Remember in one second [Jiujiu Novels Network
The next day, Xue Qingdai got her wish and drank the fish soup. It seemed that Xie Yan had gotten up early and exchanged it with the locals.
Xie Yan was silent most of the time and would not say much about his tiredness outside.
The two spent most of their time together at night, and Xie Yan would say "I'm turning off the lights" before going to bed.
Both parties will end the day's communication tacitly.
The time when Xie Yan was most talkative was when Xue Qingdai got a high school question wrong. Xie Yan was a strict teacher, but Xue Qingdai enjoyed it. She felt that only then did Xie Yan show some down-to-earth spirit.
She gradually began to like the feeling of waiting for Xie Yan peacefully in the cabin.
Gradually, Xue Qingdai felt cold when she slept, and when she hid in Xie Yan's arms, he no longer pushed her away.
They quarreled and bickered less and less.
Sometimes when we are in the same room, the other person can know what she (he) wants to do just by looking up or making a gesture.
When Xie Yan went to training every day, Xue Qingdai would give him a hug.
At first, Xie Yan's body was very stiff. Xue Qingdai would hug him every day, and Xie Yan was used to it.
Later, when Xue Qingdai accidentally forgot, Xie Yan would take the initiative to give her another hug.
However, Xie Yan secretly added some actions today. He kissed Xue Qingdai's forehead with his slightly cool thin lips and whispered in her ear: "It may be a little late to come back tonight, you go to bed first."
After living there for half a year, Xie Yan was nowhere to be found when he was busy. His attentiveness and thoughtfulness were always hidden very discreetly.
Xue Qingdai was in poor health. Her menstrual period could take half her life away. Her back and waist ached, and her lower abdomen ached as if it had been hit hard by a hammer.
She woke up from the bed with trembling legs and found a prepared menstrual pad on the pillow next to her.
There was brown sugar on the chopping board and a full pot of hot water beside the bed.
The feeling that everything was ready made Xue Qingdai feel a lot more at ease.
She looked at Xie Yan's pants hanging outside the window. Could it be that the blood had stained his pants?
Xie Yan came back late as expected.
Xue Qingdai covered her stomach and said pitifully, "Accompany me to pee."
What annoyed Xue Qingdai the most was going to the dry toilet. It was a small room made of several wooden boards, which was very precarious. There were big stones under her feet, and she felt like she was going to fall into the pit if she was not careful.
When Xue Qingdai came out, she was staggering towards him with a sickly body wrapped in a military coat, as if she was drunk.
She was weak and had never fully recovered. The local climate was harsh, with a large temperature difference between morning and evening. Xue Qingdai had caught a cold six times since she came here, and it had been intermittent, and her health was getting weaker and weaker.
Xie Yan had an invisible anxiety in his heart, but he had no one to talk to, so he always studied medical books alone late at night.
Xie Yan unbuttoned his cotton coat, his eyes were obscure and difficult to understand, "Put your hand in my arms, I will carry you back."
Xie Yan had a hard time here as there were many small groups that protected each other's own interests.
Xie Yan was unwilling to take sides and was severely punished. A strong dragon cannot defeat a local snake. Because of his identity as the son of a high-ranking official, he was treated with hostility from the moment he arrived here.
It seemed as if there were a pair of large hands pressing down on him from behind, preventing him from noticing anything unusual.
He just happened to hear that there were dark forces protecting this place, but he didn't expect that he would accidentally bring Xue Qingdai into the den of thieves.
Xie Yan has been a tough guy since he was young. He secretly collected a lot of evidence and prepared to do something big.
Xie Yan hugged Xue Qingdai to keep her warm. If Xue Qingdai hadn't been here with him, he might have collapsed.
Wait a little longer. If the report fails, it doesn’t matter if he is killed alone, but Xue Qingdai must leave here.
Silly girl...
I really want to kiss her, but I can't get any closer.
If he died, Xue Qingdai would be able to remarry smoothly since she is still young.
But he couldn't bear to leave Xue Qingdai.
"Is there sand in your eyes? The weather here is really bad, the sky is full of yellow sand." Xue Qingdai was hugged by Xie Yan, covering her mouth and nose, complaining.
A tear fell from Xie Yan's right eye, but he just tightened his arms around her and kept his voice steady, making people feel at ease:
"Yes, sand in the eyes is uncomfortable."
"I'm not home, you need to put on more clothes."
Xue Qingdai perfunctorily said: "Yeah, I'll wear more."
