Chapter 39: Memory is an indispensable part

It tastes tasteless.

After finishing the noodles, Gu Qingze got up and went upstairs directly. During this time, he did not look at Ah Xing.

He knew Ah Xing was looking at him, but Gu Qingze was in a very irritable mood and needed to sort out his thoughts alone.

He and Ah Xing were not from the same race.

Gu Qingze didn't know if this would have an impact on him, regarding the matter of mental power...

Ah Xing watched Gu Qingze slowly walk away until he could no longer see his figure. The corner of the corridor was dark.

Ah Xing silently retracted his gaze, looked at the two empty bowls in front of him, blinked, and unconsciously, his eyes were slightly red.

What happened to the hero?

Why did he become like this as soon as he came back?

Ah Xing took a deep breath, put the bowl away and put it in the kitchen. After hesitating for a moment, he still walked upstairs.

The light in the study was on, and there was a crack in the door, so Ah Xing saw it.

Seeing this, Ah Xing pursed her lips, and her mood improved a little.

Gu Qingze sat in front of the computer. The screen showed various novels, but Gu Qingze searched all the novel websites, but he couldn't find the title of that book.

The book disappeared, and it only existed for a while, allowing Gu Qingze to know Ah Xing's origin.

Gu Qingze rubbed his eyebrows, heard footsteps, and looked up.

In a moment, he saw Ah Xing, whose steps were a little stiff.

A pair of light purple eyes were slightly red, pursed lips, and his face showed aggrieved expression.

Seeing this, Gu Qingze was slightly stunned. He was only thinking about himself and forgot to consider Ah Xing's feelings.

Gu Qingze stood up, his expressionless face turned gentle, walked to Ah Xing and pulled her to sit on his lap.

Ah Xing said nothing and followed Gu Qingze obediently.

Gu Qingze operated the computer to call up two split-screen images, which were two surveillances - one was the time when Ah Xing first exposed her mental power in front of Gu Qingze, and the other was this time.

The images were played repeatedly, and the actions were all images of objects being shattered.

"Ah Xing, what do you think I want to say to you?"

Ah Xing pursed her lips, her mood suddenly dropped, and her eyes became redder again.

"Is it because my ability makes you dislike me? Or...Is my abnormality disgusting you..."

The voice was very low, but the person was sitting on Gu Qingze's lap, so Gu Qingze could hear it clearly.

After hearing this, Gu Qingze knew that Ah Xing had completely misunderstood.

He could probably guess what the reason was. The subconscious self-blame and internal friction were because he did not give him enough sense of security. There was another fundamental reason, which was the entire worldview of the Zerg.

The subconscious influence on the ideological level, even though Ah Xing has lost his memory now, the subconscious things have not disappeared.

Gu Qingze leaned forward and gently kissed Ah Xing's ear tip, then turned his face and said softly, "No such thing. I was thinking about something just now and ignored you. I'm sorry. I didn't let you see this picture because of what you said. I want to ask you a question, seriously."

Ah Xing blinked, with tiny drops of water hanging on his eyelashes.

"I know your life story from a book. I saw something about the rights and obligations between female and male insects. Female insects are easily disturbed and need male insects to comfort them. Do you remember this?"

Hearing this, Ah Xing instantly figured out why Gu Qingze was like this, but... Ah Xing pursed his lips, "I don't know."

He had no memory of this.

"However, mental power doesn't have much impact on me--" Ah Xing said this, his eyes inadvertently saw the split-screen image that was playing in a loop on the computer screen, and he emphasized again, "Master Xiong, believe me, this doesn't have much impact on me." He

repeated the same sentence twice, and it was unclear whether he was trying to convince Gu Qingze or himself.

Seeing this, Gu Qingze sighed slightly, raised his hand and touched Ah Xing's short blue hair, and replied: "Well, I know, I was thinking, can I help you recover your memory..."

Hearing this, Ah Xing's heart skipped a beat, and subconsciously grabbed Gu Qingze's hand, his eyelashes trembling violently, "My Lord, what do you mean by this?"

Gu Qingze touched Ah Xing's head soothingly, again and again, "Don't be afraid, recovering your memory is a good thing for you. Memory is the proof of a person's life journey, whether it is Human or Zerg, if he loses all the memories of his life, then he may not be himself. The choice between forgetting and rebirth is not entirely yours...

If your heartbeat chooses me at the beginning, then it will not change. Touch your heart, do you believe it? Or are you afraid of the answer? "

As soon as the words fell, Ah Xing immediately pulled Gu Qingze's hand on her waist to her heart, pursed her lips, and said firmly: "Master, of course I believe it! It's just, just..."

"Are you afraid that you will leave here?" Gu Qingze suddenly asked, his voice close to Ah Xing's ear, low and magnetic.

Ah Xing's heart trembled slightly, and nodded slightly.

Seeing this, Gu Qingze smiled, "You can't leave, I will definitely find you."

Gu Qingze didn't want an amnesiac Ah Xing, he wanted everything.

Forgetting is a terrible thing, he knows this very well.

But he hopes that Ah Xing's world only has him, but he also doesn't want his world only has him...

Gu Qingze hugged Ah Xing a little tighter, put his chin on Ah Xing's shoulder, and said in a hoarse voice: "Your mental power is useful for my grandmother, can you help me?"

He has a project to study diseases related to old lady Gu. He just needs time, not completely powerless.

Sure enough, Ah Xing nodded immediately after hearing this, "Well, of course!"

Hearing this, Gu Qingze smiled, leaned over and kissed Ah Xing's ear again. Ah Xing felt itchy and kept shrinking his neck slightly.

Gu Qingze noticed it, but he didn't retreat at all, still chasing.

What should I do, this feeling seems to be a little addictive...

The light is dim, and the light of the computer screen is bright, shining on the two people's faces, and I suddenly caught a glimpse of a face full of blush and a pair of eyes full of smiles, chasing and playing...

I don't know how long it has passed, Gu Qingze let go of the person, saw Ah Xing's blurred eyes, chuckled, pinched his nose, and said slowly: "You are tired today, rest early today, I still have some things to deal with."

Ah Xing nodded dazedly, and walked out. Before leaving, she turned her head to look at Gu Qingze, her eyes crooked, and said, "My lord, Ah Xing really likes you, the kind of love that makes my heart jump out."

As she said that, she covered her heart with her hand.

However, Gu Qingze looked confused when he saw people, and Ah Xing herself might not know what she was saying.

Gu Qingze smiled, and his usually expressionless face smiled like ice and snow that was just beginning to melt, making it hard to look away. "Well, I understand, you should go back to your room and rest first."

Gu Qingze said again.