Chapter 174 I don’t agree with him taking risks



Su Mo never expected that what he thought was a wonderful encounter would change his life's destiny. He didn't even have time to regret it. After being embraced for the first time, he forgot everything. He forgot his family, his friends, and his encounter with Yue Shenxun. Only the bond of blood let him know that his master was Yue Shenxun.

The beauty of legends always pales in comparison to the stark reality. All those beautiful stories about Yue Shenxun and Su Mo were false; they couldn't hide Yue Shenxun's filthy desires. Seeing Su Mo lose his mind, she finally realized her regrets. This wasn't the Su Mo she wanted. All she wanted was someone, someone interesting, someone to talk to, someone who could help her forget Monroe for a while.

Thinking of Su Mo who climbed up the tree to save her regardless of his own safety, and thinking of Su Mo who couldn't hide the surprise in his eyes when he saw her again, she felt regret for the first time, because the Su Mo in front of her only had the most primitive desire for blood and loyalty to her.

She admitted that she regretted it, so she treated Su Mo well, giving him endless love, even though Su Mo no longer knew what love was. She treated him well as if he were another Monroe, as if he were Monroe, but without love. Because her love had run out, she no longer had the energy to love.

The wind whistled past her ears like a knife, but she felt nothing. She tried to shake off the memories at this speed, but she couldn't. Instead, they became clearer and clearer, until she was tired and exhausted, and her brain seemed to stop working.

"I think Youlun still has feelings for Xun." Mu Yaxi's voice came from the room. Yueshen Xun stood outside with a dazed expression, and her body trembled slightly at these words.

Luo Youyou smelled the scent of Yueshenxun and made a gesture to Mu Yaxi to keep quiet. Mu Yaxi immediately understood and stopped talking.

The room, buzzing with chatter just now, instantly fell silent, everyone straining their ears to listen to the noises outside. Yushen Xun was momentarily lost in thought. She even wished they were still talking, rather than being in such a terrifying silence.

Time is like a blunt knife to the vampires. Many things they want to remember are forgotten, while the things they want to forget are like an alarm clock, reminding them at regular intervals, making it impossible to forget them even if they want to. Every time it reminds them, this blunt knife is cutting their hearts roughly like a newly trained butcher, regardless of whether it hurts or not.

The breeze blew up the scent of grass, ruffling Yue Shenxun's hair, but it made her wake up. She seemed to suddenly know what she wanted.

She calmed herself, swept away her fatigue, took a firm step, pushed open the door, and faced the inquiring eyes, saying word by word, "I don't agree to let You Lun take risks."

The words finally came out, and the heavy weight in her heart seemed to slowly ease. She had loved, hated, and even wanted to cut Monroe into pieces. But Su Mo's experience had made her realize that there was no regret medicine in this world. She couldn't turn Su Mo back into a normal person. Just like now, she couldn't imagine Monroe being executed by the secret party, couldn't imagine a world without him. Who would then bear the brunt of her love and hatred? She had been a walking corpse for too long, and she didn't want to continue like that endlessly.

Luo Youyou smiled, nodded, and said nothing more. The others had different thoughts, feeling that this was not the Yue Shen Xun they knew. Mu Yaxi also curled her lips. It seemed that only those who had loved could understand this feeling. Once upon a time, she was also deeply entangled in the love-hate relationship with Yang Chuan.

"Plan canceled" Luo Youyou quickly typed these four words on the mobile phone screen and clicked send.

You Lun looked at the message sent by Luo Youyou and seemed to understand something. He raised his eyes to look at the hazy moon under the mist and said, "Xiaoxun, you still can't bear to leave me after all, right?"

He had regrets too. When he saw Yue Shen Xun going crazy, he didn't understand why things that were acceptable to others were not acceptable to Yue Shen Xun. He only loved Yue Shen Xun. Even if he brought back countless women, there was only Yue Shen Xun in his heart. Why couldn't she understand? Everything he did was just to stop others from laughing at them, just to make those who laughed at them shut up. Maybe it was because he was playful, maybe it was curiosity, that he kept changing the women around him, but the one in his heart was always her, never changing.

The moment Yue Shenxun closed the door, he felt as if his heart was torn apart, making him feel so painful that he wanted to die. He wanted to hold on to her, but the heartache made him almost unable to move. All words and actions were transformed into nothingness in the heartache. Her words echoed in his ears, "In this life, we will never see each other again." Did she not want him anymore? Did she really not want to see him again?

He didn't dare look for her, he didn't dare see her. He'd sneaked off to meetings, reserved only for clan leaders, hoping to catch a glimpse of her, but each time he returned disappointed. Gradually, he realized she wasn't just talking in anger; she had truly vanished. Hundreds of years passed, and he lost hope. He grew numb. He gradually grew accustomed to the days without Yue Shen Xun, to every disappointment, to the empty hole in his heart.

You Lun raised a bitter smile, Xiaoxun, even if you come to torture me, it will all be worth it as long as I can see you again.

You Lun didn't want to die. When Luo Youyou proposed that plan, he knew that if he agreed, he would surely die. If Yue Shenxun wasn't there, he might have refused. But with Yue Shenxun around, he was taking a gamble: would she be willing to let him die? For so many years, after Yue Shenxun returned, he'd hidden in the corner and watched every meeting silently. He'd watched her treat that slave well, watched her smile only at that slave, and watched when that slave died, she'd go crazy and kill Luo Youyou.

He was in pain, and he didn't dare to come out to meet Yue Shenxun. He was afraid that Yue Shenxun no longer had eyes for him, and that he had long been replaced by the slave named Su Mo.

This time, can it be considered a win?

You Lun looked at the hazy moon. Every day, he would quietly gaze at the night sky for a while. Because she was the Moon Goddess, and because he had an inextricable connection with the moon, so when she was not around, the moon hanging in the night sky was her incarnation. Looking at the moon was like seeing her, as if she had always been by his side, never leaving...

"What should we do next? This road is blocked." Mu Yaxi followed Luo Youyou back to her room, collapsed on the bed, and stared at the ceiling.

"Yinfeng said that the blood clan disdains to play tricks. Whatever the blood clan wants is taken openly and honestly. Let's go and take it."

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