Chapter 78 078 Going Back [VIP]
I like you.
Why can't long-term companionship be considered love?
So you'll always be with me, always be good to me, and always stay with me, right?
Please forgive me, I didn't mean to forget you.
I really want to make a chain to lock you up.
I love you.
Yin Chu Jiu suddenly opened his eyes, Yue Ling's voice still seeming to echo in his ears. He was dreaming again, and this time the dream was so real that he thought he had traveled back to that world. Gasping for breath, it took him a while to truly wake up from the dream.
He got out of bed, went to the kitchen, poured himself a glass of water, and drank it. Only then did his rapidly beating heart stop.
He wanted to see him.
I really want to see him.
Leaning against the combing table, Yin Chu Jiu slowly sat down on the floor, letting the coldness of the floor penetrate his body.
With a bang, a boy who looked exactly like him stood at the kitchen doorway and asked anxiously, "Brother, are you alright?"
Yin Chu Jiu shook her head, not getting up from the ground, "It's nothing."
Yin Chu Shi looked worried. How could he be alright? He walked over and helped Yin Chu Jiu up from the ground, then helped him sit on the sofa in the living room. He then poured him a glass of water in silence, and took a bottle of medicine from Yin Chu Jiu's room, pouring out two pills for him.
Yin Chu Jiu did not resist. She picked up the glass of water and slowly drank it, then swallowed the medicine.
"Are you dreaming again?" Yin Chushi asked anxiously, her head lowered.
Yin Chu Jiu instinctively wanted to shake her head, but after thinking about it, she honestly nodded and admitted, "Mm."
Yin Chu lowered her eyes sadly, "But you can't go back."
Yin Chu Jiu remained silent, and a silence spread between the two of them.
Yin Chu Shi's throat felt tight. He coughed twice and said in a relaxed manner, "After taking the medicine, you'll fall asleep soon."
"Um."
Since his return, Yin Chu Jiu has been unable to sleep, always waking up in the middle of the night and unable to fall back asleep, lying awake until dawn. Yin Chu Shi didn't notice his condition at first, but later, when she found out, she went to the hospital to consult a doctor herself.
The doctor said it was a mental illness, and that the patient needed to rely on their own willpower to get through it.
Later, Yin Chu Shi took Yin Chu Jiu to the hospital for a checkup and got him some sleeping pills. With the help of sleeping pills, Yin Chu Jiu was able to fall asleep for the past six months, but he still slept restlessly and still had dreams, though it was much better than before.
"Brother, go to sleep."
The two sat for a while longer before Yin Chu Shi lowered his voice and spoke in a hoarse tone. Yin Chu Jiu looked at the boy standing in front of her, who reached out to help her into the room, thought for a moment, and then shook her head.
"On the tenth day, there's something I haven't told you," Yin Chu Jiu said in a low, hoarse voice.
Yin Chu Shi tensed up and asked urgently, "What is it?"
“I saw hallucinations.” Yin Chu Jiu felt he should tell Yin Chu Shi about it. Yin Chu Shi was his only relative and the person who cared about him the most. “I would occasionally see scenes from that world, some of which I had seen before, and some of which I had never seen before.”
Yin Chu Shi became even more nervous, "When did it start? Why didn't you tell me this morning? Let's go see a doctor right now."
"Wait a minute." Yin Chu Jiu grabbed Yin Chu Shi's hand, forced a smile, and said, "The hospital is closed now. Let's go tomorrow."
Yin Chu Shi pursed her lips and remained silent, only gripping Yin Chu Jiu's hand tightly.
Yin Chu Jiu didn't care. He continued, "The hallucinations started after I saw Yue Ling that time. They appear at unpredictable frequencies, and the things I see are also unpredictable. I didn't tell you because I wanted to see more of that world. I was afraid... afraid that it wouldn't appear, as if it were just a real dream. Only its existence would remind me that that world once truly existed."
Yin Chu Shi was very upset. "Then why are you saying it now?"
Yin Chu Jiu smiled. "Because I want to live. If I live, maybe one day my soul will travel to that world again and I'll be able to meet him again. As long as I live, I will see him. He lived longer than me, and as long as he lives, he will definitely find a way to find me."
