Chapter 108

"What's going on?"

Jing Xian asked in a low voice, her hand already on Song Ning's wrist.

She looked at Song Ning in surprise without even raising her hands, and Song Ning's face turned pale instantly.

Jing Xian turned around and closed the door, then looked back at Song Ning with a serious expression: "What's going on? Did something happen?"

Song Ning sat on the edge of the kang in a daze, as if he had lost his soul and looked frighteningly pale.

"Whose is it?" Jing Xian asked again.

During this period, Jing Xian was very busy, and her relationship with Song Ning was not distant, but they had not sat down to have a good chat for a long time. Today, Song Ning suddenly came to her house, and she was actually quite surprised, but more of a surprise.

I just didn't expect that the surprise would be much bigger than the joy.

After a long while, Song Ning said in a hoarse voice: "If I give birth to this child, he..."

"You want to give birth yourself?" Jing Xian frowned.

Song Ning lowered her head, tears falling down: "Yeah."

"Let's not talk about whether to give birth to the child or not. A girl who gets pregnant before marriage has bourgeois thinking problems and needs to undergo labor reform. Even if you can give birth to the child smoothly and no one finds out, how are you going to live in the future? How are you going to explain it to your family?"

In the general environment, girls like Song Ning are not allowed to get pregnant before marriage.

And who is that man, and why should Song Ning bear such responsibility alone.

"Where is the man who made you pregnant before marriage? Where is he? If you don't want to have this child, you'd better do it as soon as possible." Jing Xian and Song Ning have been together for so long, and she really doesn't want Song Ning's choice to make her future life more difficult.

"Of course, it's a different story if that man intends to marry you." Jing Xian said with a frown.

She gave Song Ning enough time to make a decision, went out to pour a cup of brown sugar water, and put it in Song Ning's hand.

Song Ning didn't move.

"If you don't want to drink, then forget it. You should always think about the baby in your belly." Jing Xian said this before Song Ning drank.

After a while, Song Ning lowered his head and spoke slowly: "The child's father is gone, and I can't contact him now."

"Where did you go?" Jing Xian asked.

Song Ning said with red eyes: "Border."

It's okay to go to the border, it doesn't mean we don't need Song Ning.

Jing Xian breathed a sigh of relief and began to ask about Song Ning and the man.

"When did you first meet?"

"During the Chinese New Year."

Song Ning has been too depressed recently and cannot talk about these things with outsiders. If she hadn't noticed something was wrong, she wouldn't have come to find Jing Xian.

Jing Xian also knew this, so she didn't ask any further questions, but waited for Song Ning to speak for himself.

"I returned to Sheng City during the Chinese New Year, and one of my brother's comrades-in-arms came to our house. I understood what my family meant, and they actually wanted me to go on a blind date. I didn't have any feelings for him at first. That day, I ran into Liao Yu and Sun Hongxia in the park, and Sun Hongxia said they were married. She also advised me to find a partner as soon as possible and stop thinking about Liao Yu all the time."

"I really want to say that I have no feelings for Liao Yu, but they don't believe it at all."

“That’s when he showed up.”

"He resolved my dilemma without asking any questions. I thought he was an okay person at the time, but I had no intention of talking to him. We met twice more after that, and he helped me. We decided to date after a few visits."

"I didn't want Comrade Han Yumei to know, so I kept it a secret at home."

"Last month, he came to tell me that he was going to the battlefield and he didn't know when he would come back, or if he would ever come back. I don't know where I got the courage to be with him."

Hearing this, Jing Xian frowned: "He agreed?"

Song Ning shook her head: "No."

"That's good."

"I know you will definitely scold me if I tell you what happened next. At that time, I was thinking that I would never get married anyway. If I could have a child with him, I would give birth to it and raise it. Let him have someone to carry on his legacy. But when this day really came, I was a little scared, but I don't regret it."

Song Ning's tears fell before she could finish her words.

The usually naughty and lovely little girl seemed to have changed her temperament.

"I made him drink on purpose. I know I..."

“That’s enough!”

Jing Xian interrupted Song Ning. She knew what Song Ning was going to say and said with a serious face, "Why are you crying? Go find him now and get the marriage certificate from him. Then tell him to come back alive and raise you and your son."

Song Ning burst out laughing, and then started crying.

She threw herself into Jingxian's arms and released her emotions for the first time.

Jing Xian sighed, patted her back distressedly, and helped her calm down. If this was her own daughter, she would definitely break her legs for making her so uncomfortable.

After beating her daughter's legs, she went to settle the score with the man.

He didn't know whether he would live or die in the future, but he still wanted to ruin a grown girl's life.

romantic?

Haha, that was exchanged for the girl’s lifelong happiness.

Time heals everything, but some things will still hurt when you think about them even after ten or twenty years. Some scars cannot be healed, they will continue to fester, crack, and reoccur over and over again as time goes by.

"That's enough. Pregnant women shouldn't cry too hard, it's not good for the fetus. Pregnant women's emotions shouldn't fluctuate too much. No matter what happens in the future, you must think about the baby in your belly." Jing Xian was really afraid that Song Ning would come over and that man would get into trouble first.

She gave Song Ning a vaccination in advance.

