Chapter 90 Ah 꼇, I miss you
Ye Siling was not crying.
Her tears, in so many nights, had long since dried up.
And this is the one that should be happy.
She doesn't want to cry.
Ye Siling was feeling a long-lost warmth.
Her dry soul seemed to be welcomed by a heavy rain in this hug.
The rain moistened the cracked earth.
It won't be long.
One day, this piece of land will grow new green leaves and even bloom beautiful flowers.
Chi Wan could empathize with Ye Siling's feelings at this moment.
After all, Ye Siling at this moment is just like Chi Wan before.
In this unrelated person, I felt the warmth of a family member.
It is a force that is both tough and soft.
It is a great fortune in their lives that they can meet each other.
Chi Wan held Ye Siling in her arms and silently comforted her for a long time.
Wait until Ye Siling calms down.
The two of them slowly separated.
They put the chairs by the door, basked in the sun, looked at the flowers in the yard that Ye Siling took good care of, and chatted quietly.
Ye Siling asked hesitantly.
"Xiao Wan, is it really... can it really be cured?"
Chi Wan shook her head gently.
She replied, "I don't know, actually."
Chi Wan's performance was not as firm as when she was facing He Xinian.
Until now, she has not really confirmed He Xinian's condition, nor has she asked Doctor Sun any questions.
Just through Ye Siling's narration, I roughly assessed He Xinian's condition.
So whether it can really be cured is still a question.
but--
"I will try my best! Maybe there is a miracle waiting for us."
Chi Wan faced the sunshine with a bright and beautiful smile.
Ye Siling didn't seem to care that much about this issue.
She looked at Chi Wan's smile and felt warm in her heart, filled with infinite longing.
This feeling... is so good...
Chi Wanxiao asked Ye Siling a question.
A very serious question.
"Sister Ling, if He Xinian's illness is cured, will you divorce him?"
Again, divorce is mentioned.
Ye Siling didn't look flustered or excited like she did during the last conversation.
She became much more relaxed and calm.
Even in his eyes, there was a calm look.
She imitated Chi Wan and shook her head slightly.
Ye Siling said, "I don't know."
As one of the parties in the marriage, she should have her own rights within the system of marriage.
But her marriage with He Xinian was never natural and pure.
At this moment.
She really couldn't tell...
Even, I can’t see my own heart…
Ye Siling lowered her head slightly and looked at the palm of her hand.
I asked myself the same question.
Can she really let go?
Or say.
Can she really walk out of this marriage so easily?
Chi Wan had expected Ye Siling's hesitant answer.
"Sister Ling, let's put the divorce aside for now and talk about it. Let's talk about your life after separation."
"Life after separation...is it different?"
Ye Siling was puzzled.
There's nothing to talk about.
It’s just how you lived your life before, and how you will live your life in the future.
It's just that there is a clearer dividing line between He Xinian and her.
Under Ye Siling's puzzled gaze, Chi Wan was in high spirits.
Chi Wan's eyes lit up as she spoke in a resounding voice.
“Of course it’s very different!”
"Sister Ling, although you are still He Xinian's wife, your life and time are all your own. Every day of your life belongs to you alone."
"Don't you want to walk out of this village and see the world outside?"
Chi Wan gently threw out a bait.
Ye Siling raised her eyebrows, looking surprised.
Obviously, everything Chi Wan said was something she had never thought about.
Chi Wan, however, continued speaking in a brisk voice.
"Sister Ling, your father has seen the outside world, but the road and environment were not good at that time, so he was disappointed and returned to the place where he was born and raised."
"But it's different now! When you go to the county town sometimes, you should have seen the rapid changes in the county town, right?"
"Is it true that every time I go there, I feel like it has changed a lot, as if I don't recognize it anymore?"
Ye Siling listened to Chi Wan's words and thought quietly.
It’s exactly the same as Chi Wan said.
She murmured, "In the county town... there are many new houses, the roads are getting wider, and there are more and more cars on the road..."
"Yes!" Chi Wan said excitedly, "This is a change! Our society and our lives are getting better! After the road is built in our village, it will be more convenient to enter and exit."
"Sister Ling, the outside world is really big and exciting. Not only men can, but women can also have their own careers."
"I believe your father must have cultivated you very carefully. That's why you were able to do so well as the director of the Women's Department. With your abilities, you can definitely do even better things."
Ye Siling looked dazed.
But her eyes, like Chi Wan's, sparkled.
She had never heard anyone praise her like this.
And in this village...
A woman's responsibility is just to work hard, cook at home, and give birth to children.
Whoever gives birth to the most children is the most powerful.
But Chi Wan said...
Women can!
She...can!
"Sister Ling, after we negotiate with He Xinian, you must reduce your contact with him. I think the position of director of women's affairs is no longer suitable for you."
"We can go to the county town. There are many opportunities in the county town. There must be a job suitable for you."
"I have made an appointment with Doctor Sun in the county town. I will go to study medicine with him every day from now on."
Ye Siling was slightly shocked again.
"Every day? Then will you go back and forth to the county town every day from now on?"
"Yeah, unless it's hailstorm, I'll go."
"Then... Honan didn't object?"
"He went out yesterday, and I haven't said anything about this yet, but I believe Ah Da will support my decision."
Chi Wan said it confidently and casually.
It is the trust in He Xinian, and it is her own pursuit.
These……
This was something Ye Siling had never seen in other women.
Chi Wan gently held Ye Siling's hand.
She said softly, "Sister Ling, you don't have to make a decision now. Let's go to the county town first, you can get to know it first, and then find something you like to do. Shall we go together?"
——Let’s go together, okay?
Faced with Chi Wan's invitation, Ye Siling simply couldn't refuse.
She heard the thumping of her heart in her chest.
So intense.
Because of what Chi Wan said.
Because deep in her heart, there was a surge of desire.
…
That day, Chi Wan talked a lot to Ye Siling, and Ye Siling listened very carefully.
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