Chapter 132 Doomsday 29 Can You Be a Little More Self-aware?
Those traumatic memories flashed before my eyes again. All the things in my past life had been forcibly suppressed in my heart, and it seemed that once they were brought up at this moment, they could not be controlled.
When Lu Huai saw that everyone was excited, Jun Mo's expression became very ugly not far away.
For some reason, the figure in his previous life who pierced his chest with an icicle and watched him fall into the fortress surrounded by a swarm of zombies suddenly became blurred.
The strong desire to destroy at the beginning of rebirth seemed to have been blown away by the biting wind. Now when I think about it again, the pain is still there. When I look at that person suddenly, I will reflexively feel nervous when I see him meet my eyes in the crowd.
But if we look closely at the reasons behind this, do we really still hate each other?
"Hate is the shadow of love. Without the light of love, the shadow has nowhere to hide."
I'm afraid that there are more things that are difficult to express. If it happens again, she will still throw herself into the fire, knowing that Lu Huai will kill her but still can't let go of the emotions.
Jun Mo laughed at himself neurotically. He was obviously laughing, but for no reason, making people feel that he was really sad.
"Xiao Cui" felt the companion plant silently wrapped around her wrist, and Jun Mo held it with his backhand, feeling the comfort of this other half of "himself" to his original body.
When I am lonely and alone, it is the only thing that can bring me some comfort.
Xie Zeyu saw Lu Huai being dragged away from him, and heard the voice of "-5" in favorability. He lamented in his heart that this was indeed a false prosperity.
If it is just a false appearance, not a true emotion, it will eventually dissipate after the effect fades.
He had a feeling that he was about to fight a big battle.
The antagonist is a very important character in this book.
Even the tragic second male lead does not need to be saved by him: even when he is with her, he is fascinated and keeps recalling every detail of their contact. What about others who have been around him for a long time?
The flawless and beautiful face and the delicate fragrance on her body are enough to make people linger in it.
He felt ashamed of himself and was also afraid of being disliked, so he felt that this matter could not be rushed, otherwise the effect might be counterproductive.
If he provokes the "attention" of the protagonist of the plot line, his props may not be enough. Forget it, just retreat first.
So Lu Huai had already made plans to see this person frequently.
However, Xie Zeyu was a strategist after all, and although he was afraid that he would forget about him, he would still go over and act as an active admirer. But he also knew that "too much is as bad as too little", so he didn't appear so often that he would be annoyed.
Overall it's quite homemade.
What he didn't expect was that as the number of times he went out to fight against the increasingly large zombie hordes continued to increase, there was still someone who would stay by his side with unwavering determination.
The "ex-husband" in the original plot line was reborn, but the original protagonist, who should have abandoned him, suffered a setback.
This deviation is also reflected in the fact that in the later part of the plot, as the number of collaborations between him and Xiao Yuan increases, their tacit understanding grows, and finally they understand each other's feelings clearly, there is almost no chance for them to start the process.
"Do you have time later?"
Lu Huai looked down at the watch. If the magnetic field did not continue to deflect, the displayed "four fifteen" should not be too far off.
He thought about the future arrangements for a while, and then his fingers touched the wristband. The signal light on it did not flash, which meant that the zombie horde was successfully defeated today and no reinforcements were needed.
So he replied, “Yes.”
Suddenly, a genuine and hearty smile appeared on Jun Mo's handsome and gentle face.
Lu Huai was stunned. Since they parted at the southern base, he rarely saw Jun Mo behave like this.
Even when he was with Xiao Yuan, his outstanding companion who was now known as the "son of the future", he always seemed to be hiding something.
Lu Huai admitted that he had been deliberately ignoring and not paying attention to Jun Mo, but in the end, he seemed to be unable to help but be interested in his movements. All kinds of messy and nonsense thoughts entered his mind, which made him laugh at himself.
"I've been here for so long. I've been to your dormitory, but you haven't been to mine."
"I haven't cooked for a long time. If you don't mind, Ah Huai, would you like to come to my place and I can cook a few dishes?"
Lu Huai has always had doubts about why the other party keeps hanging around in front of him every day.
Even if it was a lot better for them to go their separate ways now and still get along like ordinary friends, it didn't mean that Jun Mo, a busy man, would ignore his ideal of standing on the top of the mountains, at the forefront, and leading mankind to find light, and hang around him like a butterfly.
