Chapter 59: Childless Marriage
late at night.
In the dim house.
Chi Wan snuggled up to Huo Nan, and the two slept close together.
There was no sleepiness in her mind.
떘 conscious.
Move closer to the man next to you, closer.
All night long.
Her mind was filled with the past events that Zhang Yue'e had described.
Continuously emerging.
Thinking of that young boy who was young, immature, but tenacious more than ten years ago.
I just feel an indescribable bitterness in my heart.
How difficult was Honan's life at that time...
There was no one to even help him...
"Want to talk?"
In silence.
It was Honan who spoke first to break the silence.
He knew from the beginning that Zhang Yue'e would tell Chi Wan everything.
From Chi Wan's distraught and speechless expression throughout the night, one could tell that she was in turmoil.
But...
Huo Nan did not expect that this incident would have such a huge impact on Chi Wan.
Chi Wan's personality is just like her bright eyes.
Optimistic, cheerful and unrestrained.
I shouldn't be bothered by things like this.
Since I can't get rid of my sorrow, I might as well open up completely and have a good talk.
This is what Honan thought in his heart.
at the same time.
He enjoyed the soft feeling in his arms.
Chi Wan's natural dependence filled his heart.
The man's arm was around Chi Wan's waist.
The palms of the hands gently caress.
Now that Huo Nan had spoken, Chi Wan didn't hold it in anymore.
She had been holding it in for the entire night, and at this moment she completely exploded.
The little hand pushed against Huo Nan's chest.
She stood up slightly.
The body seemed to be suspended on Honan's body.
The clear and bright eyes twinkled in the night.
In the dim light, I could vaguely see the man's deep and handsome face.
Chi Wan stared intently.
He asked with a serious look.
"Honan, have you ever regretted it?"
I regret staying in this small mountain village...
I regret that I may have lived a life of mediocrity for the rest of my life...
Regret the bright future that was within reach...
Huo Nan, who made this decision back then, was just a teenager. After enduring such painful years, did he really never regret it?
These speculations.
It was like a thorn in Chi Wan's heart, deeply inserted into her softest place.
Honan stared with his dark eyes.
He saw Chi Wan's eyes shining like stars, and also saw her slender shoulders exposed after the clothes were slipped off.
"Be careful not to catch a cold."
When Huo Nan spoke again, the first person he cared about was still Chi Wan.
He pulled Chi Wan into his arms, hugged her tightly, and pulled the quilt up, covering her carefully.
It's still cold.
There is a big temperature difference between day and night.
Huo Nan used his body temperature to tightly caress Chi Wan.
Then he continued to speak slowly.
"If I say I have never regretted it, I would be lying."
"Xiao Wan, I am a human being. I will feel pain and discomfort. I will doubt whether I can hold on any longer."
"But this is my home and I love my family."
Huo Nan told Chi Wan his complete confession and his true feelings.
This moment.
He is no longer the omnipotent, glittering male character that Chi Wan knew in the original novel.
He is Honan, a man of flesh and blood with ordinary people's emotions.
When he sees others going to school and he is able to work.
A flash of hope would come to my mind. I once had the opportunity to wear clean clothes and sit in a spacious classroom.
In that cold winter, when he was hungry, he still managed to give his last steamed bun to his younger brothers and sisters.
Huo Nanzhi would wonder if he could have eaten white rice or even eggs if he had left.
But such thoughts.
A short moment is just a moment.
He would still carry a hoe and work in the fields, working hard to provide food for his family for half a year.
Even in the most difficult times, he would still exchange the books he treasured for food.
Because he is Honan.
The Honan who was willing to give up everything he had in order to make his family live a good life.
Chi Wan was lying on Huo Nan's chest.
Not only could she feel the man's body temperature, she could also hear the buzzing resonance in his chest when he spoke.
Chi Wan listened to his words.
Breathing in small sips.
I felt the same way and felt bad for Honan.
땤The man's palm, at this moment, gently touched her face.
That deep and rich voice.
With a firm tone, it reached her ears.
"Xiao Wan, it was your appearance that took away the last bit of regret in my heart."
"If I had followed the teacher at that time, how would I have had the chance to meet you?"
"You've made my life completely complete."
He placed Chi Wan in the most important position.
It seemed as if all the previous pain and torture were just to meet Chi Wan at the best time and the best place.
These words from Honan.
It is more touching than all the "I love you" put together.
Chi Wan felt a mixture of bitterness and sweetness in her heart when she heard this.
She rubbed it against Honan's palm.
The delicate skin pressed against the man's slightly rough fingertips.
The crisp, numb and tingling feeling that arises.
But it makes people unable to stop.
"Ah, this is just a beginning. You are so good. There is still more to come!"
"This country is so big, the best city is not the capital. We will definitely go to a city that is better than the capital in the future!"
"Ah, you will become a very, very powerful person in the future! I know everything! You must believe me!"
Chi Wan's heart was filled with words.
I wanted to tell him all the honors that I had seen that belonged to Honan.
But those words.
When I really say it.
Her words, her choice of words, were so dry.
But Chi Wan's tone was more firm than ever before.
After hearing this, Huo Nan laughed softly a few times.
His solid chest rose and fell in laughter.
His thin lips were raised.
Regarding Chi Wan's words "really good", I asked a question.
"Will you still be by my side when that time comes?"
"Of course!"
Chi Wan didn't want to answer.
After hearing this, Huo Nan hummed softly.
The smile on his face lingered for a long time.
Deep down.
There is a word hidden that has never been said.
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