Chapter 52 Falling in Love Again
Chapter 51
Human reason is like a thick hemp rope. With the sharpening of time, some of it will encounter good materials and become thicker and thicker, but some of it will be sharpened by the knife turned into difficulties and become increasingly rotten.
Unfortunately, Wenxi belongs to the latter.
The great changes in the family three years ago acted like a big knife, cutting the hemp rope in Wenxi's head in half.
I gritted my teeth and persevered for three years, but the unknown pain and suffering that had accumulated unconsciously cut into the remaining half.
The huge blow he received from Wen Guoqing again today shattered his shattered sanity until only the last bit of it remained.
These hardships did not make Wenxi collapse. He still gritted his teeth and persisted. However, Yan Jue's firm attitude of choosing him made Wenxi's tense mind completely collapse.
Can a love scammer who is not related to you in any way, who you have only known for a month and who is only after money really be forgiven and really deserve to be loved?
If the identities were reversed, Wen Xi was not sure whether he would forgive such a "deliberate" villain.
The series of questions just now seemed to have drained all of Wen Xi's energy. He felt sad and no longer had the courage to ask any more probing questions.
Wen Xi looked at Yan Jue with a pale face. He was waiting for Yan Jue's response with fear and anticipation.
He wanted to see every expression on Yan Jue's face, as long as it could sentence his "crimes", good or bad.
Wen Xi tried to open his eyes wide, but a series of teardrops as big as beans rolled down silently from his red eye sockets, rolling all the way onto the back of his hand, which hurt a lot. Wen Xi's vision was blurred and he couldn't see anything clearly. There was only a fragmented afterimage of water light with mixed colors.
Wen Xi thought he must be in a very embarrassing situation now. He tried to blink and his vision became clear for a moment. He seemed to see Yan Jue standing up. His mind quickly thought, "Is Yan Jue a liar who hates people and cannot control his emotions?"
But before Wen Xi could see Yan Jue's next move, even more tears began to flow.
I didn’t cry much before.
The sound of a bench being dragged suddenly echoed in the small room. Wen Xi hurriedly tried to wipe away her tears, but the next moment, everything in front of her eyes suddenly went dark.
Wenxi was held in Yanjue's arms tightly, and it could even be said that the man's strong and powerful arms made Wenxi's back hurt a little, but Wenxi did not struggle. This pain was the best evidence that he was cared for and could perfectly fill the missing piece in Wenxi's heart.
Yan Jue held Wen Xi's right cheek with his slightly warm palm, and wet tears flowed into Yan Jue's palm, and then, his hot lips pressed against Wen Xi's still tearful eyes.
Wen Xi was stunned.
Continuous kisses fell on the face, without any rules. One second he was kissing the forehead, and the next second he might be kissing the chin.
No place was spared, but after wandering for a long time, he seemed to be about to kiss Wenxi on the mouth.
Passionate kissing is an effective way to stop a quarrel, but Yan Jue and he only looked like they were about to kiss, but in fact their lips didn't even touch. Yan Jue just got closer, but would quickly move away and land somewhere else.
Wen Xi couldn't control her tears, but was interrupted by Yan Jue's unusual and unpredictable kiss. Her tears slowly stopped.
The sight in front of him became clearer and clearer. Yan Jue lowered his eyes, his expression was not impatient, but calm and steady. Seeing that Wen Xi no longer shed tears, Yan Jue reached out to wipe the wet corners of his eyes and said softly: "Why are you crying so hard? Does your eyes hurt?"
Wen Xi looked at him, his eyes slowly turned, he nodded subconsciously, then opened his mouth and asked a question that even stunned himself.
"Why... don't you want to kiss me on the mouth?"
The voice was crying, choked, and forced to remain calm, sounding very aggrieved and pitiful.
Yan Jue paused while wiping his tears, then held Wen Xi's cheek and asked in a low voice: "You should be clear-headed when kissing. Are you clear-headed now?"
Wen Xi didn't know how to answer, nor did he know whether he was clear-headed or confused at this moment. He looked at Yan Jue at a loss, but the man suddenly blocked his view.
Wen Xi's eyes went dark, and the next moment, Yan Jue lowered his head and kissed him on the lips. His movements were very gentle, without disguising his pity and heartache.