Thinking of this, Lu Huai couldn't help but gently bite his lower lip, grinding and scratching the soft flesh inside his lips with his pearly teeth. It was thin but there was no bleeding.
It didn't hurt, but just like his tangled mood, it was very torturous.
Didn’t Jun Mo think he was a burden?
He finally gave himself time to move on, to be able to stand on his own feet, and to let go of the memories of the past that had been criticized and despised.
Lu Huai felt a dull pain in his chest, wondering why the person who had once left a scar on his heart had to be so tiring with his inconsistent attitude...
On the other hand, he seemed to be out of his body, calmly watching the Hongmen Banquet that he had agreed to.
He gave up on torturing his brain and didn't want to think about so many twists and turns anymore. He just listened to the instructions from the depths of his heart and followed Jun Mo.
However, I didn't expect that my decision today would lead to such complicated consequences.
Everything was normal. He came to the clean and bright room that Jun Mo had cleaned up. The furnishings were almost exactly the same as when he was in the southern base.
There was even... a half-human-sized bear doll on it, which he used to rely on for a sense of security. Lu Huai was silent for a long time after looking at it.
Fortunately, Jun Mo did not force him to relive those years based on these details and to pick up the emotions that he had finally let go of.
She just took out a box of milk from the cupboard, which she knew Lu Huai liked to drink, and didn't say much to Lu Huai who lowered his eyes.
Instead, she went to the kitchen to cook silently, and the silent atmosphere lasted throughout the entire cooking process.
Lu Huai just did it obediently, occasionally looking at his watch, and if there was no problem, he would let himself be emptied.
——He is not suitable to think too much anymore. Jun Mo made it look like this, almost full of memories. It was indeed not in vain. As soon as he came in, he was filled with memories. His eyes were sore and almost tearful.
But Lu Huai didn't want to go back to the past, so he forced himself to hold it back.
The long-lost aroma of rice wafted out, curling into the nostrils, soft and familiar, which made people feel at ease.
But when Lu Huai was tasting the hot meal that made him almost unable to tell what day it was, Jun Mo suddenly seemed like a different person. He lowered his head for a long time and had no intention of picking up his chopsticks.
Lu Huai noticed something was wrong, walked up to him, patted him, and asked, "Brother Mo, what's wrong with you?"
The next second, his hand was restrained, and the situation took a turn for the worse, making it difficult for Lu Huai to recall his reaction at that time.
In short, the vines, which were originally dark green, became much darker in color, and they also protruded from the young man who was normal just now.
He kicked instinctively, but the other party had no intention of letting go. There was even a clear sound of cloth tearing with a "swish".
Lu Huai didn't seem to expect that his struggle would lead to such a terrible result.
Suddenly he thought of the reason why Xiao Cui changed color:
Jun Mo's plant-based ability is mutated. His vines are poisonous and his attack power is much stronger than others.
But there is also a bug. If you accumulate a lot of energy regularly, your companion will be strengthened, and this feeling of overload will lead to consequences - seeking devastating venting.
Lu Huai's eyes opened wide, and the watery light in them turned into tears that oozed out of nervousness, like raindrops hitting Jun Mo's heart, making him even slow down his movements.
But his clarity only lasted a brief moment before he was swallowed up by surging desire.
Lu Huai was not wearing combat uniform, nor was he wearing some base uniform issued, but his own cheap old clothes.
Only young people who are good-looking and not ordinary people can afford the wholesale clothes of twenty or thirty-one before the end of the world.
But now it was torn apart and could no longer withstand the ravages. Its half-exposed appearance, like a woman holding a lute and half-covering her face, made it even more difficult for people to control themselves.
Lu Huai was trapped in his arms, with countless tentacles and vines clinging to his body. He could hardly move at all and could only shed tears.
But the ice energy in his body was also being mobilized, looking for the moment to escape.
At this moment, someone on the other side was still ecstatic because he got off work earlier than Jiang Fengnian who was on guard, and was preparing to "cheat" with Lu Huai behind his brother's back.
"Ah Huai! Ah Huai! Look what I brought back today."
Jian Sui'an excitedly picked up the turkey noodles he had taken from Xiao Yuan, which were still within the expiration date, intending to let this "healthy and bland" guy experience the extremely rare and divine experience after the apocalypse.
As a result, after kicking the door open, he stood there dumbfounded.
The handsome young man who was supposed to be a stay-at-home after finishing his work was now nowhere to be seen in the entire room.
