Chapter 121 The Poor Little Thing Without a Home
"I miss you, I think of you."
When he saw Nianzhi remain silent, the man repeated himself while taking a step forward, closing in on him.
Only then did Shi Nianzhi smell the alcohol on Lu Jiunian's body. It seemed that a few buttons on the man's shirt were deliberately undone, revealing his chest and collarbone right in front of Shi Nianzhi.
"You've had too much to drink. Since you're alright, I'm leaving."
Shi Nianzhi was perhaps too familiar with this body, just as he knew what Lu Jiunian wanted to do.
He turned his head away and said something emotionless.
He turned to leave.
I said I missed you.
Lu Jiunian grabbed Shi Nianzhi's arm and pulled her backward forcefully, pinning her against the car body.
Shi Nianzhi frowned, looked up at him, and opened his mouth to speak.
The man lowered his head, pinched Shi Nianzhi's chin, and seized the opportunity to kiss her passionately.
Shi Nianzhi first clenched her fist tightly at her side.
He then tried to push Lu Jiunian's shoulder with his hand, showing strong resistance.
Lu Jiunian, however, gripped Shi Nianzhi's wrist, preventing her from struggling. He seemed obsessed with the kiss, wishing he could kiss Shi Nianzhi until she breathed her last.
This is the school gate.
Shi Nianzhi was very anxious, and in the end, she had no choice but to bite Lu Jiunian hard.
The man then released him.
Shi Nianzhi was furious. "Look carefully at who I am!"
"I know who you are."
Lu Jiunian pulled Shi Nianzhi into his arms and then opened the car door.
You need to stuff Shi Nianzhi inside.
Shi Nianzhi resisted with all her might, "What are you going to do now? You love Gu Zijian so much, why are you still bothering me! I don't want to, I don't want to go with you!"
Shi Nianzhi mustered all his strength and pushed Lu Jiunian away. He didn't even have time to catch his breath before he was about to run away.
Lu Jiunian's cold voice asked, "You haven't told your parents about our divorce yet?"
Shi Nianzhi turned around and looked at Lu Jiunian with confusion, as if he had been pushed to the brink of collapse.
"What exactly do you want?!"
Lu Jiunian walked up to Shi Nianzhi, his face cold. "Shi Nianzhi, did you cast a spell on me?"
"What?"
At that time, I did not understand why.
Lu Jiunian gently took Shi Nianzhi's hand again, squeezing it tightly with his knuckles, as if the boy in front of him would disappear if he didn't hold on tight.
"Why is it that when I'm with Gu Zijian, all I can think about is you?"
The man leaned close to Shi Nianzhi's ear, his voice both affectionate and languid, deliberately teasing her in the night.
Shi Nianzhi admitted that the love confession sounded nice, but Lu Jiunian no longer held any credibility with him.
"Don't say that."
Shi Nianzhi was displeased and forcefully pulled his fingers out of Lu Jiunian's palm.
He then added, "You've had too much to drink."
The man said seriously, "I'm very clear-headed."
Seeing that he couldn't pull his hand out, Shi Nianzhi simply looked up at Lu Jiunian, his eyes filled with the coldness of someone who had been injured.
He asked Lu Jiunian numbly, "And then?"
"......"
"You're obsessed with me, and then what? Can you give up Gu Zijian for me? Even if you can, what makes you think I'll go back?"
"......"
Although Lu Jiunian remained silent, he never let go of Shi Nianzhi's hand.
Shi Nianzhi lowered her eyes again, "Hold on long enough, then let go."
Lu Jiunian, however, turned sideways and, taking advantage of Shi Nianzhi's inattention, picked him up.
They forced the person into the car.
"Bang----"
The car door was closed.
"Lock it up and go back."
The man coldly gave instructions to the driver.
The driver was very understanding; he lowered the barrier and the car started moving.
"Put me down!"
Lu Jiunian held Shi Nianzhi's chin and said, "I have never slept with Gu Zijian."
A chill rose in Shi Nianzhi's eyes.
Lu Jiunian kissed Shi Nianzhi's lips forcefully, kissing her for a long time without allowing her to resist.
He leaned close to his ear, adopting a somewhat submissive posture, and said, "Don't look at me like that, don't reject me."
"No, it's not that just because you haven't slept with him, I can sleep with you! It's not like that!"
Shi Nianzhi tightened his grip on Lu Jiunian's collar, then suddenly placed his hand on Lu Jiunian's neck and applied slight pressure.
A hint of anger welled up in his eyes, which were slightly red. "Send me back."
Lu Jiunian looked calmly at Shi Nianzhi, "I treated your father's illness, brought you out of that small mountain village, sent you to school, and when you were bullied, I found people to protect you. Shi Nianzhi, I've been so good to you, and I've never asked you for anything. The only thing I want, why won't you give it to me?!"
As the man finished speaking, his voice was chilling. He reached out and forcefully ripped open the gray coat Shi Nianzhi was wearing. The metal zipper injured his hands, but he seemed oblivious.
He placed his hand on Shi Nianzhi's waist and then lifted the undershirt that Shi Nianzhi was wearing underneath.
"Don't come any closer!"
Shi Nianzhi gripped Lu Jiunian's neck and tightened his grip.
