Chapter 107 Extra: Just Hearing the Voice of Time 1

Su Shimu had always believed and thought that he was a person who did not want to fall in love or get married.

But later, this idea changed.

Because he met a person.

Let him slowly and willingly try the love that he disliked the most before.

-Su

Shimu was born in a well-off family, not poor, nor rich.

But Su Shimu did not feel any warm life. He was diagnosed during the time when his parents were arguing about divorce.

The timing of his appearance was very inappropriate. Relatives on both sides of his parents pulled him, and his parents could not divorce for a while.

His mother could not easily have an abortion due to physical reasons.

In this way, he was born when the relationship between his mother and father dropped to the freezing point and they were swearing at each other.

Su Shimu doesn't remember his childhood memories, but he remembers that he didn't like to talk since he could remember. He would solve problems by himself and learned to hide his emotions at a very young age. During

the time in elementary school, the thing Su Shimu hated most was going home, because as soon as he got home, he would hear endless quarrels.

Su Shimu saw their wedding photos, which were very warm and both of them had happy smiles on their faces. This large vertical photo frame made Su Shimu think it was photoshopped and fake.

Later, the photo frame broke into pieces, with glass fragments all over the floor. The disheveled mother and the shirtless father pointed at each other and quarreled.

The noisy clamor gradually became blurred. Su Shimu stood not far away, watching this scene.

His eyes were calm. He lowered his head and saw the back of his hand scratched by broken glass.

Shallow bloodstains and deep scars.

At that time, he felt that marriage was the most failed thing in the world.

Why did they have to be together when they obviously didn't love each other anymore? Why did they give birth to him? Why did they never take care of him for a day after giving birth to him?

Su Shimu blinked and quickly suppressed the emotion, becoming calm and indifferent again.

Such a bad day did not become different because Su Shimu showed amazing learning talent since he was a child. The house was always deserted.

Su Shimu gradually developed a cold and quiet personality, but when those teachers deliberately tilted resources towards him, he would still give them a gentle smile.

But their relationship slowly eased when Su Shimu won a national award in a competition.

Su Shimu looked at them suddenly showing him a caring smile, and his emotions did not fluctuate much, because he didn't know when their relationship would return to the way it was before.

But this time their relationship seemed to be different...

When Su Shimu just entered the first grade of junior high school, his mother told him a "good news". She was pregnant with a younger brother for him, and it has been more than three months.

Su Shimu had read many books and had a wide range of knowledge, so he naturally knew what this meant and what it represented.

He just looked at his mother quietly and asked, "If you quarrel again in the future, who should this younger brother belong to?"

When he was a child, he heard them quarreling the most: If it weren't for Xiao Shimu... If it weren't for Xiao Shimu...

But whenever it came to who Su Shimu should be with, they tacitly pushed the responsibility onto the other party, as if he was not their child.

Su Shimu also knew that they had never loved him.

Just like he didn't understand why he was afraid of crying and didn't like to laugh since he could remember.

Not surprisingly, his mother, who had just laughed, immediately turned black in the face. A loud slap hit his face, which was burning. At the same time as a buzzing sound came from his ears, he heard his mother say:

"Your father and I are doing well. We will never talk about divorce in the future, let alone quarrel. What do you know as a child?!"

He didn't understand, he really didn't understand.

So he never tried to integrate into them again. Seeing his brother being born and seeing the three of them smiling happily, he chose to focus on studying.

He was born without love, while his brother was born in an environment full of love.

They named his brother "Su Youan".

His nickname is Xiaobao.

Later, when he went home during the holidays, the floor of his house was filled with toys. A little boy was babbling on the carpeted floor, and his mother was teasing him.

He looked up and saw that the empty place where the wedding photo was originally hung was now replaced with a photo frame. His parents were smiling, and their faces were full of happiness. They were holding a drooling little boy in their arms.

In a sense, this was a family photo.

But he was not there.

He seemed to have become an outsider in this place he often came back to, the place he wanted to call home.

As if noticing that Su Shimu was looking at that place, his mother pulled herself out of her mind and explained to him: "You were in school during that time, so we didn't want to delay your studies. We took the photos first, and we'll take more photos together later."

As she said this, she was still teasing the babbling child.

Su Shimu took a deep breath and walked into his room.

In his room, besides a bed and a closet, there was only a desk and books piled on the floor. He didn't even have a bookshelf.

Su Shimu put down his schoolbag and began to plan for his future.

His parents were just ordinary middle-class people. They couldn't give him what he wanted, and he didn't want it either.

The pen left traces bit by bit, and the paper changed from being blank at the beginning to being densely packed.

However, as he wrote, water marks were left on the paper, and the water droplets blurred the surrounding words, gradually making them blurry.

That year, he was only in the second grade of junior high school.

When did the so-called relationship between his parents completely break down? It was the

year when his right hand was almost useless and his younger brother disappeared. He was seventeen and his younger brother was four.

On the afternoon when he came back from a provincial competition, his younger brother begged him to take him out to play.

He said he wanted to eat cotton candy and ride a merry-go-round.

The words were not clear, but his thoughts were expressed very clearly.

Su Shimu didn't want to pay attention to him and just did his own thing.

However, his mother and father were not at home, leaving Su Youan alone here. Su Shimu didn't know what the two were thinking.

But in the end, Su Shimu still took Su Youan out.

There was no way, he cried so fiercely, and the cry seemed to overturn the house. Su Shimu was very annoyed. What he hated most was crying.

For the first time, he threatened his brother fiercely and warned him not to cry.

Who knew that his brother would climb up the pole and ask him to take him out.

Su Shimu frowned, but finally agreed.

He even took out 300 yuan from the 1,000 yuan red envelope he won from the competition.

They left.