Chapter 260 is a tricky matter.
Her voice was soft, like a mosquito's hum, and it was hard to hear what she was saying unless you listened carefully.
She looks so young, like a middle school student. Little sister, you're so thin, you must not be eating properly.
[It's not for deliberate weight loss. I've seen many women in real life who only eat one meal a week and survive on water every day, but they're frighteningly thin!]
Her complexion looked a little yellowish; could she be sick? Or is something wrong?
As the little girl watched the scrolling comments on the screen, tears streamed down her face.
"Big sister, can you please save me?"
Leng Yumeng's voice was soft, and she kept sobbing.
"Don't be nervous, calm down, take a deep breath, take it slow, tell me what's bothering you, since we're destined to meet, I will definitely help you."
Listening to Gu Yunxi's voice, Leng Yumeng did exactly as instructed and did feel a bit better.
"I'm sick, and my mom took me to the hospital for a checkup. After the doctor's final diagnosis, I was diagnosed with severe depression. Big sister, I really want to live a good life."
But whenever someone is around me, I feel extremely irritable. However, when I'm alone, there's always a strange voice in my head telling me to die. When I become delirious, I even do things that harm myself.
Just two weeks ago, I cut my wrists. Fortunately, my mother found out in time and took me to the hospital. I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to work anymore, so I quit my job to stay home and take care of me.
Last week, while she was dozing off, that voice appeared in my mind again. My body seemed to be out of control, and I slowly climbed to the top floor. Fortunately, maintenance personnel found me in time, and a tragedy was averted.
I don't know where that voice came from. Maybe it was from within my own mind, or maybe I really have schizophrenia. I want to live a good life, but I'm truly powerless to control my own destiny.
"But yesterday, while Mom was buying groceries, I suddenly lost control and turned on the gas stove. If he hadn't come home in time, I might really be dead, but..."
Towards the end, her voice could no longer be heard.
[Master, please help this poor child! Is she really sick? Or is she being controlled by something? Such a good girl, such a sensible child, how could she suffer like this?]
Yes, this girl is so pitiful. Even a normal adult would find it hard to survive such torture, yet her mother stayed by her side the whole time.
"Big sister, when I woke up this morning, I couldn't find my mother at all. Is she still there? Or do you know you have special abilities? Could you take a look and see if I'm possessed by a ghost? Has my mother abandoned me? Where did she go?"
Leng Yumeng is now pinning all her hopes on her. If she hadn't accidentally stumbled upon Gu Yunxi's live stream and followed her, she really wouldn't know who to turn to!
"Didn't you turn on the gas cylinder? When your mother came, the house was filled with gas. She held her breath and carried you out when you were about to faint, but she also inhaled a lot of gas. When she put you in the stairwell, she accidentally rolled down the stairs. What I want to say is that these things happened a long time ago, not yesterday. Your mother has already been buried."
"Ah! That can't be, Master. These things happened only recently. How could they have already been buried? We were clearly together yesterday."
Her voice became soft, "So there's no one to love me anymore, is my mother really gone?"
If I hadn't done something so foolish, how could my mother have gotten into trouble?
[It's so pitiful. Her mother died trying to save her daughter. Girl, you must carry on with your mother's hopes and live on. Please don't take your own life.]
[Am I the only one concerned about this? Isn't the little girl's father home? Does this mean they've already divorced?]
Sigh! This girl lives in our compound. Her father was an engineer who was accidentally electrocuted a few years ago. The girl happened to see her father's death, and she probably started to suffer from depression from that moment on. Her mother used to be a kindergarten teacher and was very kind. Such a good family ended up like this.
Master Gu, please find a way to help this poor child.
Gu Yunxi also wanted to help her. She could tell from the little girl's eyes that the girl did not want to give up on suicide.
The fact that she mentioned her mother makes her intentions clear: she wants to end things quickly and go find her mother.
But as a mother, how could she just stand by and watch her daughter go to her death after doing everything in her power to save her?
People really can't be compared. Lu Xiaoyan's father and Lu Xiaoyan ended up with nothing left.
Some people live selfishly, while others dedicate their selfless love to their entire family.
With both parents gone, she is an only child. This child has no more attachments in her heart. Without her father and mother, her illness will never be cured.
Gu Yunxi didn't know how to comfort her. She suffered from severe depression and had seen similar videos online. Almost everyone in the videos ended up dying in depression, and very few people were able to recover.
I think I'm a selfish person. I really want them to be together, but that would mean the little girl would have to sacrifice her life. No wonder Master Gu didn't know how to comfort her. If I were in that situation, I would also find it difficult to make a decision.
[Depression is very difficult to overcome; if she had truly overcome it, she wouldn't have attempted suicide.]
Master, can you see the little girl's mother? If you can, perhaps you could let her see the little girl. Maybe she can persuade her, and the girl will give up on her suicide attempt.
Gu Yunxi could tell that things were not so simple.
Who knows, Leng Yumeng might never have such an opportunity to commit suicide in front of her mother.
In that case, I would become a sinner for all time.
“Leng Yumeng, you are a good child. I sympathize with your situation. However, your mother risked her life to save you, not to let you make the same mistake again. If you are willing, I can show you the right path.”
If all else fails, he could erase her memory, though that would be cruel to him.
If she doesn't cooperate and he tries to erase those unforgettable memories by force, he's afraid that after a few years, he'll recall those memories again and fall into a vicious cycle once more.
"I don't need any explanation, big sister. I just want to see my mother. Can you grant me this one wish?"
Yes, of course it's too cold. I'm in this line of work, so why can't I?
But for her, she didn't dare.
"I can't satisfy you," Gu Yunxi said, directly rejecting her.
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