Chapter 1308 I Want to Change My Mother (2)
It just so happens that Zhao Baishan's younger brother Zhao Songshan is a university professor, and his wife is an administrative staff member of the school. Their family conditions are much better than ordinary people. The lives of Zhao Songshan's son and daughter are very different from those of Zhao Chengyun.
Zhao Chengyun would be taken in by Zhao Songshan to live with him for a while every summer vacation, so he got to experience the living conditions of his uncle's house firsthand. He saw that his cousins wore brand-name shoes and clothes, ate imported fruits, and lived in rooms that were all decorated stylishly and beautifully according to their preferences. He heard that they could also go on trips with their grandparents from time to time...
What about Zhao Chengyun himself? Even though the clothes and shoes he wore were carefully selected by Li Shichu, none of them were brand names; the fruits he always wore were bananas, apples, and pears, and he was reluctant to buy more expensive grapes; although he was given the best room, the walls were still yellow, the floor was old, and the bed creaked when he moved, not to mention the decoration according to his personality; as for traveling? Would it count if he followed his father back to his hometown in the countryside?
After seeing the huge difference in living conditions between his own family and his uncle's family, Zhao Chengjun began to feel unbalanced over time. His father and uncle were brothers, so why did their life experiences be so different?
My father is just a chef who is busy in the kitchen all day long. He smells of oil smoke and food all year round. He works hard but earns a meager income. My mother is even worse off. She doesn't even have a formal job. Apart from doing housework at home, she also finds odd jobs around the area. Her income is extremely unstable.
But my uncle is a glamorous university professor with a decent and easy job and a good income. My aunt's conditions are even better. Her parents on her mother's side are also senior intellectuals who can help her a lot. Her job is also decent and leisurely. As their children, my cousins have been pampered by both families since childhood and have never suffered any grievances or hardships.
Zhao Chengyun didn't know how much he envied his cousins. He often fantasized about how great it would be if he was his uncle's son! He didn't want a greasy, fat cook father, but a handsome university professor father; he didn't want a mother who was always frowning, unkempt and unkempt; he only wanted a young, beautiful, elegant and noble administrator mother...
However, he thought about it carefully later and suddenly felt that it didn't matter who his father was, but his aunt was the best mother because his aunt came from a good family. His father was a graduate tutor in university - his uncle was his student, so he was able to marry his aunt because of his proximity to her. His mother was a construction engineer, which was a very powerful profession. It was said that he could manage many people and make a lot of money.
And the most important thing is that they only have one daughter, aunt. That is to say, all their life's achievements will be left to aunt and her children. So Zhao Chengyun wishes he could be reborn and become his aunt's biological son!
However, he only knew that his cousins could live a good life because they had good parents, but he didn't know that before becoming good parents, his uncle and aunt were first good students. It was because of their college education that they had decent jobs. Especially Zhao Songshan, he worked hard to get into college, and continued to make progress and study for a master's degree. Only then did he win the favor of his tutor and was willing to marry his daughter to him.
Zhao Chengyun was envious and jealous of his cousins, but he didn't know that he could also become a decent person like his uncle by studying hard and getting into a good university.
He doesn't work hard and blindly thinks that having good parents is the key to everything. He hates himself for not being born into his aunt's womb. I don't know if he is too smart or too stupid.
In the original world, Zhao Chengyun had average qualifications and was unwilling to study hard. Therefore, even though the original owner and Zhao Baishan had been hiring tutors for him, he was unable to get into a good university and only went to a third-rate college. After graduation, he could not find a job that was neither high-end nor low-end. He often refused to continue working after a few months, either because he complained about the low salary or the difficulty of getting along with his colleagues, or because the transportation was inconvenient and he had to squeeze into the subway to go to and from get off work... Anyway, he always had an excuse to resign.
He had been like this for four or five years, and was about to turn thirty, but he had achieved nothing. His work was intermittent, he had no girlfriend, and neither his career nor his love life was successful. However, his cousin had a girlfriend right after he entered college, and as soon as he graduated, he relied on his grandfather's connections to enter the national academy of sciences as a researcher. He got married a year after graduation. He was not even twenty-five years old, but he had achieved success in both love and career.
But Zhao Chengyun, who is a few years older than him, has no love and no career. Compared with his cousin's successful life, there is a huge difference. No, he is not even qualified to compare with his cousin. He is jealous and resentful. He hates why his biological mother is not his aunt! If his biological mother is his aunt, then he must be very successful now, with a happy love life and a successful career. How could he end up like this now, with nothing accomplished? !
Zhao Chengyun later became more and more obsessed, thinking that his failure in life was entirely due to not having a good pair of parents. If he had a mother like his aunt, he would definitely be able to become an industry elite and have a decent and glamorous life...
He was wandering between fantasy and reality. The more beautiful his fantasy was, the more he hated Zhao Baishan and Li Shichu when he returned to reality. Later, he blamed them for his failure, scolding them for not giving him a good background like his uncle and aunt. He said that he didn't want to be their son at all, and scolded them for being useless and cowardly, which dragged him into poverty. His failure in life was all caused by his parents...
In short, it was his parents' fault that he was not living a good life, and he himself was not at fault. Even if the original owner and Zhao Baishan loved him, they felt heartbroken and painful to be despised and hated by him. If possible, as a parent, who would not want their child to be born in Rome?
It’s just that due to their limited abilities, they are unable to provide their child with excellent conditions for him to achieve great success. What they can give their child is already the best they can.
Zhao Chengyun was so desperate that he spent his whole life in decadence. In the end, he basically stopped working and just lived off his parents. When Li Shichu and Zhao Baishan died, he drank himself to death. Before he died, he was still thinking, if only he was his aunt's son, he would never have to embarrass his poor parents again...
The original owner was very sad that her son disliked her so much. She thought that if there was a next life, she would not be Zhao Chengyun's mother again, so as to avoid not only failing to help him but also dragging him down.
This wish was very simple and Shi Chu could realize it at any time. Anyway, she would never marry Zhao Baishan in this life, so naturally she would not be able to give birth to Zhao Chengyun with him.
Li Shichu, who had an idea in mind, immediately began to pack his luggage. It happened that the original owner lived alone in the old house left by his grandparents, and all his things were there. He could pack up and escape from here without disturbing his uncle and aunt's family.
(End of this chapter)
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