Chapter 185 Fickel
What is the meaning of human life in this world?
A. Godola felt that he was qualified to answer this question.
He should be a second time as a human. If the memory of the brave A. Godola was considered the first time as a human, then for him, a fake, being asked to live his own life and pursue his own life was probably the second time as a human.
His mood was actually very complicated.
When the girls created him, they made him A. Godola, but they knew better than anyone that he could not really become A. Godola. They clearly gave him the same memory, but the result was divided more clearly than anyone else. They said that they wanted to replace that person, but they thought that person was irreplaceable. It was also their own creators who said that they wanted to replace that person,
but they thought that person was irreplaceable. This is not surprising. Some things are irreplaceable, so people will frantically look for substitutes. If there is a substitute, then there is no need for him to be created.
Logically, he should be resentful.
The girls only care about their own moods, creating him and rejecting him without authorization - what is the meaning of him living in the world like this?
This was tantamount to betrayal to himself. He knew what happened to Dora. These girls did the same thing as in the past, only caring about their own hearts, but not considering the feelings of others - they always thought about things according to their own thinking. They never really considered Dora or A. Godola's thoughts.
It's no wonder that Dora would abandon this name, leave these women, and choose a different lifestyle.
So, it stands to reason that he should be resentful of these women, just like Dora in the past - decadence and frustration are inevitable. I heard that Mr. Dora was decadent for many years because of this.
But no.
Perhaps it was because he knew from the beginning that he was a fake, so even if those vivid memories of the past and the girls existed in his mind as if they really happened, he knew very well that it was just a fantasy that had never happened to him. He also knew the meaning of being created, and he also knew that he was not really loved or cherished by others - he was "unimportant".
Therefore, he didn't feel sad.
From this perspective, he is not A. Godola. He and the real person named Dora, and the prototype of this body, have been very different from the beginning. He thought they were the same, but in fact, they were two different people.
It is impossible to be exactly the same.
He laughed at himself. After all, if they were exactly the same, he should have leaped to a higher realm in that battle, but that did not happen.
So, at this moment, the existence named A. Godola is a brand new life, an independent individual, not a substitute for anyone. He just has some unique memories. He does not need to be troubled by these memories... On the contrary, he should thank those girls, just like a mother for letting him be born from this world. How can a child in the world blame his mother?
Besides, he not only has life, but also has a power.
A power that is powerful enough in this world.
"I recognize your will as a brave man--"
said the man named Dora... He is really a man of courage. He knows that he is a made-up substitute, but he still has expectations for this imposter. He gives himself enough space to show his strength and gives himself enough pressure to try to grow.
Even if his performance makes him feel lost, he never blames himself-A. Godora can feel it, feel the expectations of the man named Dora for him. He really expects him to reach his field, and he really hopes that he can replace him as a brave man.
But he can't. He can't do it.
When he has failed... the man chose to take responsibility, he moved forward without hesitation and chose to become the "King of Man".
So, in fact, he has never changed. A. Godora and Dora have always been the same person.
So, does he still need to use the name A. Godora?
It seems unnecessary.
Mr. Dora named himself Dora to commemorate his new life, or perhaps to forget the past. What about himself?
It seems that he should also give himself a new name for his new life and a better future.
What should he be called?
He was originally a fake of Mr. Doro, so maybe he should be called "Ficker".
It was a good name.
He decided to use this name as his new identity.
In his memory, he had a lot of understanding of this world, but he already knew that Doro's feelings were not his own feelings, what Doro would think was not what he would think, and what Doro would make was not what he would make, so he should listen with his own will, see with his own wishes, and think with his own thoughts...
As for what kind of result he would eventually reach, what kind of path he would take, and how he would eventually die... that was another question.
He should go and see what the world looked like.
...
"Nature Ranger, judging from your appearance, you should have become the new ruler of the elves." The crow landed on a flower, and it spoke in human language, saying to the Nature Ranger who had appeared at the banquet, "You should know what I am here for."
"I know, Demon King, but it would be a very dangerous option for the elves to join you. After all, you have lost to the hero before, do you have the confidence to win now?"
There was no change of emotion in the crow's dark pupils, it just said: "If you think I will lose, you can go to the hero, I think the magnanimous hero will not mind. At most, he just killed the Elf Queen and wanted to destroy the Ancestral Land. This is not a big deal. The elves are big and powerful, and I think this level of damage can be tolerated."
The Nature Ranger's expression was not very good. She was not a qualified politician, but was pulled out temporarily. She could not deal with people like Moher: "What happened with Dora is not a reason for us to join you."
"So I said it doesn't matter."
"..."
The Nature Ranger stopped talking. She just stared at the crow.
After a while, the crow sighed: "Whose intention is to push someone like you to be the new queen? You don't have any political wisdom, and you don't know how to change the subject in this situation - you must fight for some benefits from me, right?"
"This is what the elders taught me."
"You are really honest. If there was only one person like me in the world, you would only be destroyed by me if you negotiate with me, just like some intelligent races that existed in history. However, now that Mr. Doro also exists in the world, I can't use this method to deal with you. Instead, I have to promise you some benefits so that you are willing to join me. This is really bad news."
She thought for a while: "Your elven mother tree is finished. However, if you can take down the city of Butuo, I can help you transform that world tree into something similar to your elven mother tree. This is exactly the nature of the world tree. Your original A tree was born in this way. "
Nature Ranger looked at the crow in surprise. She was naturally shocked by this information. She looked at Moher in disbelief: "You told me this, aren't you afraid that we will find the world tree to transform it ourselves?"
The crow flapped its wings: "I have said it before, it's up to you, you can do whatever you want, whether it's to join Mr. Doro or to transform the world tree. As the new queen of the elves, you have the qualifications and power to do so. Of course, you should also bear the corresponding responsibilities. When doing things, you can't just think about the benefits of success, but also consider the consequences of failure - what do you think?"
"...I've learned."
The crow flew away immediately.
This elf who once walked the world in the name of Nature Ranger showed a bitter smile on her face.
She knew what kind of existence the Demon King was, and she knew that the world had many misunderstandings about the Demon King. The way the world looks at the Demon King and the way the Demon King looks at the world are completely two different concepts. Different races have drawn different horror legends about the Demon King. In the territory of the Demon Clan, the Demon Clan does not even take other races seriously. Many of them even disdain to contact the major races.
The more she witnesses the world's many scenes, the more she knows the significance of this world to the Demon King.
She should not become a superior - she came to this conclusion after her travels. What is the point of becoming a superior of the elves? It is better to be a free elf - until she had to come out to preside over the overall situation. She knew that the elves had undergone such a major change.
In fact, she didn't even know when the Demon King died.
Falling behind the times...
The elves have no choice. The death of the previous generation of the Elf Queen, the destruction of the Ancestral Land, and the withering of the Elf Mother Tree have left the elves with no way out. They actually have no choice.
It is meaningless to choose Dora.
Even if the other party has the same degree of power as the Demon King, he has not shown the "omnipotence" of the Demon King. For the elves, the result of not having the Elf Mother Tree is a direct generation break. One less dies.
The crisis of extinction is imminent, and only the Demon King may have the method to continue the elves, so this is also a condition that the elves must obtain.
Apart from this, they can agree to anything.
(End of this chapter)
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