Chapter 55 Why don't you be Madam Cui's mistress?
"If the Cui family bullies you, you must tell me. If you marry someone and he treats you badly, you must also tell me."
"Also, if Yan Du is still your child, remember to beat him up for me. He owes me this. And, and..."
He spoke very quickly, as if he didn't dare to pause for a moment, for fear that she would open her mouth and chase him away again.
This time, Cui Si did not argue with him. She listened to him quietly and nodded in agreement from time to time. She didn't believe that he could keep talking like this.
Anyway, he had already agreed that after today, they might not meet again. He wanted to delay it for a while, and she didn't mind.
Moonlight poured in from the window. The man in front of her kept chattering, and every word he said seemed to be full of hope and expectation. Or maybe he was hoping that one of his words would make her change her mind.
Unfortunately, his mouth was dry from talking so much, and the person in front of him just looked at him quietly, without any sign of wavering.
Cui Si said, "Go back."
No need to waste your energy any more.
"Then I'm leaving."
"Okay, turn around and don't look back." Cui Si said.
Now that you have made a decision, don't bother dragging it out any longer. There is no going back. The more you drag it out, the more uncomfortable you will feel.
"Okay." Yan Xingchuan pinched his fingers, took a deep breath pretending to be relaxed, raised his head and looked at her face carefully, as if he wanted to remember her appearance.
After a long time, he turned and walked towards the window. When he reached the window, he suddenly couldn't help it, turned around and ran back, reaching out to hold her in his arms.
He almost wanted to hug her with all his strength, but he was afraid that he would hurt her if he used too much force.
"Ah Si... Cui Si, you are so heartless. Is this really the only way? Do you really want to abandon me and make me suffer for the rest of my life before you feel relieved?"
Where is the afterlife in this world?
Where does the afterlife come from!
It is rare to have another life and the opportunity to start over again.
Will we meet again in the next life?
He didn't even dare to think about it.
"You can do whatever you want, anything is fine, just please don't do this..."
Cui Si was hugged so tightly by him that she almost suffocated.
Feeling that hot tears seemed to be dripping on her neck, she paused and gave up struggling.
Seeing him so sad, she was actually touched in her heart, but she has always been sober.
I will never fall into the pit I jumped into in my previous life again in this life, and I will never suffer the pain I suffered in my previous life again.
No matter how much he loved her, no matter how much he was reluctant to let her go, when he made the choice, he still chose to hurt her.
Cui Si said, "I'm not seeking revenge on you, nor do I want to cause you pain. This is simply the life I seek."
"Like in my last life, I chose you because you could give me the life I wanted, but what I want in this life is different."
"So what do you want?"
"I want to be the queen." Cui Si said calmly, "I probably never told you that. You only knew that Lin Qingning wanted to be the queen, so you had to fulfill her wish. But what I asked for, what I worked hard for over ten years to obtain, what should have belonged to me, you gave to someone else."
"Who wants to retire to the mountains with you? I want to be the queen!"
Yan Xingchuan was stunned.
But he immediately said: "If you want it, then give it to you, all of it!"
As long as she is willing to look back, anything is possible!
Cui Si shook her head: "It's too late. I don't want it anymore. Even if you give it to me, it will be meaningless."
"A broken mirror can't be mended, spilled water can't be collected. Times have changed, and you should understand this. Okay, let's go. Three times is the limit. I don't want to say this a third time."
"I'm talking to you in a nice tone now, you probably don't want to make me angry, right?"
Yan Xingchuan paused, finally let go of his hand, and then stepped back towards the window.
When he reached the window, he looked back at her again, then jumped out of the window and disappeared.
When Cui Si saw that the man had left, her legs went limp and she sat down on the ground.
She stared at the ground blankly, feeling very complicated for a moment.
There is a sense of relief at finally being free, but also a sense of inexplicable loss.
She suddenly smiled, and as she smiled, the smile faded away. At some point, a tear fell to the ground.
She quickly reached out and wiped it, then slowly got up and sat back in the chair.
......
Chen Mo waited outside Qingwu Courtyard for more than an hour, but Yan Xingchuan didn't come out. He waited and waited, and when he couldn't wait any longer, he climbed over the wall and entered the yard.
He glanced across the yard and saw Yan Xingchuan sitting on the trunk of the sycamore tree in the yard. He kicked the ground with his feet, then flew up the sycamore tree and landed next to Yan Xingchuan.
He lowered his voice and said, "Master, it's time to go back."
Yan Xingchuan turned his head stiffly and looked at him, but did not move.
Shen Mo realized something was wrong and asked him, "What's wrong with you? Are you injured?"
"I'm heartbroken."
"Heartbroken?" Shen Mo thought for a moment, then stretched out his hand and scratched his hair, expressing his confusion.
At this moment, a wine glass was thrown out of the window of the house and hit the eaves with a breaking sound.
Shen Mo paused.
Yan Xingchuan stood up somewhat stiffly, holding onto the tree trunk. He then said to Shen Mo, "If we stay any longer, we'll be annoying. Help me, let's go."
"Oh, okay..." Shen Mo was very curious why Yan Xingchuan needed help.
Is it not working?
Or is it that Mrs. Cui Liu in this room is a vixen who sucks people's essence?
Shen Mo took a deep breath when he thought about it, and looked at Yan Xingchuan with sympathy.
My Lord is so brave that he dares to marry a woman like this.
Chen Mo helped Yan Xingchuan back to Yayuan. Just as he was about to leave, he was asked to stay and drink with him.
He was willing to accompany him, but seeing his own monarch pouring wine into his mouth, as if he was drinking to drown his sorrows and would rather be drunk than wake up, Shen Mo frowned and became curious.
"My Lord, what on earth did Madam Cui do?"
"She doesn't want me anymore!"
Upon hearing this, Chen Mo breathed a sigh of relief: "What a big deal! Didn't you say before that if Cui Shi refuses, then just force her to marry you? Get her first, and we can figure out the rest later."
"I won't fight anymore..." Yan Xingchuan's hands were shaking as he gripped the wine jar. "She doesn't want to marry me. She just wants to have nothing to do with me in this life. What do you think we should do?"
What should I do?
How can I get her to come back?
Yan Xingchuan had been thinking about it for a long time, but he couldn't come up with a solution.
The hand holding the wine jar was cut at some point, and blood was flowing down from it, making his hand covered in blood.
Shen Mo was startled and wanted to show him, but he pushed her away again.
It looks like he's really hurt.
Chen Mo thought for a moment and said, "How about...how about you become Madam Cui's mistress..."
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