Chapter 356 But the autumn wind is just the autumn wind
But people were coming and going like flowing water, and the streets were crowded. Before she had taken a few steps, her figure had already merged into the crowd and disappeared.
Even if she tried hard to identify it, she couldn't find it.
Rouge Songlu was startled when she suddenly came forward and quickly chased after her.
"Ma'am, what's wrong?"
Cui Si was feeling a little depressed and felt that the candy man in her hand didn't taste good anymore.
"I seem to...seem to see..."
She paused mid-sentence and shook her head: "Maybe I saw it wrong."
The sky is high and the earth is vast. He is alone and can go anywhere. How could it be possible that he appeared in Yunzhou City by coincidence?
"Come on, let's go back. It's getting hot outside after staying out for so long."
At the end of July, the summer heat has subsided a lot and the weather is not so hot anymore, but it is easy to sweat if you stay in the sun for a long time.
When they returned home, Cui Si took a shower to get rid of the sweat and then planned to lie down to rest. However, she couldn't fall asleep just thinking about the back figure she saw today.
Yanzhi saw that she was uneasy and asked her, "What's wrong, my lady?"
Seeing no one around, Cui Si bit her lip and said, "I think I saw Mr. Jiang today."
"What?" Yanzhi was shocked. "Mr. Jiang is in Yunzhou City? This... How is this possible?!"
How is this possible? !
Yanzhi was shocked, her heart was pounding, and she felt uneasy.
If... my wife met Mr. Jiang again...
Yanzhi only felt that her eyes were dark.
Logically speaking, as Cui Si's maid, she should follow Cui Si's wishes in everything. If she likes Mr. Jiang, she can be with Mr. Jiang.
But Cui Si is now pregnant again, and the child is Yan Xingchuan's. If she has any involvement with Mr. Jiang again, Yan Xingchuan will definitely be angry.
No one can tolerate his wife having any entanglement with another man, and the two were engaged before and have a certain degree of affection between them.
Yanzhi bit her lip: "Madam, you are mistaken."
Even if it's true, it's wrong.
Cui Si remained silent.
Yanzhi added, "My lady, please think about the child and stop overthinking about these things."
Cui Si touched her belly. It was already four months pregnant and she was already showing some signs of pregnancy. She was usually quiet, well-behaved and obedient.
"That's all."
Whether it was true or not, she didn't need to delve into it any further.
He has his way and she has hers. She just hopes that he can hide himself well and not be discovered. Otherwise, they will have to start living a life of wandering and insecurity again.
"It's all bad luck."
Be it Yan Xingchuan or Jiang Cinian, their lives are so rotten because they have bad luck.
Or maybe she is unlucky in marriage and has no one who can truly accompany her for the rest of her life.
In her previous life, she wanted to live a good life with Yan Xingchuan, but he was obsessed with revenge and the world, and there was only a very small space in his heart for her. She also packed up her heart, lived her own life, and fulfilled her responsibilities.
Perhaps if they had continued like this, the two of them could have lived their lives respecting each other, which was fine, but because of Lin Qingning's problem, they broke down.
In this life, he changed. He cared about her and thought about her all the time. But she was not the kind of person who wanted to fall into the same trap. Besides, being his wife was too tiring and required her to shoulder too many responsibilities. She could not convince herself to be his wife for another life.
I am tired, I am upset, and I can't bear to look back.
Perhaps, mountain birds and fish have different paths, they are not the same kind of people at all, and never meeting each other again in the mountains and rivers is their best ending.
But he refused to let go and walked towards her desperately. She was thinking of her child and wanted him to come back to her, so she thought of just living in a muddle-headed way and going wherever he went.
Jiang Cinian is a very good person, the most gentle and kind person, and he is very considerate of her. She is actually very happy to be with him. The years are quiet and peaceful, and she sits and watches the seasons change and the flowers bloom and fall.
But he has the blood of the Zhou royal family and the Jiang family in his veins. She cannot be with him regardless of the family's position and safety, nor does she want to leave her family and go far away with him.
I thought I wished the autumn wind would understand my feelings, dispel the unrest in my heart, and I would live a peaceful life from then on.
But the autumn wind is just the autumn wind. No matter how gentle and peaceful it is, it will be gone after it blows. He cannot keep it, and she cannot hold it either.
It's all because of the bad luck of these three people. They can't get what they want and can't live in peace.
Thinking of this, Cui Si found it funny again. Perhaps the two of them did have bad luck, but she was still lucky. At least she had never suffered the hardships of this chaotic world. If her life was bad, the people of the world would have no life.
Cui Si had an uneasily restless nap. She dozed off for a while and then woke up again. She couldn't sleep any more, so she got up.
It was at this moment that Song Lu hurried over, looking anxious and panicked.
"My lady, things are not going well."
"Why are you so panicked? Are you being unruly?" Yanzhi was pressing Cui Si's head to relieve her headache. Seeing Song Lu running in like this, she frowned.
Song Lu bit her lip and said, "Mrs. Zhou's child is gone."
"What?" Cui Si and Yanzhi were both shocked. Cui Si asked her, "What's going on? How could the child be gone out of nowhere?"
After two months of selection, Cui Si chose a lady named Zhou and a lady named Gan as her children's future wet nurses. Their children were one month and two months older than hers.
Both families were carefully selected by her. They already had children, harmonious families, loving couples, and no disputes. The only thing they lacked was that life was a little difficult and they lacked money.
She gave them enough money, and also took care of their food during pregnancy and before and after delivery. She also arranged for a midwife and a doctor for them. It didn't take long for both families to agree to become wet nurses.
After the matter was settled, Cui Si met the two ladies again. She remembered that Madam Zhou was a tall, thin and very gentle woman.
How could this happen?
How could the child be gone?
Cui Si's face turned pale as she protected her belly.
Song Lu said, "Madam Zhou received a letter from her family saying she felt a little unwell a couple of days ago, so she went to see a doctor. He prescribed two doses of medicine for her, and she took one dose a day. This morning, she started bleeding, and the child...the child is gone."
Cui Si's mind was buzzing: "Where is that person? How is Madam Zhou?"
Song Lu shook his head: "I haven't heard of that."
Cui Si hurriedly said, "Go to the Wang family right away and send someone to the Xinglin Clinic to ask Doctor Lin to come over and take a look."
Madam Zhou’s husband’s surname is Wang.
Song Lu nodded quickly: "I will go right away, madam, don't worry, Madam Zhou will be fine."
After Song Lu said this, he immediately arranged for someone to invite Doctor Lin, and then went to the Wang family in person.
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