Chapter 202 We Start Over
If Shi Nianzhi hadn't been driving, Lu Jiunian would have really wanted to pin Shi Nianzhi down in the seat and take action instead of just looking at her profile and wanting to have her but not being able to.
I'm itching to get back to work.
When Shi Nianzhi heard Lu Jiunian say this, he only smiled, neither refuting nor agreeing.
This ambiguous attitude moved Lu Jiunian even more.
The fireworks by the river quickly stopped, and Shi Nianzhi's phone rang.
Shi Nianzhi said directly, "You answer it for me."
"good."
Lu Jiunian picked up Shi Nianzhi's phone, held it to his ear, and after a while glanced at Shi Nianzhi, saying in a deep voice, "I understand."
The call ended.
While driving, Shi Nianzhi asked, "Is it about the fireworks?"
"Yeah, they won't let us release it anymore. Lu Bing reported us."
"They've all been released, let them be. Are you happy today?"
Shi Nianzhi's voice was so gentle that Lu Jiunian was almost intoxicated. He nodded with his eyes full of twinkling stars, "I'm happy. I haven't been this happy in a long time. This is the happiest birthday I've ever had. Nianzhi, I'm so touched."
He no longer addressed him formally as Young Master Gu, nor as Zijian. He called him Nianzhi, as if he had taken off his armor and revealed his most passionate and tender heart.
It was delivered to Shi Nianzhi.
Lu Jiunian didn't notice the deep look in Shi Nianzhi's eyes. He only heard Shi Nianzhi say, "Really? I'm very happy today too."
"Um."
For the first time, Lu Jiunian felt that the road home was so long, so long that he wished he could fly back with Shi Nianzhi immediately.
He was already impatient.
When the car was parked at the entrance.
Lu Jiunian couldn't wait to get out of the car and was about to kiss Shi Nianzhi, but Shi Nianzhi pressed his lips against hers, saying, "What's the rush? Come in, I have a gift for you."
"You are the best gift."
"I've been preparing this gift for so long, aren't you going to take a look?"
Shi Nianzhi raised her eyes and stared straight at Lu Jiunian.
Lu Jiunian found it hard to resist such temptation. He looked at Shi Nianzhi's lips and was torn between his own desires and his inner turmoil.
He truly could not betray Shi Nianzhi's feelings.
Besides, he said he had been preparing for so long.
"You're such a pain in the neck, I'll give you a good beating later."
Lu Jiunian reached out and pinched Shi Nianzhi, who chuckled softly, her voice magnetic and pleasant, "Come in with me, I'll show you your gift."
Lu Jiunian followed Shi Nianzhi happily, but when he walked in, he realized something was wrong.
The bodyguards stood in two rows, with a large gift box in the middle.
Lu Jiunian looked at Shi Nianzhi and asked, "What are you doing?"
"It's nothing, just a gift for you. Stand here and don't move, I'll open it and let you see."
"You gave me a gift, shouldn't I be the one to open it?"
Lu Jiunian sensed something was wrong; the atmosphere was off. He keenly resisted the large gift box.
Shi Nianzhi's soft voice carried a hint of teasing and playfulness, "I'll drive."
"What kind of gift is it that needs to be packed in such a big box?"
"You'll find out when you open it."
Shi Nianzhi's fingers wrapped around the silk ribbon that tied the gift, and he made a gesture as if to pull it gently.
Lu Jiunian's voice trembled slightly, "Nianzhi, I'm really happy today. I've never had such a happy birthday before. Do you know, do you know how overjoyed I feel?"
Shi Nianzhi's expression was calm as he said, "Jiu Nian, don't be afraid."
Lu Jiunian's mind was not yet at ease because of those words.
Then Shi Nianzhi said, "I know that feeling because I have also looked forward to a birthday with great joy."
With a slight exertion of her long, beautiful fingers, Shi Nianzhi tore open the colorful silk, revealing a large, square gift box. Inside, squatted a man who was an absolutely stunningly attractive and seductive figure.
She's a stunning beauty.
He had a bow tied around his neck, rushed over and hugged Shi Nianzhi's neck, then kissed her on the cheek.
"Young Master Gu, we've been waiting for you for so long."
Shi Nianzhi reached out and put his arm around the man's slender waist. He looked at Lu Jiunian and said, "This is my gift. What do you think? I believe I will have a very pleasant night. You like to control me, but I don't like to be controlled. From today onwards, I will control others."
Shi Nianzhi pinched the man hard, and the submissive let out a low cry, leaning his whole body closer.
Her profile is so soft and sweet, she's so alluring.
Looking at that scene.
Lu Jiunian felt his head go blank for a moment, and the metallic taste of blood rushed to his throat.
"You—you don't like being controlled by me? Fine, I'll let you control me. Shi Nianzhi, put that person down and throw him far away!"
"On what basis do you order me around?"
"Gu Zijian!"
"You admit that you've regained your memories?"
Whether I regain my memories or not, I won't let you ruin yourself like this so early.
Shi Nianzhi instructed the bodyguards, "Hold him down."
He then gave Lu Jiunian a cold smile and said, "Don't you understand, Lu Jiunian? We're over. I can have you when you're crazy, or I can accept you when you've lost your memory, but I will never want you. No matter how many people come and go in my life, what I'm like has nothing to do with you!"
Shi Nianzhi embraced the submissive man, lowered his head, and whispered something in his ear.
