Su Luo didn't answer immediately. Instead, he sat down on the edge of the bed, looked down at Ozawa Nami, and said seriously.
"Nami-nee, can you promise me that you will live a good life from now on and not try to kill yourself again?"
His biggest worry right now is that Ozawa Nami might do something foolish again; nothing is more important than her life.
Looking into his slightly reddened eyes, Ozawa Nami's heart, which had been like a stagnant pool, suddenly rippled. Her hand under the covers clenched the sheets slightly as she tried to control her emotions and said in a trembling voice.
"Why?"
Why save her? She was already close to being free; she had no attachment or hope left for this world.
"Because, because I will be very sad..."
Su Luo could never forget the image of Ozawa Nami lying lifeless on the bed; the mere thought of it caused her unbearable heartache.
In his heart, Ozawa Nami had always been like an angel sister. Even though she had scars, he had never seen her show any negative emotions.
He couldn't accept that she had chosen to end her life by suicide at such a young age.
Ozawa Nami paused for a few seconds, her eyes slightly reddening, and asked in a hoarse voice.
Why are you sad?
If she really died, her mother would probably be heartbroken.
Because if she dies, there will be no one to take care of her, so of course she will be sad.
Song Ruhai will be sad too, because he won't have anyone to vent his anger on anymore, so of course he'll be unhappy.
What is it that makes Su Luo sad?
Su Luo lowered her eyelashes and fell silent, seemingly deep in thought about the question.
Why am I sad?
When I opened the bedroom door, I saw Nami Ozawa lying motionless on the bed. Seeing the shocking wounds on her body, my tears flowed like a burst dam.
Nami Ozawa stared at his sad and forlorn expression and asked softly.
Are you pitying me out of pity?
"I, I..."
Su Luo hesitated, unsure of his feelings for Ozawa Nami, though it seemed there was an element of sympathy involved.
He felt sorry for her situation and thought she shouldn't have to live such a life or suffer such pain.
But he knew very well that his feelings for Nami Ozawa were definitely more than just sympathy.
If he only felt pity, he wouldn't have gotten a nosebleed while taking photos of her in a kimono at the hot spring hotel.
If it were truly just pity, I wouldn't have let down my guard and nestled in her arms, silently shedding tears, when I was sad and helpless.
If it were truly just pity, I wouldn't be thinking of her constantly on the days when I can't contact or see her, yet I wouldn't dare to take the initiative to reach out.
Seeing Su Luo's hesitation, Ozawa Nami's usually composed mind broke down, and she sat up abruptly.
He raised his hand and pulled out the IV tube, and blood gushed out from the veins on the back of his hand instantly, he said excitedly.
"Go away, I don't need your sympathy, I don't need anyone's pity!"
Su Luo panicked and immediately pressed the tape on the back of her hand, pressing hard on the bleeding needle mark.
"Don't do this!"
Su Luo turned her head and shouted, "Doctor, doctor!"
Ozawa Nami shook off his hand and became even more agitated.
"I don't want a doctor, I don't want your pity, I'm telling you to leave, go away!"
Su Luo pulled her back forcefully, drew her into his arms, hugged her tightly, gently stroked her thin back, and coaxed her softly.
"Nami-nee, I'm not leaving. Please calm down, please calm down..."
This was the first time Ozawa Nami had been hugged by Su Luo. Feeling his warm chest, she obediently closed her eyes, and her warm tears quickly soaked Su Luo's clean clothes.
My shoulders were shaking uncontrollably.
Su Luo didn't say much, but just held her tightly, gently stroking her head with trembling hands, tilting her chin up slightly to stop her tears from falling.
"Waaah..."
Ozawa Nami finally broke down, burying her head in Su Luo's chest and sobbing uncontrollably.
"Nobody cares about me. I'm superfluous. I was unnecessary to come into this world..."
"..."
Upon hearing this, Su Luo finally couldn't hold back any longer. He lowered his head, pressed down on Ozawa Nami's shoulders, forcing her to look at him. Staring into her helpless and heartbroken eyes, he said firmly with red eyes.
"I care, I care about you, please live on for my sake, okay?"
Nami Ozawa's dim eyes brightened, and she repeated.
"To live for you?"
"Yes, for me!"
As Su Luo spoke, he took out a beautiful jade safety buckle from his shirt pocket, put it in her hand, and forced a smile.
"For me, please?"
"..."
Nami Ozawa stopped crying and stared at the warm, smooth peace buckle in her hand.
After a long while, he slowly raised his head, looked into Su Luo's eyes, and mustered his courage to speak earnestly.
"If I were single, would you accept me?"
"?!!"
Su Luo's eyes widened, completely unexpected that Ozawa Nami would be so direct, skipping even the confession scene and asking directly like this.
Ozawa Nami gripped the safety buckle tightly, leaned closer to Su Luo, her peach blossom eyes filled with deep affection, and said earnestly.
"Suluo, I like you!"
"?!?!"
Su Luo froze, his heart pounding as if it were about to burst out of his chest. The confession came too suddenly; he was completely unprepared.
Seeing that Su Luo remained silent, Ozawa Nami's newly ignited hope was instantly shattered. She lowered her head in a disheveled state, tears streaming down her face. She dared not look at him any longer and choked out.
"I'm sorry, let's pretend I didn't say anything. I didn't want to put you in a difficult position. I shouldn't have been so presumptuous. I know I'm not good enough for you, I..."
Before he could finish speaking, Su Luo interrupted him.
"I'm willing to wait for you!"
Su Luo gripped her hand tightly, staring into her eyes with utmost sincerity.
At that moment, he didn't want to think about anything anymore and had no way to refuse.
All he wanted was for the woman in front of him, who was crying her eyes out, looking pitiful and desperate, to once again wear a charming and happy smile.
Nami Ozawa smiled through her tears, "I'm so happy."
Su Luo couldn't help but hug her again, holding the back of her head with his hand.
Under her questioning gaze, he lowered his head slightly and kissed her.
Nami Ozawa did not resist, slowly closing her eyes as warm liquid rolled down her cool cheeks.
oh.
They are tears of happiness.
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