By then, Song Ning had a breakdown, no one around her, and she even lost her child. Wouldn't she be devastated?

“Yeah, I won’t cry. I won’t cry anymore.” Song Ning wiped away her tears and her stomach growled.

She looked at Jing Xian embarrassedly, not even looking up: "I just have no appetite and forgot to eat."

"Wait."

Jing Xian went to the outer room, fetched a few eggs, fried them with chopped green onions and brought them up. She quickly cooked a lot of shrimps and fried a handful of chives with clams. Finally, she served her a bowl of Fu Sheng and let Song Ning eat it in this room.

Song Ning hasn't eaten Jing Xian's cooking for a long time.

She finished her food, put down her chopsticks and went to wash the dishes.

Jing Xian quickly stopped the person, brought her into the house, and asked her, "Do you have any money on you?"

Song Ning blushed and said, "Yes, he gave me all the money he had before he left."

"This is something a human would do." Jing Xian opened the cabinet, took out a small and exquisite dagger from it, and handed it to Song Ning, "Take this for self-defense. A girl should be careful when she goes out. Don't sleep too deeply at night. If possible, it's best to find a companion to travel with. Don't trust strangers easily, and talk less to outsiders."

Jing Xian looked at the attractive Song Ning and didn't believe she would go out alone.

She frowned and said, "Send him a telegram before you go. It's best to tell the conductor that you are boarding the train alone and ask her to call you when we arrive. Put your luggage away and your money separately. Don't put it in one place. Also, don't show your money when you are away from home. Bring your own dry food and don't eat the food on the train."

Jing Xian became more and more irritated as she spoke: "Go send the telegram first, and I'll prepare food for you on the way."

Song Ning's eyes were as red as a rabbit's, and she wanted to cry again when she saw Jing Xian glaring at her. But when she saw Jing Xian glaring at her, she forced back her tears.

She choked up and assured, "I won't cry. Crying is not good for the child. I remember all that."

"Buy the tickets and come see me." Jing Xian let Song Ning go.

After everyone left, Shang Nanchen came over, but didn't ask anything.

Jing Xian said, "Song Ning is going to the border. I'm worried about her going there alone. Why don't you send someone to accompany her?"

She knew that it was not proper for her to say this, but she was really worried about Song Ning.

"Is this what you're worried about?" Shang Nanchen thought it was something else.

Jing Xian glared at him: "What do you mean by this? This is a big deal! How about I go there myself and you stay at home to take care of the kids."

"Think before you speak next time. Don't you know who you are now?" Shang Nanchen glanced at the time, turned around and went out to wash the dishes.

A few big

The child took the two younger ones out to play.

Fusheng and his friends especially like Xiaowu and Xiaoliu.

The two little Fuwa-like babies are always popular in the neighborhood. If it weren't for the little Mao brothers who protected Xiaowu and Xiaoliu like dogs and didn't let anyone touch them, Xiaowu and Xiaoliu probably wouldn't have learned to walk.

Jing Xian knew that she had made Shang Nanchen unhappy. She was just joking, but he was still petty and angry.

"I'm just talking, I'm not really going."

Shang Nanchen turned around and glanced at her, then asked coldly, "Are you sure this is just the last thing you said?"

The firm tone clearly showed that he had seen through her a long time ago.

"I'm pretty good at martial arts, and it would be nice for me to go with Song Ning. But I can't go, and I won't go." Jing Xian didn't want to make someone angry.

Even though Shang Nanchen has never lost his temper, Jing Xian knows that this guy is planning a big move.

"Don't say such things anymore in the future." Shang Nanchen stared at Jing Xian.

"Stingy."

Jingxian went out again.

Shang Nanchen looked at her back, frowned, quickly washed the dishes and caught up with her.

Jing Xian was not surprised at all to hear the footsteps.

As long as Shang Nanchen was at home, he would work silently.

That day he was washing bed sheets and quilts in the yard with a few children. When the security guard came over to call for help, his jaw almost dropped.

If she goes out, Shang Nanchen will definitely follow her.

"You want to go to the fields again?" Shang Nanchen said, "Didn't you just go there this morning?"

"It won't be a problem if I go now."

She wouldn't feel at ease if she didn't walk it twice more.

Although the current corn production is not as high as it was before the apocalypse, it is almost the same as before the apocalypse. In addition to corn and sorghum, the production of wheat is also not good.

At least not compared with other provinces.

Jing Xian remembered that there was rice in Xishi. In the end times, there was always a group of people who were keen on growing rice in Xishi. Moreover, the rice in Xishi was different from the rice in the south and was more suitable for this black soil.

She wanted to go over and see if she could increase the rice production in Xishi.

Jing Xian heard from the old man that many people like to eat northern rice because it tastes good. She knows that the climate in the north before the end of the world is similar to that in the north of their world.

Moreover, before the end of the world, few people in the north grew sorghum; most grew rice, wheat, and corn.

Most people eat rice.

Rice tastes better than indica rice.

Jing Xian wanted her children to eat delicious rice.

Every time I make indica rice, the children eat more than usual.

Jing Xian saw it and kept it in mind.

She walked around on the ground, and Shang Nanchen squatted directly in front of her.

Jing Xian paused and asked, "What are you doing?"

"Do you still have the strength?"