Please take care of me, okay?
"Then... why are you here alone—" Xixi paused for a moment, tilting her head to think carefully about how to describe it, and finally came up with a word that she thought would be less offensive to him, "wasting food?"
“…”
This description was very strange, but after having been with her for so long, Gu Tinglan understood what she meant without even a pause.
"...Xixi." Gu Tinglan seemed to be fully cooked.
"Shouldn't I say that?" He asked in a tone of pure doubt.
Xixi didn't understand why her words could make him shy. His emotions were too unstable.
To the succubus, his essence was her food. Otherwise, why did she pester him every day to have sex and make love?
And she was very careful with her words.
"I mean, you could have come to me, why would you be alone—"
"I like you." Gu Tinglan interrupted her again.
"Yeah, I know. I'm asking why you don't look for—"
Xixi didn't understand why he jumped so much from topic to topic and started confessing for no reason. However, she still wanted to ask the questions she was confused about, but was interrupted again without a doubt.
"Because I like you." Gu Tinglan's tone sounded serious and a little helpless.
"Yeah, I know. Why do you keep interrupting me?" Xixi was obviously unhappy after being interrupted several times in a row. She frowned and asked impatiently, "Besides, if you like me, shouldn't you come to me?"
"It's clearly the best of both worlds."
"Not at all," Gu Tinglan slowly approached Xixi and gently placed his forehead on her chest, "You don't understand at all."
You don't understand the complexities of human emotions.
I am infatuated with you, you are the object of my erotic dreams, and you are also the object of my enlightenment.
On the surface, he repeatedly rejects your advances, but in reality, he wants to do it and make love with you like crazy. He does such disgusting things while calling your name because he likes you, and he doesn't want to do it and make love with you because he likes you too much.
So I cherish my first time with you.
I hope you desire me because you like me, and not because of the so-called succubus nature, which would make me think that I am actually no different from other men, just because I can barely be considered a handsome man.
So, when will you fall in love with me?
"You, you seem to be reacting again." Xixi was about to refute him and say that she obviously understood him and liked him very much, so why did he always misunderstand or over-interpret her meaning? Then she saw the bulge under the thin quilt and couldn't help but sigh, even stuttering a little when she spoke.
"It's not important." Gu Tinglan had completely given up his sense of shame. He rubbed his forehead against her chest. When he finally calmed down, he finally noticed her weirdness.
He raised his eyes, and the desire mixed in the depths of his eyes had disappeared completely, leaving only tension and panic in his deep eyes. "Why don't you have a heartbeat?"
"Is it that none of the Succubus clan has it?"
"Hmm... maybe?"
After all, she had been without a heart for as long as she could remember, but it didn't have any impact.
"should?"
"Well, whether I have a heart or not doesn't affect me at all, and I can even reincarnate endlessly, so I haven't delved into whether other people of my kind have hearts." Xixi hesitated for a moment, then added, "But since they're from the same race, they must be like me."
"Xi Yin, do you have a lot of say in the Succubus clan?"
Although Xixi was dissatisfied with his sudden mention of Xiyin, she still answered honestly, "How did you know that?"
"She's a high-level succubus, so of course she has more say than me. She's also very kind to me, and I like her."
All the clues in Gu Tinglan's mind were interrupted by her words "I like her", and he looked at Xixi again.
At this moment, she was kneeling on one leg at the edge of his bed, while he was half-sitting on the bed, with his lower body hidden under the thin quilt, and his whole body was enveloped by her sight.
He needed to look up to see her expression clearly.
"Do you want to like everyone who treats you well?" Gu Tinglan looked up. The darkness around him concealed the loss on his face. Even Xixi, who had a very strong night vision, could not catch the gloomy color that flashed across his face.
But Xixi keenly noticed that his tone seemed a little off, so she comforted him, "I like them all, but I like you the most."
The ripples in Gu Tinglan's eyes were fleeting. His gaze slowly swept from her face to her heart, pausing for a few seconds. Finally, he sighed imperceptibly, "Sure enough, you have no heart."
"Why are you attacking me personally?" After spending so much time with Gu Tinglan, Xixi had completely adapted to the local customs. At first, she felt that he was scolding her when he said he had no heart. "I was born without a heart. Can you still give me half of it?"
"Okay." He joked with a smile in his voice.
As soon as she finished speaking, Xixi made a symbolic gesture on his chest, but he didn't even try to dodge. She said angrily, "You didn't even try to dodge. You're just being spoiled!"
What she said is really interesting. Who is being spoiled by the favor?
Gu Tinglan's eyes flickered slightly, and he suddenly raised his lips and smiled, "Do you understand what this word means? Use it on me."
"Isn't it because you relied on my unwillingness to dig out your heart that you didn't hide?"
Xixi felt that he really looked down on demons. She was gifted, so what was so difficult about learning some human idioms?
"Really?" Gu Tinglan raised his eyebrows. "Then you are really nice to me."
"Of course." Xixi responded immediately, feeling that what he said was completely beyond doubt. If she wasn't nice to him, who else could she be nice to?
