Chapter 338 I Want to Be Buried with You
There is no cure for heart disease.
Ning Anran walked on the bluestone steps with a pale face and exhaled a breath of foul air.
I just feel that this place is extremely familiar.
"An Ran, are you okay?"
"If you really can't walk, I'll carry you."
Gu Xia bent down, and her windbreaker was blown up by the wind. With her thin body, she was afraid that if she pressed on the stairs, both of them would roll down the stairs together.
"No need, Xia Xia."
"I'm not in the right state. It's hard for you to be so worried about me these past few days."
"There are dormitories prepared for pilgrims in the Taoist temple. You can go and rest there later. I will go to see the master by myself."
This was the Taoist temple in her dream. Ning Anran looked up and felt that the bluestone tiles and the pine and cypress trees were so familiar.
It seemed as if I had walked through countless springs, summers, autumns and winters, passing the new buds of spring, the green fruits of summer, the withered yellow of autumn and the heavy snow of winter.
A lonely man walked along these long steps.
Ning Anran looked down and saw that her hands were empty, without the small patinated rosewood box.
"Isn't it my job to worry about my girlfriend? Ning Anran, I'm happy to do so."
The warm hand was immediately placed on Ning Anran's palm, and Gu Xia held Ning Anran tightly.
She laughed, and was a little joking.
"Ning Anran, you know what? You're in a much better mood today. You finally stopped crying."
The sky cleared up after the rain.
These four words finally have the opportunity to appear, Gu Xia thought to himself.
The small square box was replaced by her warm palm, and Ning Anran suddenly remembered what she had begged for in front of the gods and Buddhas.
See her again.
"Xia Xia, do you believe in past lives and present lives?"
This incoherent sentence made Gu Xia stunned. He didn't quite understand what Ning Anran was trying to say.
But she still answered truthfully: "I don't know, Anran... Is your dream about your past life or present life?"
Ning Anran did not choose to hide it anymore. She felt that she should be more honest. At least when facing her lover, she should not lie anymore.
"Yes, Xia Xia, I dreamed that I prayed to the gods and Buddhas for a full ten years before I finally received this life and the next."
…
In the dream, for ten years, she went from being a non-believer in ghosts and gods to searching all over the country, looking for countless rumors just to bring Gu Xia back to life.
Day after day, Ning Anran's mental state began to deteriorate.
She always felt like she was still in the Gu family villa. Miss Gu piled all the dishes that she didn't like in her bowl on her rice. There was fat and lean meat, but Gu Xia said she didn't like them.
"I let you eat, Ning Anran."
"Open your mouth quickly and eat the food."
"If you get any thinner, you won't even be able to lift me up. Are you deliberately looking for a reasonable excuse to throw me down?"
The familiar words made Ning Anran pick up the meat in the bowl. When he looked up again, the person next to him became a phantom, as if he had never been by his side again.
Their last farewells always ended in the rain after a quarrel.
Ning Anran hated herself so much for leaving, why couldn't she be more stubborn, why couldn't she take her away.
People always rely on a little bit of hope to get by. Ning Anran never believed this before, but it was not until she lost Gu Xia that she realized how ridiculous she was.
She has a bad temper.
But she's not bad.
It's just that the way he speaks is particularly awkward.
The words spoken are like sharp blades that can pierce a person's heart and destroy it.
Sometimes Ning Anran really wanted to hear her speak the truth, to hear her say, "Ning Anran, I want you to stay."
It seemed like she could give her anything.
Including your own life, including your own heart.
…
Gu Xia was stunned. Her mind was slow for a while before she realized something was wrong.
"Ning Anran...in your dream, was it because I wasn't by your side in your past life?"
"So where did I go?"
"Didn't you get me back?"
No wonder Ning Anran cried so sadly. Was it because she was too stubborn and difficult to coax at that time?
Amused by her urgent tone, Ning Anran nodded and took all the blame on himself.
"It's my fault, Xia Xia."
"Don't keep everything in your heart in the future. If you have anything to say, just tell me directly."
"I'm not a smart person. No matter how much I guess, I can never figure out what you're thinking."
"Then we're going to have another fight, and I don't want us to have a fight."
The ends of her inky hair were blown up by the wind, and Ning Anran spoke seriously, as if what happened in those ten years really happened.
Gu Xia: "Okay, okay."
Gu Xia: "I promise you, Ning Anran."
Although her tone was not serious, Ning Anran knew that once Gu Xia promised something, she would keep her promise.
The two continued walking up the stairs.
When we were almost at the door.
Gu Xiacai suddenly said, "Ning Anran, I bought tickets to Seoul for the two of us."
"Although it might be too late for the first snow, if we go to see the snow together, it still counts as the first snow, right?"
There is a strong smell of incense in the Taoist temple. When you step in, you will see many pilgrims praying for themselves.
Red ribbons fluttered, and Ning Anran nodded.
Agree with Gu Xia's statement.
"Please come in, my master has been waiting for a long time."
A Taoist boy came to greet him.
Obviously this was because his sister had given him a heads-up in advance.
"Thank you."
Ning Anran was familiar with every part of this Taoist temple because she had been here countless times in her dreams. Every time she liked to sit under a tree and chat with the box in her hand for a long time.
Nagging.
The dreams Ning Anran had before were like a kaleidoscope, and she would forget them as soon as she woke up.
But this dream was particularly clear, as if it had really happened.
"Xia Xia, do you want to know when I fell in love with you?"
"You don't know...actually, I don't know either."
"We're all slow."
"But it doesn't matter, we're all together now."
There were many pilgrims passing by, but Ning Anran didn't look at any of them. She tapped the rosewood box lightly with her fingertips and chuckled.
"Xia Xia, those who hurt you are all dead."
"Xia Xia, they have to go through the same suffering you went through. How can they survive?"
"Don't be afraid, Xia Xia, I brought you back from the sea. Let's never go to the beach again, okay?"
The assistants and secretaries who had been with Ning Anran all year round didn't understand at first why Ning Anran was so determined to do so many ridiculous things.
But when they really understood the Gu family's affairs and President Ning's past, they could completely understand why Ning Anran had become so crazy.
"After I finish dealing with these things, Xia Xia... I will come to see you and we will start over."
"If you don't agree this time, just consider it my decision."
"It's been ten years, Xia Xia... I can't lie to myself anymore."
"I regret it every day. I really can't hold on any longer. I miss you so much. I want to see you so much."
"It's okay if you hate me, Xia Xia. I like you being angry with me."
"Today, I can come to see you."
"I want to be buried with you."
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