Chapter 125 Gu Xia, I Hate You
"How can you say it doesn't matter?"
Hearing these ambiguous words.
Gu Xia knew that Ning Anran had fallen into her old habit again in front of him.
She never makes choices herself, but instead gives herself all the choices and controls her preferences and the overall situation.
We must change Ning Anran’s “bad” habit.
I can't make Ning Anran change this long-standing habit and subconscious behavior in one go.
Gu Xia knew that what he needed to do most now was to slowly guide Ning Anran and return to normal cognition.
Let her regain her dignity and personality in front of him.
Ning Anran can tell herself what she doesn’t like, and she can also tell herself what she wants most.
"Ning Anran, you tell me one thing first, just one, and I'll decide the rest, okay?"
"Can't you think of a dish?"
"Then you're really lame."
She looked so soft as she leaned on his arm and spoke, and Ning Anran looked at her infatuatedly.
"Then let's go for bitter melon."
Gu Xia: “…”
Well, this is not going to work.
When mentioning the word "bitter melon", Gu Xia suddenly thought of the time when he and Ning Anran went to the supermarket to buy vegetables.
Ning Anran bought the bitter melon on his own initiative.
Ning Anran at that time...didn't seem to be as obedient to me as she is now.
Why is this?
Is it because of good feelings?
"Host, if you spend points, this system can attempt to analyze the changes in the heroine's psychological state before your will awakened - but, host, you should still be clear about what you have done, right?"
What have you done?
Gu Xia fell into deep thought. When she woke up from the hospital, she could indeed remember the general plot of the novel, but apart from her own side storyline, the plots involving other people were ambiguous.
It was like there was a layer of fog on the mirror, and I couldn't touch or peek into it no matter what.
But this is normal. The vicious cannon fodder's self-rescue system is only bound to himself, and is not bound to other people in this bloody romance Mary Sue.
Apart from his own main storyline, the other content Gu Xia read was fragmented. This means that the beginning of this novel, from Gu Xia's perspective, was his first appearance in the original work.
"Before I fell off my horse, Ning Anran...was she very sad?"
"But she hasn't come to the hospital to see me in a long time? Is it because I beat her?"
That memory was vague, and Gu Xia could only vaguely remember scolding Ning Anran in a cold tone.
Gu Xia has many such memories.
So many that it’s almost impossible to count.
She was thinking about the implicit meaning of her words, which was that Ning Anran had not served her well, and she wanted Ning Anran to get out of her side.
"This is the host. Due to the subjective consciousness control of the world of this novel, after you meet the male protagonist, you will fall in love with him at first sight, completely abandon yourself, go crazy for him, go crazy for him, bang your head against the wall for him, and even doubly abuse the female protagonist."
"Being controlled by the logic of the world's will, doing many things that you, the host, can't even remember, and that go against your own will, is perfectly normal."
"In this novel, there are many characters who are constantly controlled by the world, host—but they are all soulless NPCs. Only you, host, have very strong emotions, which is why you are able to attract the system that signed a contract with the magical girl~"
What a terrible system! I really want someone to beat it up!
"Strong feelings? What kind of feelings are those? As a vicious cannon fodder self-rescue system that was attracted to you, you can definitely understand what kind of feelings they are, right?"
"Well, host, that's close to a resentment of unwillingness and regret. If you were happy, you wouldn't attract our vicious cannon fodder self-rescue system!"
If I were happy, I would not feel resentful or unwilling.
If I really liked Cheng Chen and was so resentful before I died that I summoned the system, then why... do I not like him now?
But I hate him.
Is it really because I can't get Cheng Chen that I'm so resentful? Is it because I'm unwilling to give up?
Being controlled by the will of the world, what has changed in me, and what have I lost?
Gu Xia's breathing stopped.
Made up my mind.
"Deduct points. I want to know what Ning Anran was thinking at that time."
"Ok, received the host's instructions, searching for the host's emotional changes before and after the host's "awakening" - 50% - 100%."
"The results have been detected. Five points will be deducted from the host!"
The scene in his mind changed, and Gu Xia saw Ning Anran standing on the noisy street. She was carrying a simple black backpack and wearing a baseball cap.
"Fruit for sale! Fresh fruit! Big, thin-skinned! Guaranteed to be sweet!"
The cries of hawkers continued to ring out.
Ning Anran was isolated from the world and walked through the streets.
She looked very haggard at this time, with dark circles under her eyes. She walked to the door of a pharmacy. Ning Anran looked up at the sign and the discounted prices written on it.
Ning Anran frowned slightly, gritted her teeth, endured the pain, and walked in.
"Hello, miss. Here are the anti-inflammatory medicine and bandages you requested, as well as medicine for bruises and injuries."
The pharmacist quickly packed the things into the plastic bag, took a last look at Ning Anran and directly stated the price.
"The total is 285."
"Miss, just scan the code."
Gu Xia's heart tightened. The medicine for the injury...
Ning Anran paid the bill in silence and only asked about it when she was holding the medicine.
"Are there bathrooms?"
Sitting in the bathroom, Ning Anran carefully rolled up his jeans, looked at the wound that had begun to ooze pus, took the anti-inflammatory medicine with his fingers, dipped some on a cotton swab, and applied it on the wound.
Red and swollen knees. It was only here that Gu Xia understood why Ning Anran came to buy medicine.
Did she fall off the horse herself, so everyone implicated her?
Do you think that Ning Anran was responsible for your fall?!
After applying the medicine, Ning Anran tied the plastic bag familiarly and threw it into his black backpack.
Ning Anran groped with his fingers and saw the knife he had placed in his backpack.
Ning Anran paused in the zippering motion and kept staring at the knife placed at the innermost side of the backpack.
The white incandescent light in the toilet was very bright. Ning Anran reached out and took out the knife.
The light reflected from the blade stung Ning Anran's eyes, but she didn't blink.
This is a defective product that was discarded by the factory when I worked there.
Because Ning Anran was young and had no acquaintances in the factory, he was always assigned the most tiring work, such as taking out the trash.
But unexpectedly, Ning Anran didn't hate this job because it allowed her to get some fresh air and leave this depressing factory.
The knives were sold to rich people and would be discarded if they had even a little flaw. Ning Anran simply pulled out the scabbard and looked at the exquisite knife.
The index finger rested against the blade, and a trickle of bright red blood flowed down.
"You provoked me first, how could you... abandon me?"
"Gu Xia, I hate you."
"I always use this knife for self-defense...I always carry it with me when I work in the store."
"But its final destination, your chest or mine?"
"Gu Xia... How could you make me hate you so much..."
The jet-black hair covered her cheeks, and a crystal clear tear fell on the blade, like a snowflake in winter.
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