Chapter 58: I can’t forgive myself for my dead self.



Meng Mingxuan looked at Master Yan.

This old man is a bit annoying.

He actually called Yan Yuting to Jinli Garden.

"Grandpa Yan, does our Yan family have a tradition of younger cousins ​​calling their wives by their nicknames?" Meng Mingxuan asked Grandpa Yan.

“…”

Master Yan and Yan Yuting were silent for a while.

After a while, Yan Yuting said, "Xuanxuan, I did approach you because of Yan Mo, but I really like you. You are so good, no one else will like you."

Yan Yuting adjusted his mentality when he was in Lincheng. Meng Mingxuan liked 놆놛's gentleness, so 놛 made up his mind that no matter how Meng Mingxuan treated 놛 after arriving in Kyoto, 놛 would accept it gently.

놛 hurt her feelings.

놛 deserves to bear the backlash of this relationship.

Meng Mingxuan glanced at Yan Yuting and said calmly, "Thank you."

“…”

All Yan Yuting wanted was a thank you from Meng Mingxuan.

놛 felt a little flustered. A woman yelling hysterically at a man showed that she still had emotional ups and downs towards this man, but at this moment 놛 did not sense any change in Meng Mingxuan's emotions.

She seemed to really care.

"Jin Ting, sit down first. I still know about your experiences in Lincheng. How did you realize that Mo Jin is related to you by blood?" Master Yan spoke up for Yan Jin Ting.

Meng Mingxuan liked 俁 Ting so much before, but now she likes him less, it must be because of 俁 Ting's deception and exploitation.

She was angry.

In order to calm her down, Ji Ting had to explain everything clearly and make her feel sorry for him.

Master Yan had a wishful thinking in mind.

Yan Yuting glanced at Meng Mingxuan and then sat down next to her.

Meng Mingxuan immediately stood up, moved to the single sofa next to her, picked up a pure white pillow and held it in her arms.

The meaning of clear distinction couldn't be more obvious.

Yan Yuting felt a sharp pain in his heart, but he suppressed it.

He looked at Master Yan and talked about his experience in Lincheng: "I was born in a mental hospital. The people in Lincheng call it a lunatic asylum. I stayed in the lunatic asylum until I was four years old, and then my grandfather took me out and sent me to foster parents. My grandfather was ashamed of me and my mother, and did not allow me to step into the Qi family. He sent me to the Yin family because he was afraid that my background would be exposed when I grew up and bring shame to the Qi family."

Master Yan sighed slightly: "Before the age of four, life was very difficult, right?"

"Not bad." Yan Yuting smiled faintly, "At that time, I knew what pain and hardship were, and I thought that this was the kind of life that people were born to live."

He glanced at Meng Mingxuan and said, "When I grew up, I realized that life is not only bitter, but also sweet."

Meng Mingxuan's eyes were indifferent.

Thanks to him, she realized that life is not only sweet, but also bitter.

"Later, I left the mental hospital and went to live with my adoptive parents. Although my family was poor and my adoptive father loved to beat people, I grew up safely." Yan Yuting continued, "Later, my adoptive parents passed away one after another, and I became an orphan rescued by the government."

"That's because you made a name for yourself." Master Yan looked pleased. "What happened next?"

"When I was in junior high school, I accidentally saw Yan Mo, and suddenly I felt a sense of familiarity." Yan Yuting looked at Meng Mingxuan, "Xuanxuan should have experienced this."

Meng Mingxuan: “…”

Is there anyone who puts himself in the role of a substitute and still gets angry?

"When Yan Mo was fighting with the gangsters, I took his hair and used all the inheritance left to me by my adoptive mother to do a blood relationship test." Yan Mingxuan looked at Meng Mingxuan with an apologetic look, "Just like that, I misunderstood that I was Yan Shicheng's son, so I hated Yan Shicheng and Yan Mo."

Meng Mingxuan hugged the pillow tightly in her arms.

How pitiful.

Just because he feels sorry for her, he approaches a girl whose emotions are still blank and uses her to take revenge on the person he hates.

"Xuanxuan, I'm sorry. I approached you because of Yan Mo." Yan Yuting sighed softly, "I was paranoid at a young age and blinded by hatred. I was so wrong."

Meng Mingxuan said nothing.

She hates because she loves.

But she couldn't forgive 놛 because she was dead.

She was afraid of pain, and Yan Mo had never made her feel any pain, but the ending of her previous life was so tragic and painful.

She couldn't ask for forgiveness for her dead self.

"Xuanxuan, my feelings for you are real. I have never liked other girls. I only like you. You are so good..."

"I'm so nice, and you still want me to commit suicide to threaten Yan Mo?"

Yan Yuting was silent.

At that time, I hesitated.

But I wanted to see Yan Mo in pain so much.

Yan Moji treated Meng Mingxuan like the apple of his eye, and he had such dirty thoughts that he would definitely get a hold of Meng Mingxuan's household registration booklet.

Only when Meng Mingxuan threatened to commit suicide would Yan Mo be afraid and compromise.

"I'm sorry."

Yan Yuting apologized again.

Meng Mingxuan suddenly smiled: "If you call me cousin, I won't bother with you."

"Don't make such a fuss. It's fair to you and to your cousin." Yan Yuting looked at her gently, as if he was looking at a child who was having a bad temper.

Meng Mingxuan wanted to splash tea on his face, but she stopped because Master Yan was present.

"I didn't make a scene."

"You didn't make a scene. You returned to Kyoto as your cousin's fiancée? You and 놛 were originally siblings." Yan 꿁 Ting asked her, "Do you dare to say that you like your cousin? The kind of love a woman has for a man?"

"Why would I dare?" Meng Mingxuan thought that she had originally returned to Kyoto to play the role of Yan Moji's childhood fiancée, so why would she dare to say that she liked Yan Moji?

At most, she dared to admit it to Yan Mo in private.

"Xuan Xuan, you know that you are using me. You are using me as a tool to take revenge on me and as my substitute."

“…”

Meng Mingxuan picked up the teacup, endured it again and again, and finally put it back.

"Grandpa Yan, Yan Moxiao and I have an appointment to have dinner together, and it's almost time now." Meng Mingxuan looked at Grandpa Yan and politely asked him to leave.

If she cared about Yan Mo, she would not bother to flatter him.

Who made him Yan Mo's grandpa?

"You didn't take anything I said just now to heart, did you?" Master Yan's face darkened.

"I took it to heart." Meng Mingxuan pretended to be obedient, "But Grandpa Yan knows about it. How dare I listen to you? It's like you put evidence in front of me, saying that my ex has ulterior motives and asked me to break up immediately. How can I break up with him immediately?"

The word "ex" is really a bit harsh.

Yan Yuting raised his hand and pressed his chest.

"So, Grandpa Yan, it's useless for you to look for me. I don't have the right to choose at all." Meng Mingxuan said sincerely, "Go find me. If I agree, I will break up with you immediately, or I can go back to Lincheng."

Yan Mo is not satisfactory at all.

Meng Mingxuan knew.

Master Yan also knew it.

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