"Besides, I don't want you to worry." Yin Chu Jiu pinched Yin Chu Shi's cheek, trying to keep a straight face and joking.
Ever since he told him about time travel and couldn't sleep, Yin Chu Shi hasn't had a single good night's sleep. He wakes up startled from his dreams, and Yin Chu Shi also wakes up startled by any noise in the room. He won't let him close the door to his room, nor will he close his own door, saying that if he doesn't close the door, he can hear the noise.
Yin Chu Jiu didn't want to bother him, but Yin Chu Shi was a man of his own mind. If he disagreed, he would get out of bed in the middle of the night to open the door. After this happened several times, Yin Chu Jiu had no choice but to give in.
With Chu Shi showing such care and concern for him, how could he not cherish his health?
Yin Chu Shi immediately burst into tears. Yin Chu San patted his head, and the two drank the rest of the water. Instead of going to the bedroom, they decided to spend the night in the living room.
Carrying the blanket to the sofa, Yin Chu Shi lay down next to Yin Chu Jiu and whispered, "Brother, tell me about that world. It's been so long, and I haven't asked you about it in detail yet. Come to think of it, it's been a long time since we two brothers have talked and chatted like this."
Upon hearing this, Yin Chu Jiu smiled and began to speak.
He didn't say anything particularly special, but Yin Chu Shi listened very attentively, and Yin Chu Jiu, seeing his expression, spoke even more. For him, that world held mostly beautiful memories; even though Yue Ling had used him as bait, he still found it incredibly sweet.
Two people, one speaking, the other listening.
As they were talking, Yin Chu Jiu suddenly felt his vision light up, and a circular illusion appeared in front of him. The illusion seemed to be a hall, but his attention was not on the hall, but on a handsome young man dressed in black with gold trim in front of the hall.
He had never seen the young man before, but he knew who he was. His face was exactly like that of the young Yue Ling, yet more mature; who else could it be but the adult Yue Ling?
In the illusion, the adult Yue Ling reached out to him, her face filled with urgency and longing, her dark eyes brimming with barely suppressed eagerness, as if she wanted him to give her hand, to let him enter the illusion, and to let him go back.
Yin Chu Jiu also wanted to go over, but he knew it was just another hallucination.
His eyes stung, and he closed them, forcing himself not to look.
But he couldn't resist opening his eyes to look again. Then he saw Yin Chu Shi standing there in front of his hallucination, staring at him with curiosity and vigilance, as if he could see his hallucination.
"Brother! Brother! What the hell is this?" Yin Chu Shi exclaimed in surprise, waving his arms and legs in front of his hallucination. "Brother, what is this? What is this?"
"That was my hallucination. Can you please stop blocking my way? I want to see Yue Ling." Yin Chu Jiu stepped forward and pushed Yin Chu Shi aside, saying unhappily. Then he paused, turned his head to stare at Yin Chu Shi, who was still extremely frightened, and almost lost his voice, "Chu Shi, can you see?"
Yin Chu Shi also stopped, as if he understood something. His voice was hoarse, "Brother, is this your hallucination?" Or is it not a hallucination?
Yin Chu Jiu stared intently at the person inside and nodded.
"But why can I see it?"
Yin Chu Jiu didn't know, but Yue Ling in the hallucination seemed anxious, his mouth opening and closing as if he were saying something. In that instant, as if struck by a sudden inspiration, or perhaps just a wild thought, the idea arose in his mind that this was not a hallucination but the real world.
His mind went blank. He reached out and grabbed at Yue Ling inside, then his hand slipped into the illusionary light screen. It was real, it was really real!
At the same time, he seemed to hear Yue Ling's voice, urging him to hurry over and return, as the array passage was unstable and wouldn't last much longer.
Yin Chu Jiu vaguely knew this wasn't an illusion, but a teleportation portal. As long as he went through this portal, he could return to that world. Without thinking, he immediately took a few steps forward, and just as half his body was inside, he was suddenly pulled back by Yin Chu Shi.
"Brother?" Yin Chu Shi's eyes widened as she grabbed his hand, seemingly understanding yet also not. "Brother, are you leaving?"
Yin Chu Jiu looked at his only younger brother and nodded, "Chu Shi, I'm sorry."
