Chapter 21 I Can't Do It

"Say hello? Am I crazy?"

Sun Miaoqing is not stupid.

For the sake of long-term interests, the protagonists do need to curry favor temporarily, but not now.

"Go back to the palace." She didn't want to be a scapegoat.

In Jingren Palace, the Queen talked to Nian Shilan about this and that, and asked her a lot of questions under the pretext of giving her something, but Nian Shilan easily dismissed them all.

At least, that's what Nian Shilan thought.

[Old woman, you want to sow discord between me and the Sixth Palace? Then you have misplaced your abacus beads.]

[It is impossible for me to get along with those bastards in my life, but I will never be your pawn either. I just want to sit on the mountain and watch the tigers fight. ]

[Watching you all tear your hair, tear your faces, stab each other for the emperor, and finally go crazy or die, that is what is called a satisfying and satisfying experience.]

[I will try my best to live long enough to test my paternity with blood, expose everything in public, and let the dog emperor know how he became one of the four great masters?! ]

"Hmph~" Nian Shilan hummed proudly.

The queen saw that she looked very happy, but at the same time, she sighed inadvertently when she was feeling proud.

If her inner thoughts had not been revealed, she would not have noticed this abnormality.

[I have no ambition to be the emperor, but I still want to have a child, even if it is a princess, it is better than living alone in the palace, with my enemies.]

[It's a pity that with the Nian family around, the dog emperor won't let me have a child. ]

[I have had a child before, my child was already that big in my belly... How dare the dog emperor do that?]

[Wouldn't he feel guilty if he was given drugs and beaten? Wouldn't he be afraid that my son would come after him when he wakes up in the middle of the night?!]

[The instigator deserves to be cuckolded! He deserves to be the fourth master! He deserves to have no descendants! 】

A fierce light flashed in Nian Shilan's eyes, which scared the queen.

【After all, the queen is still too kind. 】

[His own son was so young and so seriously ill, but the dog emperor was still with another woman, who wouldn't be heartbroken? 】

[The position of honor that originally belonged to you was given to someone else, and the position of eldest son that belonged to your son was also handed over to someone else. How could you not hate him? Instead, you want to deal with another woman. ]

[Why not just poison the dog emperor to death instead of prescribing so many drugs that will kill him? ]

The Queen looked sad. Didn't she know that the fault was with the Emperor?

Doesn't she want to hate the emperor?

She can't do it.

She is just a woman. She and her family still depend on the emperor for survival. She doesn't want to hate Rouze, but her emotions must have an outlet.

I only blame myself for inviting Rouze into my house back then.

If she had not called herself Rouze and entered the palace, she and the emperor would not have met.

If they had not met, the things that happened later would not have happened, and I would not have had to secretly act as a villain in the dark.

[Empress, oh Empress, do you know how humble you were when you knelt before your beloved and cried, saying "I can't do it" with tears on your face? ]

[They just want you dead and don't care about you at all. 】

The queen couldn't imagine herself kneeling before the emperor and crying as she spoke those words.

After all, we have been sleeping in the same bed for many years, how could he be so heartless?

[It's you who has to pretend to be virtuous and pitiful to gain sympathy. Your son died and he stayed with Jun-won. Wouldn't you make a fuss? ]

[You carried your eldest son directly to her courtyard and killed him, leaving your son to that old man.]

[You stabbed him with a knife! ]

Thinking of her unborn child and the execution of the entire Nian family, Concubine Hua really wanted to kill him with a knife!

But these ladies who were brought up in aristocratic families were taught the Three Obediences and Four Virtues since childhood.

Even though the emperor was wrong first, they were bound by invisible chains and did not dare to actually take action against the emperor.

They need a knife, a brave knife.

When it comes to children, the Empress and Concubine Hua each have their own sorrows.

I don't know when the talking in the hall stopped.

Jianqiu looked at her master with his head down and not saying a word, and Songzhi looked at her master with his head down and not saying a word.

The atmosphere was obviously awkward, yet strangely harmonious.

Jianqiu and Songzhi looked at each other, looked down upon each other, and lowered their heads to remind their masters in a low voice.

"I am tired."

Nian Shilan got up and left.

Jianqiu: Not polite again!!!

[In fact, you were right to kill Jun Yuan. If she were alive, with your incompetence, you wouldn't even be able to become an empress, let alone a concubine.]

"Empress Hua..."

The queen suddenly felt that perhaps no one in the entire palace could understand her better than she did. "You are still young..."

You are still young and you will have children.

【Compared to you, I am naturally young and beautiful. 】

Nian Shilan stroked her hair with a proud look on her face.

"You are still young, and the fragrance you use is a bit too dull."

The Queen chose to ignore Concubine Hua's feelings, "Autumn is coming and winter is approaching, warm fragrance is more pleasant. Recently, I have mixed some new fragrances, Lin Yixiang, warm palace pillow, you can try it."

Her gentle and soft tone gave Nian Shilan an inexplicable illusion.

The queen doesn’t look like a queen, she looks more like...a sister?

[Pooh! Am I crazy? ]

[She is not a caring sister at all. She must have mixed some infertile powder into her perfume.]

【Want to harm me?】

[I already have an ancestor who has no descendants, Huan Yi Xiang, so why should I be afraid of no descendants? Even if I get pregnant, I won't be able to give birth to the child.]

[The Queen clearly knows that this is a waste of time. She might as well send you a portion of duck soup. I heard that you stewed it very well in your palace.]

Nian Shilan looked at the Queen and said that she would not refuse anyone who came:

"Thank you very much, Her Majesty. Songzhi, accept it."

The Queen was shocked again: when she said "know", did she mean that she knew about it, or that she knew that she was involved in killing her child?

Given her personality, if she knew that I had killed her child, she would definitely be furious, right?

The Queen did not want Nian Shilan to know the truth, and a terrible thought suddenly popped up in her mind:

As long as the people who knew about it died, no one could tell Concubine Hua...

[Each of them has more tricks than a beehive, I don’t know what they are thinking? 】

【So annoying.】

[Didn't Sun Miaoqing replace Xia Dongchun? Go out and get a slash of scarlet to cool off. Anyway, the Nian family is now in power, and even if Sun Miaoqing is killed, the emperor will not do anything to me.]

Nian Shilan changed her mind.

Sun Miaoqing is a person who can't influence the general direction at all.

Just die.

It also saves Sun from being full of calculations and harming himself in the future.

Jianqiu saw that Huichun seemed to have something to say, so he sent Concubine Hua out and came back to say:

"Hua Fei is forced to stay here, as if the Queen has made her very angry. If she leaves now, who knows who will be in trouble."