The little shou's smile was so alluring that Shi Nianzhi took the opportunity to put his arm around his waist and walk upstairs. The scene was so beautiful that Lu Jiunian, who was hysterically fighting with the bodyguard, was heartbroken, as if someone was tearing his heart apart.
"No! Get out of the way!"
His moves became increasingly ruthless, but unfortunately, his body had been weak and he hadn't recovered since he went mad.
He was quickly subdued by bodyguards.
Lu Jiunian glared at Shi Nianzhi with bloodshot, malevolent eyes, "Do you really have to become like this?!"
Shi Nianzhi ignored him and was about to disappear around the corner of the stairs.
Lu Jiunian roared like a wild beast caught in a cage, each word like a cry of blood, "Gu Zijian, we have such a deep relationship, I don't want to hate you. Don't force me to hate you!"
But Shi Nianzhi acted as if he hadn't heard anything. He put his arm around the person and disappeared, their backs no longer visible.
Even from that distance, Lu Jiunian seemed to hear the bedroom door close, and he had the illusion that he heard the sound of kissing...
It was so loud, so loud, as if it were right next to my ear, right in front of me.
"No! Let me go! Let me go! Please let me go!!"
Lu Jiunian's eyes were bloodshot. He struggled desperately in the bodyguard's hands, his strength so great that the veins on his neck bulged, his face flushed red, so ferocious and ugly, baring his teeth.
Finally, he suddenly felt dizzy, collapsed to his knees, and spat out a mouthful of blood.
The surrounding scenery distorted and turned blood red in his eyes, and he felt as if he were spinning rapidly.
A voice in my head said, 'Lu Jiunian, you shouldn't exist. You should just die.'
He wiped his lips with his hand, his blood-stained hand supporting him on the ground. He hunched over and murmured softly, "I... I should have died... Ha, yes, I should have died a long time ago."
"Quick, go find Young Master Gu!"
Someone's anxious voice sounded as distant as if it were from afar.
The light in Lu Jiunian's eyes gradually faded.
"Smack—"
The next second, Shi Nianzhi slapped him across the face. He grabbed Shi Nianzhi by the collar, his expression cold.
He berated Lu Jiunian fiercely, "Can't you live without me, Lu Jiunian! Wake up, you bastard! Look at yourself now! Do you think I'd still care if you went crazy again? How much do I have to pay for your madness?!"
Lu Jiunian, his hands covered in blood, gripped Shi Nianzhi's collar. When he saw Shi Nianzhi, tears welled up in his eyes.
In that instant, he cried like a child, "But I can't live without you! Please kill me, Gu Zijian! Shi Nianzhi! I beg you, please kill me!"
Because the bodyguard had already let go of him, Lu Jiunian suddenly got up from the ground, grabbed Shi Nianzhi by the collar, and pressed Shi Nianzhi onto the sofa.
He picked up a fruit knife from the table and shoved it into Shi Nianzhi's hand. "Kill me, go ahead! Just like you did before, you didn't hold back when you stabbed me."
Lu Jiunian, as if possessed, tried to stab himself in the stomach with the knife. Shi Nianzhi rushed over, grabbing the sharp blade with one hand and holding Lu Jiunian's wrist with the other.
Lu Jiunian suddenly stopped, as if he had just come to his senses. "Nianzhi, Zijian, your...your hand...I'm sorry, your hand..."
Lu Jiunian's eyes were filled with tears. He suddenly let go of the fruit knife in his hand, completely at a loss for what to do.
Shi Nianzhi has a pre-existing hand ailment.
Shi Nianzhi threw the knife aside, blood dripping down his hand. He gritted his teeth, "If I kill you, I'll go to jail. What's the point?"
"So you didn't kill me just because you were afraid of going to jail. If it weren't for the jail time, wouldn't you have killed me without hesitation? You hate me to the core, don't you?"
"yes."
Lu Jiunian picked up the fruit knife again, and the next second he held the tip of the knife to Shi Nianzhi's neck. "Then I'll do it. I'll kill you. If I kill you, neither of us will have to suffer so much!"
Shi Nianzhi stared directly at Lu Jiunian without any fear, pressing one hand against his other injured hand.
His voice was cold and ruthless: "Make your move."
It's like giving an order.
The bodyguards were terrified and rushed forward.
"Everyone back off! Make your move, Lu Jiunian! I'll fucking let you make your move!"
Lu Jiunian's tears fell one by one onto Shi Nianzhi's neck, burning hot. In the end, he threw away the fruit knife, hugged Shi Nianzhi tightly, and choked with sobs, "I dare not!"
Shi Nianzhi scoffed, "I thought you were so capable."
"Let's make up, I beg you, please stop torturing me. I'd rather go crazy than die. Nianzhi, let's make up. Don't be with anyone else. I'll give you anything. I can sleep with you. I'll give you everything you want. I'll take back everything that Lu Bing took from you. As long as you want it, as long as you want it. I'm willing to give you everything I have. I beg you to make up with me."
"Are you wrong?"
"I was wrong."
Lu Jiunian hugged Shi Nianzhi, wiping his tears and snot on her shoulder, completely disregarding his image, and said, "I really know I was wrong, I've known I was wrong for a long time, I'm so regretful. My heart has been broken and glued back together so many times, and I've become a lunatic. I really know I was wrong, Nianzhi, I really know I was wrong, Zijian."
Shi Nianzhi sighed and hugged Lu Jiunian back. "Then let's start over."
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