Du Ze sat on the tree branch, staring at the lake in front of him. Although he was the one who proposed to talk about life, and Xiu agreed, he had no idea what to do now. For a stupid boy who had been socially handicapped for 8 years, it was a simple task to bring up a topic and guide him to do good...
Please allow me to make a sad expression.
The visibility in the Elven Kingdom at night is very high. The two moons that Du Ze has seen since he crossed over almost occupy 1/5 of the sky. The distance between them is much closer than when Du Ze first saw them, almost sticking together. The bright moonlight sprinkles on the silky lake, and the entire lake is like a piece of shining white jade. The entire Elven Kingdom is filled with magical mist, and dots of fluorescent light dance in the dark night, making people feel like they have fallen into a beautiful dream.
Even though he had watched it for several nights before, Du Ze was still deeply attracted by the scene. He could clearly see the balls of light floating up from the bottom, which were actually glowing spores. The sap of the tree of life was indeed the treasure of the elves. It not only corrected his myopia, but also cured his hearing loss. At this time, the dead headphones were lying in Du Ze's pocket. Du Ze closed his eyes and could hear the leaves rustling in the wind and the rustling of cloth rubbing against the bark.
Du Ze turned his head and saw Xiu standing beside him after changing his clothes. The silver-haired elf was wearing a blue and white robe, with complicated dark silver leaf patterns embroidered on the collar and cuffs, and long pendants and belts hanging diagonally. In the night, Xiu's fair skin was covered with a layer of warm light, which was the racial characteristic of white elves. For the first time, Du Ze discovered that extreme beauty was also a killer weapon, just like now, a stupid person felt that if he didn't look away, he would definitely die of suffocation.
The appearance of the elf is so unfair! No wonder when Xiu activated the elf form, no matter how cold and indifferent he was, the favorability of other people, both men and women, kept rising. Elf Xiu, you blue-faced troublemaker!
Du Ze stiffly withdrew his gaze. He felt the tree branches tremble slightly, and Xiu sat beside him. The two of them looked at the scattered light balls together and began a silent confrontation.
A certain silly and cute person is about to get hurt. Where should he start the topic? Should he start with why the elves were polluted? But it is totally unquestionable that Xiu polluted the elves who wanted to kill him time and time again. Then why was Ariel polluted? But Xiu and Ariel have no friendship at all now, so he would not let Ariel go when he released the "dirt" - and so on. Du Ze finally found the contradiction. He found that he seemed to have made unnecessary assumptions: because Xiu is the protagonist and Ariel is the heroine, so it is natural for them to be together. However, reality tells him that Ariel is just an ordinary elf to Xiu? But when Xiu heard him praising Ariel before, his anger value clearly soared, didn't he! ?
"Are you angry?" Xiu suddenly spoke. "Because of what I did today?"
Du Ze shook his head reflexively, but he noticed that Xiu's eyes were looking straight ahead, so he said, "No, I'm just a little surprised."
Xiu didn't reply, as if he was quietly waiting for Du Ze to continue. Du Ze organized his words and tried hard to express some of his thoughts to Xiu: "You know, I know a lot of things, whether it is the past, present or future. There are some things that I know, but I don't recognize it - I want to change it."
"Is it about me?"
"kindness."
Hugh paused, then said, "You know I'm going to do something in the future, and you don't want me to do it, is that right?"
Du Ze admired Xiu's ability to understand and summarize from his abstract words. Once they started communicating, Du Ze found that talking to Xiu was not as difficult as he had imagined. "Yes. I changed some things, but got the same result."
"What do you not want me to do in the future?"
——Destroy the world.
Du Ze opened his mouth, but could not say anything. The invisible existence prohibited him from saying those four words. If we infer from the plot of the novel "Mixed Blood", the final ending must be that the blackened protagonist gets what he wants and destroys the world he hates - as for whether the author will let him let go of his harem and his younger brothers, it is unknown. In this way, "destroying the world" is definitely the biggest spoiler of this book, so he can't tell Xiu at all: In the future, you may ruin the world, so let's put down our butcher knives and become Buddhas right now!
In that case...
"Do you like this world?"
Xiu seemed to have never expected Du Ze to ask this suddenly. He was silent for a moment, and shook his head at Du Ze's expectant gaze.
Lord, you are so honest that it breaks my heart... Du Ze held his broken heart in his hands and heard the elf beside him whispering, "It's not about liking you, I just gave up a long time ago."
Xiu did not clearly say who gave up on whom, but Du Ze understood it completely. Those words were like a blunt knife cutting and grinding his heart repeatedly, without drawing blood but causing great pain.