"Then why do you still like so many people?" Gu Tinglan rested his forehead on her chest again and asked casually, "Isn't it good to only like me?"
"No," Xixi shook her head seriously. "Your mother and Xiyin are so good to me, but I still don't like them. It seems that I am ungrateful."
"That makes sense." Gu Tinglan stretched out his hands to hug her, but suddenly remembered what his hands had done before. He paused in the air for two seconds, then put them down awkwardly and said calmly, "Go out."
Her answer made perfect sense, even close to what he'd guessed. He'd comforted himself countless times, telling himself we were different species, we didn't understand anything, and we needed to be patient. But when he actually heard it, a strong bitterness still welled up in his heart.
When will she understand?
Even if his love was completely without any sexual desire, he just wanted her to love only him.
Even though she had no idea about human love, he wanted to keep her by his side so that he would have enough time to teach her what love was and guide her to fall in love with him.
But now, he has little time left, which makes him feel unprecedented anxiety.
"Hahaha……"
Suddenly, a burst of laughter came to his ears. Gu Tinglan looked up in surprise. The girl in front of him smiled with her eyes narrowed into slits, the corners of her mouth raised into a very ostentatious arc, and the heart-shaped tail behind her was swaying.
This smile is full of energy, yet somehow a little evil.
"I lied to you," Xixi lowered her head and rested her forehead against the confused Gu Tinglan's forehead, "I only like you."
Xixi suppressed the smile in her words and said solemnly, "If it refers to the love between men and women."
"What?" Gu Tinglan couldn't believe it.
"I said I only like you, the kind of love between men and women."
"Haven't you been waiting for me to say this?" Xixi blinked her eyes, looking at the flattered Gu Tinglan, and she suddenly felt a little guilty.
In fact, when he asked her to love only him, she had already guessed what he meant and the answer he wanted to hear. She just wanted to tease him, but she didn't expect that he would not be able to resist the teasing at all. He didn't even continue to ask questions and let her go so easily.
Not interesting at all.
"So you have been teasing me, right?" Gu Tinglan came to his senses and asked with gritted teeth, "Is it fun?" He seemed to be very angry. He hugged her in his arms, not caring whether his hands were dirty or not. At this moment, he just wanted to celebrate that he had her love.
"It's fun," Xixi changed her words after noticing Gu Tinglan's vicious gaze, "Okay, it's not fun."
"And a little guilty."
"I didn't expect you to be so unbearable."
"Do you feel guilty too?" Gu Tinglan followed up her question.
"Well, seeing you so sad and lost, my heart aches a little."
"Do you have a heart?"
"I have an invisible heart," Xixi stood up and knelt on his legs, holding Gu Tinglan's face in her hands, with stars in her eyes, she smiled and said to him, "Only you can let me feel it."
"Stop the sweet talk." Gu Tinglan subconsciously rubbed her palm and licked it with his tongue. Xixi felt her scalp tingling instantly and quickly took her hand away from his face.
"What are you doing?" She was a little at a loss.
"Nothing." Gu Tinglan glanced at her, his smile showing a hint of amusement, and his tone weakened. "Since you feel guilty towards me, then don't you have any compensation?"
"What compensation do you want?"
Gu Tinglan bent his legs and moved Xixi forward. He leaned forward, one hand on the bed, and with the other hand, he grabbed her wrist and put it on his face again, rubbing it like a puppy. "Please hurt me, okay?"
Xixi looked at Gu Tinglan, who was lower than her head. His eyes were slightly narrowed, and his eyes were full of lust. Even the corners of his eyes were dyed red. He looked more like a succubus than her, and very sexy.
Is this... a proposal to her?
After understanding what he meant, Xixi felt her legs starting to go weak again and her whole body started to feel hot, but she still pretended to be calm and did not pull away her hand.
She swallowed and cursed herself in her heart for being so useless. It was just a little bit of male charm.
Xixi looked at Gu Tinglan carefully again. He was observing her reaction with great interest. Her thick eyelashes cast a shadow under her eyes under the help of the moonlight. Her delicate brows were covered with fluffy hair, which had become wet because of what they did, but now it has returned to its original appearance.
No, I feel a little too handsome tonight.
"How does it hurt you?" Xixi calmed down for a long time and finally asked.
Gu Tinglan's gaze gradually moved downward until it landed on a protrusion under his body. Xixi followed his gaze and saw the thing that Gu Tinglan wanted her to love.
"Hurt me, use your hands." He seemed to have reached the limit and his breath was a little unstable when he spoke.
"I, I," Xixi suddenly remembered the huge thing she had seen before, which was covered by a thin quilt. She instantly felt the heat rising to the sky and suddenly pulled her hand back. "Can you do it next time?"
While Gu Tinglan was still unaware, Xixi quickly jumped off his lap and ran out the door without looking back, muttering, "Next time for sure."
Looking at her fleeing back, Gu Tinglan couldn't help laughing out loud.
He was just joking.
Tsk, who is this person you are teasing?
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