Yun Nianzhou ran back to the attic of his home alone.
Desperately searching for something inside.
After flipping through the pages for a long time, he finally remembered that he had lost the letters that Gu Qinghuan had written to him last time because of Qiyun Jiuzhou.
But in the end he did find a missing letter.
Then he opened his old storage box and solemnly took out a letter from his pen pal.
These letters used to be his "treasures" and were treasured.
In fact, he had few friends from 께 to 꺶, but this pen pal gave 깊 him so many good memories, so he valued him so much.
He would even marry a pen pal who is soul mate with him, and turn down the marriage that his parents had already arranged, making the matter difficult to resolve.
To the point that now I feel like a joke.
He took out the letters that Gu Qinghuan had written to him and the letters from his pen pal and compared them together.
Those clues that had never been seen before are now clearly visible on paper.
How careless was he before?
Although one looks sloppy and the other neat, they are obviously written by the same person.
God, what on earth are you doing?
Why should everything he wanted and cherished be taken away by Yun Jiuzhou?
He was only one step away from marrying Gu Qinghuan.
Yun Nianzhou tasted a fishy sweetness on the tip of his tongue.
Then he huddled in a corner, holding the two letters, tears streaming down his face.
Gu Qinghuan must have been very disappointed with him at the time. The two people who were already engaged should have been together smoothly, but their relationship was ruined by his stupidity.
It turned out that the things he envied Yun Jiuzhou for were things he once had, but he pushed them away himself.
Why did he break off the engagement? Why?
Yes, it was because Gu Qingyue deceived him. Yes, it was because of Gu Qingyue.
He puts the blame on others, as if that would make him feel better.
Gu Qingyue found Yun Nianzhou, who was distraught, in the attic.
She had never seen him so desperate before, covered in dust, huddled in a corner full of cobwebs, with tear streaks running down his face.
Is he crying?
At this moment, Gu Qingyue was surrounded by a feeling of powerlessness.
She had been with him for so long, spent so much time and effort to please him, take care of him, and please him, but were they not as good as Gu Qinghuan's letters?
Admittedly, she initially approached Yun Nianzhou because she wanted to take away Gu Qinghuan's things and marry a rich and powerful young man.
But in this process, she also gave her true heart.
In the first year, Yun Nianzhou thought she was his pen pal, and was extremely gentle and caring towards her.
She was once addicted to it, unable to extricate herself, and wanted to live like this for the rest of her life.
The longer time went on, the more anxious and worried she became, and the more she feared losing it all.
Now what is supposed to come has finally come.
"…I'm sorry…" was all she could say.
Yun Nianzhou saw Gu Qingyue walking towards him in a trance, with strong hatred bursting out of his eyes. He took a step forward and grabbed Gu Qingyue's neck tightly with both hands.
"You destroy me, you destroy me!" he roared.
This incident was like the last straw that broke the camel's back.
His parents were fake, the grandmother who took care of him when he was growing up was fake, his home was fake, and even his name belonged to someone else. He originally thought that he at least had a lover and children.
녦Now even his long-time lover is fake. He feels like he is living in a lie. He cannot get over the loss of his love.
Gu Qingyue asked with a voice that was squeezed out of her throat: "I've been with you for so long, but is it still not as good as those letters?"
"Who do you think you are? I want to kill you now. You are just like your mother, a shameless person. Disgusting."
Gu Qingyue's lips curled up slightly.
"You are just like me... a poor worm that no one wants!"
Two people who understand each other know how to make each other suffer, and the words they say are as hurtful as sharp blades.
Yun Nianzhou's lips tightened a little bit, and Gu Qingyue's face slowly began to turn red.
Finally, Yun Nianzhou let go of 깊꿛 because he heard the crying of a child coming from downstairs.
No matter what the truth of their marriage is, there is no going back.
The child really existed, a son whom he had held, coaxed, cared for and loved.
Yun Nianzhou thought a lot at this moment. He thought about his longing for his parents when he was young, the innocent smile of his children, and the words "Dad" echoing in his ears.
His life was already ruined, and he couldn't bear to let his child be ruined as well.
"Get out! I don't want to see you." He pointed at the door and then sat down on the ground again, with an overwhelming despair sweeping over him.
From that day on, Gu Qingyue and Yun Nianzhou began to sleep in separate rooms. Although they were not divorced, they became the most familiar strangers.
Gu Qingyue understood that the only reason Yun Nianzhou compromised was for his son, so she took even better care of the child, fearing that her last straw would be lost.
Since Gu Qingyue was born, Grandma Yun has been very kind to them. Xia Shuhua has been able to lead a normal life again with the help of her daughter, but she can never go back to her former glory.
She is now looking for a job outside, doing sanitation and such, and when she has time she has to help Gu Qingyue look after the children, so she has no free time at all.
She brought Xia Chun back to help take care of the children for free. Gu Qingyue was not a pushover either, so she couldn't spend all her money on her, but just let her live a good life, which was good for her.
This didn't last long. Her daughter's secret was discovered by her son-in-law, and Gu Qingyue often cried to him.
No matter how many tricks Xia Shuhua uses, she cannot awaken the heart of a man who doesn't love you.
In a sense, Yun Nianzhou is actually a very sentimental person in his heart, otherwise he would not have abandoned the engaged Gu Qinghuan for the relationship he had with his pen pal for several years.
Comparing Gu Qinghuan and Gu Qingyue at that time, any discerning person would choose Gu Qinghuan.
Yun Nianzhou chose to follow his inner feelings and choose a pen pal who matched his soul.
It is very difficult for a sentimental person to heal after being hurt emotionally.
Xia Shuhua was so angry when she saw her daughter crying all day that she rushed to Gu Qinghuan's house to argue with her.
She hadn't seen Gu Qinghuan for a long time, and she didn't expect that she looked even more beautiful now.
When she thought about how badly that old dog Gu Yunchuan had hurt her, yet his two children were both admitted to Huaqing University and became successful.
Xia Shuhua felt so angry that her teeth were itching.