This kiss was very slow and gentle, which made people want to spend their whole life like this. It would be a wonderful thing.
Wen Xi was being pulled along, and suddenly he had a feeling that all the pain he was experiencing tonight was just an illusion caused by his own fantasy.
When he was about to indulge in it, Yan Jue suddenly released his lips, and the man rubbed the tear marks on Wen Xi's cheek with his fingertips. There were some thin calluses on his fingertips, and it was actually a little stinging as he stroked the skin where the tears had flowed.
"Wenxi."
Wen Xi looked at him in confusion.
"I have three questions for you."
Yan Jue's tone changed from the gentleness of the past to an unusually calm one, and his tender features turned serious.
At this moment, a hint of interrogation finally appeared in his tone.
Yan Jue's mood changed so quickly that Wen Xi was stunned. She stared at him nervously and said in a pale tone, "Okay."
"You ask."
"The first question is, did you actually do it and get any money from me?"
The first question was so direct and sharp that Wen Xi's face turned pale, but before he could open his mouth, Yan Jue spoke first.
"No."
The tone was firm.
Wen Xi was stunned for a moment and blinked in confusion, but Yan Jue did not give him the chance to speak. He just looked at him steadily and answered for him.
"You have been working non-stop for three years to pay back one million. Wenxi, you are trying very hard to save yourself and your sister. If you were really bad, would you be condemned by your conscience and cry so hard?"
"You have just reached adulthood, and you are burdened with huge debts and responsibilities that do not belong to you. What other options do you have as you are all alone? Some seemingly immoral issues are not a problem in the face of survival. You chose the best option with the least loss. This is what a smart person does, and it is not shameful."
"In fact, you never played me a victim, nor did you ask for money, either openly or secretly. How can you say you're after money?"
"All the money I spent on you was given willingly and voluntarily. If you ask me who is the bad guy, maybe I am the bad guy."
"When you pushed the door and walked into the private room, I fell in love with you at first sight. Perhaps it would be more appropriate to say that I was attracted by your beauty. The room was very noisy and chaotic at the time, and when you opened the door and walked in, it was a wonderful feeling. It made me think that this banquet was not in vain."
"You are very young, and the only reason you work at Niye is that your family is not well off, so out of personal selfishness, I wanted to use money to get you to live with me. In fact, I did so, and it worked."
"If your intention of not putting it into practice is considered bad, then I can only be an even worse bastard."
Yan Jue confessed his evil thoughts without any disguise. Wen Xi looked at him and slowly loosened his clenched fists.
"Second question, did you really cheat on me emotionally?"
"No."
"I was the one who started the pursuit. You were very busy, studying and working, but no matter how busy you were, you always chatted with me via video. No one is stupid. You didn't have a crush on me at first, but now I can feel your sincerity."
Yan Jue pointed to the medal on the bed and said, "It took me three years of hard work to get this championship medal, which is proof of that."
"You have just become an adult and you have taken the risk of starting an unknown relationship with me. You are the disadvantaged party. This is our first time in love. We have no experience to draw on. We have to explore and wait for each other. This is what makes us different from others. It is our own way of getting along. It is not suitable for others. Similarly, other people's way of getting along will not be suitable for us."
"Third question, do you like me now?"
Yan definitely did not answer this question for him.
Yan Jue rarely speaks so many words in one breath. He speaks directly and honestly, without hiding the dark side of his heart.
If this confrontation is named "The debate questioning whether Wenxi is a liar", it would be more appropriate to name it "Wenxi, who knows that she is trusted and chosen, still feels insecure, and takes advantage of her favor to get Yanjue's promise again."
There are many kinds of truths, good and bad, positive and negative, active and dark.
But the only thing that remains unchanged about the truth in an intimate relationship is that it is the truth that belongs only to two people.
Once one person opens up, the other will eventually confess.
And Yan Jue was the first to confess.
"Yes."
Wenxi's sanity was being repaired bit by bit. His chest rose and fell violently, his breathing became faster and heavier, and his empty heart once again gave birth to flesh and blood, and finally broke through the shackles. Wenxi eagerly grabbed Yanjue's hand: "I like you."
"I'm really starting to like you."
It is difficult before the truth is spoken, but after it is spoken, all the problems between the two of you disappear naturally.
"I know."
