Su Luo recalled the heartless words she had said to Ozawa Nami earlier that day.
She looked into her own wounded and heartbroken eyes.
My numb heart seemed to awaken instantly, and began to throb with pain.
Su Luo stared blankly at the ceiling, eight words floating in her mind.
What's the point of living?
That's pointless!
This is so boring!
This is utterly boring!
Then go die!
Go to hell!
Go to hell!
Go to hell!
Su Luo immediately rolled out of bed and got to work.
They searched the room thoroughly but couldn't find any tools to commit suicide.
Song Lingshan had hidden all sharp objects, including glass cups and glass kettles.
Su Luo slumped to the floor, leaning against the edge of the bed.
So annoying.
Is it so hard to die even if you want to?
He committed suicide by biting his tongue?
Su Luo tried to bite the base of her tongue with her teeth, but found that she didn't have enough strength to bite it off.
While I was feeling annoyed, I glanced at the trash can next to the bedside table and saw a Coca-Cola can inside.
Su Luo's eyes lit up.
In a flash of inspiration, he could use the pull tab of a soda can to slit the artery in his wrist and commit suicide!
And so it was.
Su Luo excitedly rummaged through the trash can and finally found the pull tab at the very bottom.
He rolled up the sleeve of his left arm.
His left hand was still wrapped in gauze; he had used that hand to block a kitchen knife earlier that day.
Fortunately, I used my left hand; now I can use my right hand to cut my wrists to my heart's content.
Su Luo lowered his head, pointed the sharp side of the pull ring at the artery in his left wrist, and rubbed it hard.
Sizzle sizzle sizzle!
The sound of the ring rubbing against flesh is very unpleasant to hear.
But Su Luo found it very pleasant to hear!
It hurts, it hurts so much!
But an even stronger excitement than pain!
It was the intense pleasure of about to leave this disgusting world!
The tender flesh of my wrist was cut by the sharp pull tab.
The exposed flesh was initially white, then bright red blood began to seep out.
Then, as Su Luo pulled and rubbed hard, the blood beads slowly congealed into pillars, gushing out in large gushes from the flesh.
It dripped onto the clean floor.
I don't know how much time passed.
Su Luo's vision began to blur, her head felt dizzy, and she heard familiar noises.
Where do people go after they die?
When I was a child, the director of the orphanage told me that if you are a good person, and you do good deeds and accumulate virtue throughout your life, and have a clear conscience, then you will definitely go to heaven after you die.
If you do many bad things and let many people down, you will definitely go to hell.
Su Luo tilted her head back slightly, leaned against the edge of the bed, squinted her eyes, and murmured softly.
What is hell like?
He must be going to hell.
In movies and TV shows, people who go to hell are subjected to all kinds of torture and are tormented all the time.
It sounds scarier than real life.
He didn't want to go; he didn't want to go to hell.
On second thought, what the dean said might not necessarily be correct.
He remembered reading a comic book where the author said that people go to the movie theater after they die.
He really likes movie theaters.
Let's go to the movie theater then.
Ideally, you could get free popcorn and cola.
I need large bottles of cola and large buckets of popcorn.
If it's a big bucket, Nini won't keep complaining that the small bucket isn't enough to eat.
Nini, please forgive your father. I couldn't keep my promise to come back to you.
If I could do it all over again.
He wanted everything to go back to the way it was in the beginning, to stop getting involved in relationships, and to stop dating.
He should never love anyone again, nor should he allow anyone else to love him.
He and Nini can rely on each other for survival.
He now realizes how precious that warm and peaceful time was.
While unforgettable love can be addictive and irresistible, it is a double-edged sword; the greater the joy it brings, the greater the pain it can cause when it backfires.
He can't handle it, so it's best to stay away.
If people really have an afterlife, he still wants to be Nini's father, and he will definitely be a responsible and good father then.
Unfortunately, life has no "what ifs," there's no second chance, and there's no next life.
Su Luo slowly closed her eyes.
My body suddenly felt very light, as if I had grown wings and was rising little by little.
...
The second bedroom across the hall.
Song Qiluo tossed and turned in bed, unable to fall asleep at all. Every time she closed her eyes, she saw the terrifying image of Su Luo strangling her to death that day.
The more I think about it, the more upset I get.
The more I think about it, the angrier I get.
Why does Su Luo treat me like this?!
Song Qiluo sat up abruptly, took off her blindfold, and got out of bed.
She wants to find Su Luo and get to the bottom of this right now.
She insisted that he apologize properly; she had never suffered such an injustice in her life, and her neck still hurt. If her sister hadn't stopped Su Luo...
That bastard Su Luo must have already strangled himself to death!
Push open the door.
Fearing her sister would discover her, Song Qiluo tiptoed to Su Luo's door and gently turned the doorknob.
Push open the door.
What came into view was Su Luo lying on the ground, with her wrist covered in blood and gore.
She screamed in fright.
"ah!"
Right now, she didn't care about her sister finding out that she had gone to see Su Luo.
He left the room, quickly went to his sister's bedroom door, and pounded on the door.
"Sister, sister, come out quickly!"
"Suluo committed suicide!"
Upon hearing that Su Luo had committed suicide, Song Lingshan, who had just fallen asleep, immediately jumped out of bed and opened the door.
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