Yin Chu Shi stared at him blankly, but he didn't say anything. Instead, he raised his hand and touched the illusion like Yin Chu Jiu had done. But unlike Yin Chu Jiu, who was sucked into the illusion, his hand passed through the light screen.
Yin Chu Jiu felt a pang of sadness, and tears welled up in her eyes. "Chu Shi."
Yin Chushi paused, then withdrew his hand and forced a smile, saying, "It's nothing, you can go now."
“Brother, you said you saw a hallucination, but it seems it wasn’t a hallucination. It’s the people over there looking for you and wanting to take you back.” Yin Chu Shi let go of Yin Chu Jiu’s hand and said with a smile, “You’re not happy here, so you have to be happy over there. I’m satisfied as long as you’re doing well.”
"Don't worry about me. I have lots of friends and I'm having a great time. I see so many people every day, and I even have someone I like. I'm just waiting for me to put in the effort so I can win her over."
"The tenth..."
"Brother, you should go now, don't worry about me!"
Before Yin Chu Jiu could speak, Yin Chu Shi pushed her forcefully into the light curtain. Then, he saw Yin Chu Jiu disappear into the light curtain, but his own body slowly appeared out of thin air in the hall.
First his hands, then his arms, then his body and head, and finally his entire body.
He saw the man in the light screen run towards Yin Chu Jiu and hug him tightly. Then, the light screen disappeared, and nothing could be seen anymore.
He knew that Yin Chu Jiu had safely passed through that world.
Yin Chu Jiu only had time to take one last look at Yin Chu Shi before a white light flashed before his eyes. When he opened his eyes again, he found himself being held in a strong chest.
"You're finally back."
It was a large room, the curtains drawn, utterly dark. No one would want to enter such a dark, dreamlike space, yet someone seemed to be there. In the darkness, a boy appeared to be breathing heavily, and along with his breathing, there seemed to be the creaking of a large bed.
"No, I don't want it anymore..."
No one answered the boy's question; only the creaking of the large bed could be heard.
"Really, that's enough. I really don't want it anymore... Stop... Stop for a moment..."
...
"Yue Ling, stop... Let's... let's rest for a bit... okay..."
Still, no one answered.
Only after the boy's voice trembled with sobs, followed by a suppressed scream, did another voice come from inside the room. It sounded like extreme pleasure; he let out a low, muffled groan, almost like a wild animal. Then, the noise in the room finally ceased.
But soon, sounds came from the room again. They seemed to have changed positions, and the boy who had been unilaterally exploited started humming again.
Yin Chu Jiu was pinned to the bed, lying on his back. Yue Ling grabbed his legs and hoisted them onto his shoulders, his beast-like eyes fixed on Yin Chu Jiu's. His eyes were already red, but he didn't close them, instead staring intently at him. Yin Chu Jiu, being stared at, couldn't help but raise his hand to touch his eyes, but felt something inside him suddenly move violently, rubbing against his sensitive mucous membranes. The intense stimulation reddened the corners of his eyes, and his hand, raised in mid-air, immediately lost its strength and fell straight down.
However, his hand didn't fall; it was caught mid-air. Yue Ling pulled that hand to his lips and kissed it passionately, his hot breath hitting the back of the hand, causing the hand's owner to convulse.
"Yue Ling, Yue Ling," Yin Chu Jiu called out repeatedly.
Yue Ling hummed in response, his movements below intensifying, a thrusting motion that seemed to both crush him and tenderly pity him. Hot sweat dripped from his muscular chest, falling onto Yin Chu Jiu below, causing him to shudder and tighten his grip. Yue Ling immediately let out a muffled groan.
"Don't be so tight."
Yin Chu Jiu laughed and cried at the same time. What did he mean by "I don't want it to be so tight"? He didn't want it to be so tight either. But soon he couldn't think about these things anymore, and the next moment he was swept up in a deeper tide of emotion.
He's going to be killed.
Dying in bed? That's just too much.
His body hadn't even been cultivated yet; it was just an ordinary person's body, and it couldn't keep up with Yue Ling's pace at all.
Just when Yin Chu Jiu thought he was really going to die on the bed, the person who had been thrusting on him for who knows how long finally stopped. In his slightly satisfied yet unsatisfied voice, he said, "I finally have you again."
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