Yan Jue stared at Wen Xi without blinking, and said seriously: "You left your hometown and raised your sister well. Now you are winning glory for the country, and even your research direction is dedicated to helping the disabled. If you are a bad person, how many good people are left in the world?"
“You’re not a liar.”
Yan Jue raised his hand and touched Wen Xi's cheek, saying in a serious tone: "Wen Xi is strong, independent, self-respecting, pursuing happiness, and yearning for freedom. She deserves to be loved and liked."
"Have more confidence in yourself, and have more confidence in me, okay?"
Wen Xi's throat choked with sobs. This time the cotton ball stuffed into his throat tasted sweet. He almost cried. He sniffed and nodded heavily.
"Yan Jue, can I hug you?"
"OK."
Yan Jue waited for him quietly.
After obtaining Yan Jue's permission, Wen Xi changed her sitting position and half-knelt on the bed, supporting the bed with one hand, and the other hand fell on the man's palm and touched the man's cheek along Yan Jue's arm.
The fingertips that touched Yan Jue's face were slightly cold. The movements were slow, but one could feel that the master was very determined.
The distance between the two people gradually shortened. Wen Xi's fingers slowly slid down and finally placed on Yan Yu's chest. He slowly pressed his head against it. His chest was warm and firm. The man's heartbeat was strong and powerful. Within half a minute that Wen Xi had been pressing against him, his heartbeat was chaotic, first rapid, and then slowly steady.
Wen Xi listened to his strong heartbeat, took a breath, calmed down, and said, "I want to quit my job, leave Niye, become a better person, and then have a good relationship with you and live a good life with my sister."
Yan Jue lowered his head to look at the head buried in his chest, raised his hand and gently rubbed it, and said: "After returning to China, I will entrust a lawyer to handle your case. Country M will also collect evidence. Wen Guoqing will pay the price. The loan sharks who threatened you will also be punished accordingly."
"When the dust settles, we will return to Yongning Town with my sister and tell mom the good news. Mom will only be proud of you and will not be angry."
Wen Xi's eyes felt a little sour, and she pressed her face even closer to the man's chest.
"Um."
"It's not too late for you to prepare for the postgraduate entrance examination. Continue your studies and choose the life you want. If you want to stay in City A, move your household registration and your mother here. If you want to go to Kyoto, the same goes."
Wen Xi closed his eyes and listened to the vigorous heartbeat. He thought that he would never meet someone like Yan Jue who would choose him so unwaveringly.
Wen Xi made up his mind and said, "Yan Jue, I will become a good person and I will be with you forever."
Yan Jue rubbed Wen Xi's hair: "I know."
"It won't be too long. I will grow up quickly. Yanjue, wait for me."
"good."
It's not a perfunctory agreement, but an agreement and commitment that can be felt sincerely.
Wen Xi felt hot in his heart, and suddenly raised his head, no longer lying on Yan Yu's mouth.
They were very close to each other, and as long as Wen Xi raised his head slightly, or Yan Jue lowered his head slightly, their mouths would touch each other.
The small black mole on the tip of Wenxi's nose was surrounded by a pink after crying, and the misty dark brown revealed a bright color, and her lips were a little light, a light red.
It looks like a naive little animal that has lived in the jungle for a long time and knows nothing about the outside world. It is beautiful and clean.
Yan Jue held Wen Xi's waist with his right hand, and asked with his eyelids drooping, his voice very low and slightly hoarse: "What's wrong?"
"Yan Jue, my heart is no longer bitter."
Wen Xi said this without thinking, looked at Yan Jue, and asked in a low voice: "Will you really agree to everything I say?"
"Well, as long as you are willing to stay by my side, I can satisfy you with any request. So what do you want to do now, baby?"
Wen Xi thought about it for a while and decided to follow her heart and speak honestly, but her tone was a little distressed: "Yan Jue, I really want to have physical contact with you now, which will make me feel safe. But hugging doesn't seem to be enough now."
"I mean, simply touching me isn't enough to satisfy my desire for you anymore."
Yan Jue's throat rolled, and his fingers on Wen Xi's waist tapped twice unconsciously.
"So have you come up with a better solution now?"
Wen Xi received the invisible encouragement and licked her dry lips. The light red was given a layer of water color. "Can we kiss? I want to kiss you."
