Chapter 434 My Child Died, Yun Haixin's Past
Yun Hai thought to himself, "I have already tried to contact Han Feng and Ling Ce."
"If they help you in the capital of Wei, it will be much easier for you to investigate anything."
At this point, she pursed her lips, gritted her teeth, and began to curse Shangguan Ye again.
"If it weren't for that pervert Shangguan Ye blocking all communication channels between Qingliang Manor and the outside world, we wouldn't still be unable to contact them now."
Damn it, at his age, he's always putting on this domineering CEO forced love act for me.
Bah! In my eyes, belated affection is worth less than grass.
Shen Chu couldn't help but laugh.
Forget about domineering CEOs and forced love.
She had heard her master scold Shangguan Ye for three years.
When the master found her in the dilapidated temple, she was only in her early twenties.
At that time, the eldest brother was fourteen, the eldest sister was twelve, Ling Ce was ten, and she was eight.
Faced with such a young and beautiful woman, she wanted to call her "elder sister".
But Master said that she was not allowed to teach her sister and that she had to call him Master.
I later learned that the eldest disciple also disagreed with the apprenticeship.
But the master's superb medical skills won over the senior brother, making him willingly change his address to "master".
Having followed her master for over ten years, she had long been accustomed to the fresh words that often came out of his mouth.
She even learned a lot from it.
"It's been three years, has Master's opinion of Prince Jing not changed at all?"
For the past three years, Shangguan Ye has followed his master's every rule except for forbidding him from sending messages out.
It was as if, if his master asked for the stars in the sky, he would have been willing to build a ladder to heaven and climb up to pluck them down for him.
His master, however, remained cold and unfriendly towards him, constantly scolding and cursing, but Shangguan Ye never got angry.
"Hmph, what's wrong? Do you think I'm too heartless towards him? You want to plead for him?"
Yun Haixin's bright eyes curved into a smile as she raised an eyebrow at her little apprentice.
“How could that be?” Shen Chu shook her head.
"If Master doesn't want to talk about what's between you, then I won't ask."
But I know that must have been an extremely tragic and painful past for my master.
Therefore, Master must have his reasons for doing this.
Yun Haixin snorted, her face showing an expression that said, "That's more like it."
It was probably Shen Chu's words that stirred up painful memories from many years ago.
A hint of pain flashed in her eyes.
Although she quickly covered it up again, Shen Chu still caught it.
She held Yun Haixin's hand and whispered, "No matter what, I hope Master can be happy."
I will not speak for King Jing, but I also do not want my master to keep the pain of the past buried in his heart.
Wounds buried for too long won't heal on their own; they'll only fester and grow into festering sores.
Yun Haixin raised her hand and gently tapped Chen Chu's head.
"You little brat, trying to reason with your master? I've eaten more salt than you've eaten rice, okay?"
Yun Hai thought to himself, then pinched Chen Chu's cheek.
"Besides, who says I'm not happy? I have two adorable little grand-disciples who keep me company every day. I couldn't be happier."
Shen Chu blinked her big eyes, "Is Master really happy?"
Yun Haixin rolled her eyes. "Of course, don't worry about me. Let me ask you."
When you return to the capital of Wei, will you seek out Pei Yuan to acknowledge him as your father? Will you let my two adorable grand-disciples recognize him as their father?
What will you do if Pei Yuan tries to take your child away from you?
Shen Chu's face turned pale.
"He has already married Chen Jiaying. Three years have passed, and he must have a child with Chen Jiaying by now. He..."
A sudden pain shot through her chest, and she could no longer continue speaking.
Three years have passed, but the events of three years ago still seem as vivid as if they happened yesterday.
The thought that Pei Yuan and Chen Jiaying might already have a child caused her a deep, persistent pain, like being pricked by needles.
She bit her lip, lowered her eyes, and sighed.
“He already has his own children, so Little Potato and Little Apple can stay with me.”
"Look at you, you're unwilling to acknowledge Pei Yuan or let the child recognize his father, yet you're here pretending to persuade me to reconcile with the pain of the past?"
Shen Chu smiled wryly, "Master, how can these be the same?"
"What's the difference? Aren't they all the same? They both had a relationship with a man in the past, and now it's all in the past."
The only difference between you and me is that you have two lovely children, while I…”
Yun Haixin paused for a moment, and a bitter smile suddenly appeared on his lips.
"My child is dead."
Shen Chu's expression changed drastically.
She was unaware that her master and Shangguan Ye had a child together.
She gently took Yun Haixin's hand and asked softly, "Master, would you like to tell me about your child?"
Yun Haixin looked up at the drifting white clouds in the sky and sighed softly.
"Chuchu, do you know? Sometimes I feel like one of those lonely white clouds in the sky."
It floats alone in the sky, without roots, without direction, and has no idea where it is going.
It wasn't until I gave birth to my son that I felt I had someone in this world who was truly connected to me by blood, and that I had a true sense of belonging.
Yun Hai paused at this point, his voice becoming even softer.
"I named him Anian, meaning that he is the biggest concern of this book. He is fair-skinned and chubby."
His little arms and legs were like lotus root segments, white and tender. When he was not even a year old, he was already calling me "Mom".
But Shangguan Ye actually took my Anian to see that woman, simply because that woman had lost her child.
As Yun Haixin spoke, her eyes reddened and her voice choked with emotion.
"I can tolerate Shangguan Ye treating me as a substitute for his white moonlight, and I can tolerate him leaving the position of his legal wife vacant for the sake of his white moonlight."
I willingly degraded myself and became his concubine for three years. He even disregarded my life for the sake of his beloved.
When I gave birth, he stayed with that woman for a whole day and night, and I gave birth to Anian all by myself.
I tolerated all of this, but why did he have to harm my Anian?
Ah Nian was not even two years old when that woman took him boating on the lake and drowned him.
The lake water was so deep and so cold; I wonder how much water my son, Anian, swallowed.
When they pulled him out of the water, his belly was bulging, his face was deathly pale, and even his lips were purple.
I sat holding his small, cold body all night, with only one thought in my mind: to kill that woman and avenge my Anian.
Tears streamed down Yun Haixin's face.
She raised her hand to wipe away her tears and grinned.
"Do you know what? I did it. I killed that woman with one blow, but so what? My Anian will never come back."
"Master, if you want to cry, just cry." Shen Chu held Yun Haixin's hand tightly, her heart aching for her.
It turns out that Master had experienced such a tragic past.
Yun Haixin wiped away her tears, but shook her head and smiled.
"More than ten years have passed, and the revenge has been taken. Why cry? I won't cry."
Chu Chu, you must remember your master's teachings: it is better to be a poor man's wife than a powerful man's concubine.
Pei Yuan already has a princess consort. Don't get involved with her in any way, or you'll be the one who gets hurt in the end. Remember that?
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