If he hadn't mentioned it, Chi Xia would have almost forgotten that of the three rules he and she had agreed on, only one of them was true.
Chi Xia looked at him, their eyes met, and suddenly she understood many things.
Han Junche was never there to collect supplies; the fact that she had a storage space was a complete surprise to him.
Whether it's the brand-new toiletries, the camping stove, or the gun and bag in her hand now, everything proves that he had planned from the beginning to come here just the two of them.
Han Junche looked intently at Chi Xia, waiting for her answer.
Before he met her, he had thought countless times about how he should respond to her for what she had done to him: should he grind her to dust like a zombie, or should he make her cry and kneel down in repentance?
But when he actually met her, Han Junche found that he couldn't even strangle her.
Since I can't kill or take revenge, I might as well forget it all, forget the past, whether it was love or hate.
Let her go and let yourself go too.
But just when he was about to let go, she came back to provoke him, using the same old tricks to pester him relentlessly, shamelessly saying things like "current girlfriend," and hugging and flirting with him without any regard for his feelings.
It was as if all the pain that had nearly destroyed his will was just his imagination, and that it had never actually happened.
What he was extremely unwilling to admit was that he was still falling for her charms and was still attracted to her.
His soft heart and his attraction to others made him loathe himself, yet he was powerless to change it.
So he could only choose to stay far away from her, not to see her, not to touch her, not to think about her, and let time calm everything down.
But sometimes, the more you try to avoid it, the more likely it is to come knocking on your door.
The moment he watched her being thrown into the horde of zombies, his mind went completely blank. He forgot to breathe, forgot to think, and didn't even know what he was doing. Everything he did was driven by instinct.
At that moment, he had only one thought: she must not die!
He could force himself not to think about her or love her, gradually forget her, and become a stranger to her.
But all of this is predicated on the fact that he knows she's alive, that he knows she's living well in some other place he can't see!
Compared to her life, his love and hate, his inability to let go, all became insignificant.
One shock was enough to make him realize his own heart and face it directly.
It's the apocalypse now, and danger lurks everywhere. Let alone her dying in front of him, even the thought of her quietly dying somewhere he can't see is unbearable for him.
The mere thought of this possibility caused him even more pain than when she pushed him into the horde of zombies.
He figured it out.
Since that's the case, he put the person under his own nose and personally watched over and protected him.
He will watch over her for a lifetime, guard her for a lifetime, protect her for a lifetime, until he can no longer see, hear, or feel her.
But before that, he had to overcome the hurdle in his heart. Only when he truly overcame it could he completely let go of the past and the hatred, and truly accept her again.
Otherwise, he and she would be entangled in a painful relationship for the rest of their lives.
Han Junche looked at Chi Xia, gathered his thoughts, and slowly said, "This is the last chance. If you don't want to, you can leave now."
Chi Xia suddenly remembered that the day he was pushed into the zombie horde was also in a city.
At that time, there were already signs of the apocalypse, but he and she still couldn't bear their longing for each other and went out to meet. They held hands and strolled aimlessly through the city.
People in love always crave solitude, so the two of them wandered further and further into the wilderness until they were blocked by a group of zombies.
On that same day, Xiao Tong suddenly reminded her that the time had come to end this world and complete her mission.
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