Chapter 423 Yanyun Ferry
Since the child was born, Cui Si's mental state has improved visibly.
Perhaps people living in this world always need a spiritual support.
When she first came back, Cui Si was determined. She wanted to save Old Lady Xu, change Cui Changyou's fate, and protect Cui Jing from Wang Xiuzhu's harm.
She even wanted to start a new life and move towards a new future.
But her marriage with Jiang Cinian came to an abrupt end and ended in regret. All the future she had prepared for herself became empty talk. She was tired and didn't want to find another man to spend her life with.
After all, she has her own abilities and with the Cui family around her, she can live a good life.
But once people lose their goals and support, they begin to feel lost. Although this statement feels like "forcing sadness to write new words", it is indeed the case.
As soon as the child was born, she was delighted to be reunited with him, and she was thinking about how to raise him, watch him grow up day by day, grow into an adult, and then get married and have children.
Likewise, she didn't have time to think about anything else.
It is very difficult to take care of a newborn baby. Even if there are parents, wet nurses and maids around, they are still very busy.
This child has been shy since birth and only stays close to his parents. He is quietest when he is with his mother. He is also willing to be hugged by his father, but he often hums, indicating that he is not very happy.
Apart from that, he can’t stand being held by others. He’s fine when he’s asleep, but if you hold him while he’s awake, he’ll start crying loudly.
Cui Jing, Cui Hao, and Chen Mo all held him in their arms, and were so overwhelmed by his crying that they all said that the child had become a spirit.
Cui Si saw Cui Hao at noon on the day she woke up. Her eyes were red and she was crying pitifully.
Cui Si was lying on the bed with her newborn baby beside her. Seeing this, she could only persuade her: "Okay, stop crying. I'm fine, right?"
On the day Cui Si gave birth, she asked Chen Mo to take Cui Hao away. Cui Hao was a young lady and not very brave. Cui Si was really worried that she would be frightened and suffer from psychological trauma in the future.
"Sister, does it hurt?" Cui Hao wiped her tears and stopped crying.
"It hurts." It hurt so much, it was unbearable at the time, and it's still hurting now. "But with my child by my side, it feels worth it."
Cui Si raised her hand and touched Cui Hao's hair: "You may not understand what I'm saying, but when you become a mother, you'll naturally understand my feelings."
"But you have to remember that the feelings between people are mutual. If you treat your child well and your child treats you well, and you care and cherish each other, then no matter what you give for each other, it is worth it and you are willing to do it."
"But if your child treats you badly, what you need to do is love yourself first. Be yourself first, and then the child's mother."
Cui Si was inspired to write this.
To be honest, the child earned his life by himself.
He was a filial and sensible child who respected and protected his mother. Even though she had been behind the scenes and had interfered a lot in politics, he was on the same page with her.
When we have different opinions, I will not argue with her or make her angry. Of course, she is also a reasonable person. If we have different opinions, I will listen to her and whoever is right will be the one who makes the right decision.
After he got married, he did not forget to be filial to his mother. He brought his wife to see her every few days, and took his children with him when he had them.
The children are also very filial and sensible.
If he was not a good person, Cui Si would not have endured the pain of childbirth again and would not have sacrificed her face to find Yan Xingchuan.
Three days passed in a flash. Cui Si asked someone to hold a simple baptism ceremony for the child and then named the child.
The two had never thought of giving the child a new name before, but after the child was born, they discussed it and Yan Xingchuan gave him a new name - Yan Yundu.
In his previous life, this child was born in Beiyan City and was called Yan Du, but in this life, he was actually born in Yunzhou City, so adding the word "Yun" seems to be a better name.
Moreover, his father's name was Xingchuan, which meant the mountains and rivers of heaven and earth, as well as the high hills and ravines. To get through his life, he would have to climb over mountains and cross ridges, which was a difficult and arduous journey.
The name Yundu is given in the hope that he can ride on the clouds and easily overcome all hardships as if assisted by God.
I hope he will never suffer again in his life.
This is his father's wish for him.
Cui Si felt that this was a new life for the child, a new beginning, and it would be nice to have a new name.
So the new name was decided.
However, the nickname was not changed. Cui Si still called him "Meow Boy" and occasionally called him "Dudu".
The little guy was very smart. As soon as he opened his eyes, he looked around, looking for his mother. When I called him many times, he seemed to know that I was calling him. His eyes rolled around and his mouth smacked.
The child has no memory of his previous life and is a real baby.
Cui Si felt a little regretful, but she soon came to terms with it and decided to just raise the child again.
As long as it's him.
The weather is getting warmer day by day, and the children are growing up day by day.
Yan Xingchuan has to take care of both the child and the child's mother. Sometimes he is very busy and has no time to rest, but he feels at ease and full of joy.
If possible, he really wants to live like this for the rest of his life.
But everything was just a fantasy. He had carried too much in his life and could not let it go. The only thing he could do was to get things done as soon as possible. Only when the world was at peace could their family be truly reunited.
Yan Xingchuan also discussed with Cui Si to hold a full-moon banquet for the child. In the previous life, because Yan Xingchuan was not in Beiyan City, there was no big celebration when the child was one month old. They only held a big one when the child was one hundred days old.
In this life, he wants to make up for what he lacks.
Cui Si didn't have any objection. After all, the child's full moon celebration did have to be held. Even if the family members got together, there should be such a ceremony. So she let him do it.
But what she never expected was that Yan Xingchuan had no intention of hiding the existence of this child. In late February, people began to arrive in Yunzhou City to pay their respects.
On February 26th, even Shangguan Tong came back.
When Cui Si heard the news, she was stunned for a long time. After Yan Xingchuan met Shangguan Tong and returned to the inner courtyard, she couldn't help but ask him, "What do you want to do?"
"What?"
"Why did the military advisor and his men come to Yunzhou City?"
"Attend the baby's full moon banquet."
Cui Si saw him squatting on the embroidered stool of the child's wooden bed, looking tenderly at the little person sleeping soundly in the bed, and was silent for a while.
"A'si." Yan Xingchuan looked up at him, "There are some things that cannot be avoided. Even if you don't want to marry me, this child is my child, my eldest son. I must always clear his name."
"Don't worry, they are all people I trust. We don't want to tell anyone, and they can keep their mouths shut."
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