed her restless hands, and then hugged her tightly in his arms.
He didn't ask for much in his life. He didn't even dare to think about marrying her and living in harmony with her. He just hoped that she would be more tolerant and let him stay with her, accompany her for the rest of her life, and protect her for the rest of her life.
"I wouldn't even dare to dream about it."
He wouldn't even dare to dream of such a dream. Love between men and women didn't seem to be that important to him.
What he sincerely hoped was to make up for his debt to her and make her live a happier life.
That's all.
"Then you can think about it now." Cui Si leaned in his arms, her head against his chest, listening to his chaotic heartbeat, "Will you stay?"
Yan Xingchuan: “…”
He breathed a sigh of relief, reached out and hugged her tighter, but he didn't dare to agree. He tried to reason with her: "A'si, we haven't gotten married yet, how about we get married first?"
"After we get married, you can't drive me away even if you try."
"It's really inappropriate to act like this now. You'll regret it when you sober up."
Seeing him hesitating and thinking about this and that, Cui Si became a little annoyed. She reached out and pressed his mouth, asking him to stop talking, and then leaned into his arms again.
"I don't have any ideas about getting married. You should know this. My thoughts have been like this before, like this now, and like this in the future."
Yan Xingchuan's mind was originally a little confused, but after hearing this, he became a little clearer and looked a little confused.
Then, I heard her continue, "I'm a little lonely being alone. I still want to find someone to accompany me. Are you willing to be that person?"
Yan Xingchuan's originally excited emotions and boiling blood gradually cooled down, and he was a little bit unbelievable.
"No...no marriage?"
"No, I just want a spring breeze." Cui Si replied.
"Why?"
"Why? What's so good about getting married? Or, what's so good about marrying you?"
Yan Xingchuan thought to himself that only after they get married can they be husband and wife. If they don’t get married, it can only be considered...an affair.
It's not good for your reputation either.
"We still have to get married first, Ah Si, how about we get married first? After that, you can do whatever you want."
Cui Si was a little annoyed by his attitude. She really had no patience with him. She felt that she was sincere enough to make up her mind and say a few nice words to keep him.
Seeing that he insisted, I suddenly felt bored and reached out to push him away, asking him to leave:
"If you're not willing, then leave. I'll find someone else. I don't believe that there's no one willing in this world. Go, go quickly."
When her request for sex failed, she immediately turned hostile and kicked him out, even threatening, "If you don't want me, I'll find someone else."
Yan Xingchuan was so angry that he almost vomited blood.
He reached out and grabbed her hand that was about to push him out, gritting his teeth: "You dare!"
"Why wouldn't I dare?" Cui Si snorted and turned her head away. "Since you're not willing, can I not find someone else? Just because you don't want to doesn't mean others won't."
"Besides, I don't know what you're upset about. It's not like you're at a disadvantage."
Cui Si broke free from his hand and turned to go rest: "Go quickly. Oh, and don't come here again."
Considering that he is the father of her child, she has already given him the chance. Since he is unwilling and insists on getting married, then just pretend that she didn't say anything.
It's true that she wants her child back, but she also doesn't want to fall into the same pit again.
If he insisted on getting married first, she would have no choice but to give up.
Yan Xingchuan felt uneasy and quickly caught up with her. He saw her go to the bed, cover herself with the quilt, turn sideways with her back to him, and prepare to sleep.
Yan Xingchuan sat down beside the bed and asked her seriously, "Why don't you want to get married?"
"A'si, some of these things may just be a romantic affair for men, but it's different for women. I don't want you to get hurt."
"Since you are willing to be with me, why don't you want to get married?"
Cui Si was too lazy to pay attention to him and just pretended not to hear and said nothing.
Yan Xingchuan was so nervous about her that he didn't dare to leave. After hesitating for a moment, he leaned over, pulled off her quilt, and helped her up.
"Speak clearly, speak clearly before you go to sleep."
"Are you done yet?" Cui Si was angry. "Get married? Fine, then tell me what benefits will come from marrying you?"
Yan Xingchuan opened his mouth and said, "Marry me, and you will be my wife. From now on, you and I will be husband and wife, and you will also be the Queen of Northern Yan."
Cui Si sneered: "What wife, what queen? You can divorce me if you want, and kick me away if you want. You can give me her today, and you can take her back tomorrow. It's just a matter of a word for you to demote me to a concubine."
"You say, this kind of relationship where you could be abandoned at any time, or even forced to become a concubine, where from then on, you can only bow your head and kneel in worship, what's the point of having such a relationship?"
Yan Xingchuan froze completely, and in an instant all the blood color disappeared from his face, leaving only a pale face.
He stared at her in a daze, unable to speak.
Cui Si took a deep breath and glanced at him coldly: "Tell me, what do you think is worth it for me to have such a relationship?"
"Yes, if you don't get married and the news gets out, you'll have a bad reputation. But if you get married and are abandoned, you can't even leave if you want to. You can only let you degrade yourself and become your concubine. Is that a glorious thing?"
"Okay, if you're not happy about this, just leave now. I'm tired and don't have the energy to argue with you anymore, let alone debate this."
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