Yan Jue looked at him, his deep black eyes seemed to contain an invisible whirlpool. The man lowered his head, and their lips almost touched.
“That’s fine.”
The woody scent and fragrance enveloped his breath, and Wen Xi felt as if his body was light and floating. He tilted his head back and kissed Yan Jue's lips.
Like the instinctive behavior of a small animal seeking comfort, rubbing, biting, and licking the partner's lips and tongue.
After an unknown amount of time, Wen Xi finally got tired of playing and held the man's chest. Her dark brown eyes were filled with pure moisture. She opened and closed her sparkling lips, panting softly, and said a little embarrassedly, "Did I hurt you?"
"No."
There were water stains, or rather saliva, on Yan Jue's lips. He couldn't tell whether it was his own or Wen Xi's, but in the final analysis, there was no difference.
He lowered his eyelids and looked at Wenxi for a while. The two looked at each other. Yanjue looked thoughtful. He moved his lips and said seriously, "Teacher Wenxi's kissing skills have improved rapidly."
Wen Xi thought Yan Jue was going to say something, but it turned out to be this. He was stunned for a moment, coughed twice, and a vivid blush appeared on his fair face. He was a little shy but did not avoid looking away: "Is... is that so."
This sounds a bit dry. Wen Xi thought about it, tilted his head, and sincerely expected: "Then you have to improve too."
“I learn very quickly.”
Eyes met.
Yan Jue suddenly lowered his head and pressed his forehead against Wen Xi's.
The man's right hand, which was casually placed on the white bed sheet, suddenly grasped Wen Xi's thin ankle. The air conditioner in the room was turned on at a low temperature, and the exposed skin was chilled by the cold wind. The man's hot palm tightly wrapped around her, dispelling the chill and loneliness.
Wen Xi opened his eyes wide, opened his mouth, and wanted to speak, but before he could even utter a word, his breath was taken away by the hot lips and tongue.
The violent and passionate kiss filled the brain with pleasure and made the scalp numb. Wen Xi grabbed the shirt on Yan Jue's chest and hummed softly as if he couldn't bear it or was too comfortable.
Tears came out from the corners of her eyes, and her mouth was occupied by another person's hot tongue, which plundered her wantonly, making a smacking sound.
Wen Xi couldn't swallow the air quickly, and the physiological saliva couldn't help but overflow from his mouth. The corners of his lips were wet, and were slowly rubbed away by Yan Jue's rough thumb.
While taking a breath, Wen Xi felt dizzy, but this did not prevent him from hearing Yan Jue speak.
"Do you want to continue checking my homework, Teacher Wenxi?"
Yan Jue's dark eyes were deep, his stern brows were somewhat emotional, his voice was hoarse and a little breathless, and besides being sexy, he couldn't hide a smile of success of seduction, which made people's spine go weak.
Wen Xi blinked slowly, her eyes were still dull, her thoughts hadn't come to her senses yet, but her mouth had already responded to Yan Jue's words.
"Student Yan, you are amazing."
Yan Jue paused, then took a deep breath.
Wen Xi faced Yan Jue's ambiguous gaze, put his arms around the man's neck, and tried hard to make the two of them closer together. He stretched out his soft tongue and gently licked the saliva at the corner of Yan Jue's lips.
Wenxi responded to Yanjue's request for a "homework check" from a classmate who "learned to kiss quickly" with practical actions.
"But be gentle, or your mouth will get swollen."
Yan Jue stretched out his hands to hold Wen Xi's buttocks and held her in his arms. The two men had a huge difference in body size. Wen Xi was held tightly in Yan Jue's arms, and he rocked her slowly as if he was coaxing a child.
Yan Jue's breathing was very heavy, and he was a little out of control, but he just kissed Wen Xi's eyelids with great restraint, and sighed softly: "Baby, you are so good, please feel better soon."
Wen Xi's eyelids felt hot, her breathing trembled, and she moved closer to Yan Jue's mouth, extending her tongue and wrapping it around Yan Jue's with a clumsy but firm touch.
He hummed softly.
It is the answer to “feel better soon”, it is the answer that will make you confident in yourself, and it is the answer that will make you trust Yanjue more.
"Feast decision."
"Um."
"Let's have a normal relationship again."
"good."
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