Lu Jiunian stared at Shi Nianzhi with such pressure, "You pinched me too hard."
Shi Nianzhi tilted his head and closed his eyes. "You've had too much to drink. Only when you've had too much to drink can you have this illusion that you like me. Just like you said, I'm terrible. Who in this world would choose to be attracted to a terrible, inferior imitation instead of an excellent person?"
"I wasn't drunk. I just fell for a cheap and lousy imitation like you. Before I even came to you, I seriously considered breaking up with Gu Zijian and being with you. Even though you're stupid and clumsy, and all you do is make me angry."
Lu Jiunian removed Shi Nianzhi's hand from his neck and raised it high above his head.
Shi Nianzhi looked at Lu Jiunian calmly. It turned out that the time when he most wanted to hear sweet words had passed, and these words could no longer move him.
He remained calm. "Thinking about it means I won't do it. Lu Jiunian, can you please stop deceiving yourself?"
Lu Jiunian placed his lips on Shi Nianzhi's neck, inhaling the alluring scent of his after-shower gel, and then took a bite.
Shi Nianzhi tensed up, then he became furious, "You don't love me, so why are you toying with me? Do you think I don't know? Everything you said was a lie. You just used me as a substitute for Gu Zijian to sleep with!"
As Shi Nianzhi spoke, hot tears streamed down her face.
"Please, let me go! Go find someone else. I'm begging you, go find someone else! I can't take this!"
He had given his heart, even if it was shattered into pieces, but could he still retain his last shred of dignity, so that the man wouldn't trample on his broken heart and humiliate him again?
It's like a delicious meal I've been craving for a long time, and I finally got to eat it again today.
It's so addictive.
Shi Nianzhi was trembling all over, tears were falling heavily, and his curled fingers were so tight that his nails seemed to be digging into his palms.
Lu Jiunian opened his hand and intertwined their fingers.
He whispered in his ear, "Nianzhi, I like you, just like this, can you feel it?"
Shi Nianzhi closed her eyes and turned her head away.
He seemed unwilling to see Lu Jiunian again.
He was tossed into the pants beside him, his phone ringing incessantly.
Lu Jiunian acted as if he hadn't heard anything.
The driver parked the car at the entrance and left.
He helped Shi Nianzhi get dressed, then carried him toward the brightly lit villa. He kissed his cheek, "We're home."
That gentle voice sounded extremely grating to Shi Nianzhi. The last time he heard that voice was when Lu Jiunian asked Gu Zijian if he had eaten dinner well.
Shi Nianzhi raised her hand and slapped Lu Jiunian across the face. The man didn't seem to care much, "Still so strong, it's because I didn't do a good enough job." Shi Nianzhi's fingers on Lu Jiunian's collarbone curled up, her nails scratching through the flesh and leaving bloody marks.
"Lu Jiunian, I'll tell Gu Zijian what kind of person you are!" Two-faced, treacherous, and hypocritical! Lu Jiunian placed Shi Nianzhi in the bathtub, his fingers lifting Shi Nianzhi's chin.
"Give me a little more time, and I will make a choice between the two of you. Whom do I want?"
Shi Nianzhi lowered his eyes. "Sometimes I wish I were really a little foolish, so I could tell myself with a clear conscience that you love me, and that if I tried a little harder, I could definitely make you choose me when you had to." He slowly raised his eyes to look at Lu Jiunian, his eyes filled with sadness. "But it's no use. I'm still not foolish enough. I know so well that you only want him. Your so-called giving me hope is nothing more than you wanting to sleep with me a few more times this year, treating me like Gu Zijian." At the end, Shi Nianzhi gritted his teeth. "Because you understand that even if you hurt me, you don't have to take responsibility! Even if you deceive me, there's nothing I can do about it!"
"I didn't think that way." "Enough!" Shi Nianzhi uttered those two words as if in a hysterical outburst, his voice cracking with rage. He sat in the water for a long time, then covered his face with his hands.
Suddenly, he burst into a hoarse sob, his cries echoing throughout the bathroom, growing louder with each sob, filled with helplessness and despair, as if he had reached a dead end. "Don't cry."
Lu Jiunian frowned; he hated Shi Nianzhi like this. "I told you to stop crying." He stepped into the bathtub angrily, turned Shi Nianzhi over, and kissed his lips.
He seemed only interested in making Shi Nianzhi so weak from crying that she would finally calm down. It wasn't that he couldn't comfort Shi Nianzhi, but he just found it too much trouble.
Perhaps Shi Nianzhi is right. In his heart, he had only wavered in choosing Shi Nianzhi, but he had never really intended to give up Gu Zijian.
Even if he had wavered, Shi Nianzhi's ungrateful rejection of him, her crying and tantrums, and her threats of suicide made him unwilling to waver again.
Shi Nianzhi lay on the bed and rested for a while. Then he got up, sniffling and wiping away tears, and went to get his clothes to wear.
Even if he got wet in the bathroom, he didn't care and just put it on. "Where are you going in the middle of the night?" "Back to the dorm."
"The school gates are all closed at this hour!" Shi Nianzhi said stubbornly, her voice hoarse and trembling with tears. "Then I want to go back too. This isn't my home!"
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