——Because the world gave up on him, he had no choice but to give up on the world.
This is why one becomes more and more desperate. This person no longer looks at the world in the right light, so all the beautiful and warm things in the world cannot enter his eyes. He can only remember the harm that the world has brought to him, and this is a vicious cycle.
Du Ze continued to tempt Xiu, narrowing the scope: "You don't have anything you want, or someone you like?"
Xiu Ping's expression finally showed some fluctuations, and Du Ze quickly struck while the iron was hot: "Everything you want and like is in this world, so you can try and see more of this world."
"You hope I like this world." Xiu's voice was flat and emotionless, but Du Ze felt that it was because all emotions were deeply suppressed under the coldness: "Is this your desire for me?"
"kindness."
Xiu finally stopped looking at the floating dots of light. He turned his head and stared at Du Ze, neither agreeing nor refusing. The wind blew Xiu's silver hair, and Du Ze heard the beautiful elf say to him, "Do you want to hear me sing the song I sang last time?"
Being stared at by those blue eyes, Du Ze nodded involuntarily. In fact, he really wanted to listen to it. Since the hot spring, whenever he mentioned that song, Xiu would change the subject, so that the song became a regret for him.
His pale lips seemed to be slightly raised, revealing a smile, making that delicate and beautiful face show a kind of enchantment that could captivate people's hearts. He reached out and touched the back of the neck of the black-haired young man beside him, his eyes were as deep as a deep blue swamp, once the prey was trapped, it would never let it escape.
"I can't see this world." Xiu's clear eyes reflected Du Ze's shadow. "Du Ze, I can only see you, so there is only one thing I want and one person I like."
Xiu looked at Du Ze seriously, his eyes unblinking, filled with deep and strong emotions.
"I like you and I want you."
Du Ze's thoughts seemed to have a key component popped out and got stuck.
…I’m sorry my Chinese teacher died early! Did you mean what I thought you meant by “like you”? Actually, you meant that our friendship will last forever, right?
Even though Du Ze had a frozen face and said nothing, Xiu had already seen through the nature of that stupid kid. His voice was flat, but he shattered Du Ze's delusions word by word.
"I want you to stay with me, I want to kiss you, I want to take off your clothes, I want to touch you, I want to..."
Du Ze started to cough wildly. He felt that if he didn't stop it, he would definitely become more and more 18+. With a cold and abstinent face, he said these shameful words. You, you are invincible - the little boy was obviously scared to death, but he was still stimulated to the point of almost bleeding from the nose!
"I think you may have been misled by some wrong information." Du Ze held his three views at risk and said carefully: "The things you just said only happen between men and women."
The source of all evil, I want to die with you - if you say Xiu was bent, who would believe you if you are not the main culprit, you bastard! QAQ "I only want to do it with you."
Du Ze heard the sound of his three views being shattered. He grabbed the soul that was about to leave the body and continued to be strong. "This is an illusion. Because I have always been by your side, you have the illusion that I am the only one you are close to." Du Ze tried hard to count the girls: "Virla, Alice, Heidi, Ariel are all very good targets, and you will meet more people in the future."
So how can you give up the whole garden for a dogtail grass? There is no future for being gay!
Du Ze felt Xiu's hand on the back of his neck leave. Did the Lord take his words to heart?
"None of them are you." Xiu lowered his eyes and looked at his fingertips, where there was still some warmth. "No matter how many people there will be in the future, none of them are you."
Not the person he met when everything was abandoned.
Not the one who kisses the dead.
Not the one who would say he is a miracle.
Not the one who would hold him in her arms during an elemental storm.
Not the one who thinks all good things belong to him.
Not the one who redeemed him.
Not his Du Ze.
"If you reject me too," Xiu said softly, "this world will mean nothing to me."
Call it a threat or call him mean, he was just using every possible means to keep this person by his side.
Afraid of losing this person because you want him so much.
"I—" Du Ze opened his mouth, his tight throat making his voice sound delicate: "Let me think about it, okay?" Fearing that Xiu would refuse, Du Ze quickly added a deadline: "One month, just one month."
In the dancing fluorescent light, Xiu stared at the black-haired young man into whom he had poured all his emotions, and nodded lightly.
"good."
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This time next month, will he be able to hold this person in his arms, or will he lock this person in his cell?
If you don't get a response in terms of emotions, then the only option is to take away your body.
——【Black Box】
The author has something to say: Author: One month of reprieve.
Reader: The protagonist, you are a blue-faced disaster. QAQ
Protagonist: I only harm you (touch).
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Don't fight Du Xiaoze, the attacking Xiu is unstoppable = =＋