Xie Yan chuckled and saw at a glance that she was not cooperating, but he didn't say anything.
More than a year passed in this lukewarm way.
Xie Yan collected more and more information, and he felt an inexplicable fear. Once these internal secrets that broke the legal bottom line were exposed, he and Xue Qingdai would be killed.
The enemies were too powerful, or too numerous to be defeated by him alone.
Xie Yan acted cautiously and obviously knew that there was a high probability that he would fail.
Xie Yan was taught from a young age to be selfless, to always put the overall situation first and sacrifice the self.
Even if you know you will fail, you still have to do it.
A soldier's sense of mission will drive him to do it.
Xie Yan still had a calm and solemn expression before entering the house. After entering the house, his tough and smooth lines revealed a barely perceptible smile.
"You're late again. Three minutes later than yesterday." Xue Qingdai hung her body completely on Xie Yan. She made the "three" gesture with her fingers. Her pretty face and serious eyes made Xie Yan feel inexplicably cute.
Xie Yan naturally put his arm around her waist.
Xie Yan: "Then kiss me for a little longer, to make amends?"
Xue Qingdai shyly raised her face and closed her eyes.
In the quiet room, there is the sound of water.
Within a year, after Xue Qingdai took the initiative to kiss Xie Yan, things got out of control. Xie Yan changed his words every night from "I'm going to turn off the lights" to "Let's kiss for a while longer."
The young and middle-aged man’s temper was not to be trifled with, so the two men did everything except the last step.
Every day when they got home, they would kiss each other for more than ten minutes before they were willing to separate.
Xue Qingdai's health improved a lot under Xie Yan's meticulous care. She still caught a cold occasionally, but at least she didn't have a fever anymore. The smell of Chinese medicinal herbs would always linger in the house.
In order to take care of Xue Qingdai's frail health, Xie Yan taught himself Chinese medicine. In his spare time on weekends, he followed the Tibetan doctor to see patients. Gradually, he mastered some tricks and realized the commonalities between Tibetan medicine and Chinese medicine. Xie Yan processed and cooked the medicinal materials prescribed by the Tibetan doctor himself.
Xue Qingdai trusted him very much and insisted on drinking the bitter black-brown medicine. Her complexion finally became rosy. She also needed to take the medicinal herbs for a long time to nourish her body.
Half of Xie Yan's salary had to be reserved for buying expensive medicinal materials, and life became tight for the two of them.
"How long do I have to take the medicine? I want to make you a sweater, gloves, and a scarf..."
"And I also want to make money to buy things for you." Xue Qingdai leaned her forehead against Xie Yan's full forehead. She breathed slightly, her fingers hooked on Xie Yan's collar, disdainful of her own uselessness.
Xie Yan patted her on the back: "Be good, take care of your health first and go to college. Teacher Xie can't teach you in vain. Find a job and train yourself after graduation."
Xue Qingdai rubbed Xie Yan's middle finger with her teeth, unwilling to bite it. She smiled and said, "You are so annoying. You have arranged my future."
Xie Yan looked into the distance, and tried to keep his voice calm and steady: "I just want you to be safe and live an ordinary life."
"That's how I'm living now. No, every day with you is extraordinary. I love being with you." As Xue Qingdai finished her words, Xie Yan's cold breath invaded her lips.
Xie Yan felt that he was the happiest person at this moment, and he wished everything could stay at this moment.
Three months later, the reinforcements he called for arrived, and success or failure depended on this one.
The result was as he expected, failure.
Xie Yan was about to face a counterattack from the other side. When someone came to investigate, he refused to admit that other people were involved.
One person took responsibility for everything and signed the divorce agreement, leaving the house with nothing.
Xie Yan used all his connections to secretly leave everything in the Xie family to Xue Qingdai.
Quietly waiting for death to come...
Consciousness gradually began to blur.
In a simple house in Pengyang Village.
Xie Yan woke up from his dream. In another world, the uneasy feeling that he and Xue Qingdai were not destined to be together was still spreading.
According to his memory in the dream, Xie Yan found the letter that Xue Qingdai hid under the bed.
That was a love letter Xue Qingdai wrote to Xie Yan when she was a girl. In her dream, Xue Qingdai ran to Xie Yan desperately to force him to marry her. She had liked the handsome brother Xie from the very beginning.
Xie Yan, who is in his forties, finally found evidence that Xue Qingdai loves him.
It was just discovered too late.
Love expires.
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