He quickly turned on the communicator, but found that there was no message from the other party.
"Damn it!" He cursed and immediately thought of an old enemy named Meng, but he recalled that the other party was still there when they were talking just now, and Xiao Yuan had no intention of ending the discussion immediately.
After a lot of random guessing, he accidentally stumbled into the right direction and thought of "his old lover" Jun Mo, who was still flattering and greeting Lu Huai this morning.
The enhancement-type psychic concentrated his energy on his legs and soon arrived at a nearby residential area. There, he asked questions with a cold face as if he was robbing someone, saying that it was not difficult to find a celebrity's residence.
Lu Huai was struggling to push away Jun Mo, who was lying on top of him and looked crazy, when he heard the sound of someone breaking in.
Jian Sui'an's face darkened as he slammed Jun Mo hard to get him off the ground.
It was not enough for him to take off his coat, straighten the messy collar, and cover the snow-white shoulders and neck again. He held her tightly, with a sour face, and almost carried Lu Huai away.
After letting Lu Huai clean himself up, he drank several glasses of water before calming down:
"Why! You're not fighting back! Did he give you some medicine?"
It would be better if Lu Huai explained it to him.
"I'm looking for an opportunity. You know my special ability... I have a lot of killing moves."
"Then you might as well kill him." Jian Sui'an didn't want to care about Jun Mo's life or death. He just felt bad that the little beauty he cherished like a treasure was being bullied like this.
He couldn't help but continue to curse Jun Mo: "If the social order was still stable now, this bastard would have been arrested long ago."
"How could you give him the chance to bully you again?"
But seeing Lu Huai's silence but his evasive eyes clearly showed his disapproval, he immediately lost all his temper.
Those eyes, that person, are as clear as ever, without any stain.
Jane Sui'an loved this about him.
But he also hated those people who took advantage of Lu Huai's ignorance to act recklessly.
He tried to keep his tone calm: "Okay, if you really want to get rid of it this time, and I believe in your ability, let's not talk about it for now."
"Then there was the last time. Do you know what that thief Meng would have done to you if Old Mo hadn't led us in that day?"
"You'll smell like him all over you."
"here"
Jian Sui'an placed his hand on Lu Huai's flat belly. Due to long-term and diligent exercise, his muscles became tighter, and even through the thin clothes, the mermaid line could be detected.
"Hmm" That place might be a sensitive area, making Lu Huai unable to bear it and let out a sound as weak as a kitten.
Jian Sui'an's anger was diverted in an instant. He struggled to resist the urge to swallow his saliva, forced himself to remain calm, and continued to say to Lu Huai seriously: "You are a man, you can't get pregnant."
"But if that bastard had normal function in this area, he would have spent all these years sitting in that crappy wheelchair with nowhere to vent."
"You know what? This place is going to be completely bulged out."
Jian Sui'an tried to be as subtle as possible in what he said, but the core of his words was too rough. Lu Huai was not so out of touch with the world as to be so. In an instant, the blood color faded from his beautiful face.
But the other person's hand seemed not enough and pressed down lightly.
Jian Sui'an didn't dare to hurt him or make him feel pain, so he deliberately restrained his strength, but this contact became even stranger.
Rather than pressure, it's more like a tentative caress.
I have never been treated like this since I can remember.
Lu Huai's whole body was stiff, his toes curled up helplessly and unbearably, and his back subconsciously took a defensive posture, going from stretched to tense.
What completely broke him down was this person's next words: Jian Sui'an was trying to tell him with this gesture:
"When it's pressed like this, it will be like a stream... It's even scarier than having one."
“!”
Lu Huai couldn't bear it any longer and pushed him away in shame and anger. The energy of his strengthened body increased, and once it exploded, he would become a superpower.
To his surprise, the other party did not dodge, but just stared blankly at his waving hand.
With a crisp "pa" sound, it landed on his face.
Lu Huai rarely hits people, or rather, except for the time when he lived in the orphanage and fought with others for food, he would bare his fangs and show his most primitive aggressiveness when he was bullied to the point of unbearableness. He has never done such rude things.
Even when it came to Meng Jingtang and Mo Chengze, an unusual uncle and nephew with special hobbies, he suppressed this impulse.
I don’t know if it’s because I’ve been under a lot of pressure recently, but the string has been hanging there for a long time, and now it’s been stimulated and broken.
Even Lu Huai himself was surprised by such an action.
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