Upon arriving at the hospital, an examination confirmed that it was indeed a relapse of the old illness.
The doctor and Ye Xiaoman solemnly emphasized that Su Luo's illness is lifelong, and even if he stops taking medication now, his condition is usually very good.
There is a high chance of relapse if stimulated, so Ye Xiaoman should try not to stimulate Su Luo anymore. It is already difficult enough to maintain a normal life.
Ye Xiaoman nodded helplessly, and just as she was about to leave the room, she asked the question that had been weighing on her mind.
"Doctor, what is the chance that his mental illness will be passed on to his offspring?"
The doctor thought for a moment and then said responsibly.
"The chances are very low, because his illness is not congenital, but rather caused by severe psychological trauma."
Ye Xiaoman secretly breathed a sigh of relief; if the chances were very small, then it wasn't a big problem.
I thanked the doctor.
Back in the private room prepared for Su Luo, looking at Su Luo who was still unconscious on the hospital bed, he forced a bitter smile and murmured.
"You really know how to torture people. You made a mistake, but you want me to bear the consequences for you."
"If you don't want to break up with me, then why are you so insistent on protecting Ellie?"
"Are you sure nothing's happened between you two? Maybe so, maybe you don't have those thoughts, but the way she looks at you, how could I not see that she's interested in you!"
"Why can't you think about me for once, or even stand in my shoes? I really don't understand what your feelings for me are. Is it just simple gratitude, or do you actually like me?"
As she spoke, her eyes reddened again, and tears welled up in them.
She is not a crybaby and has never encountered any major setbacks or hardships from childhood to adulthood. Her acting career has also been very smooth.
She turns her hobby into a job, has a capable father to protect her, many friends, and a large following of fans.
But her love affair with Su Luo was incredibly difficult; she couldn't let go of him, and she was no longer as carefree and easygoing as before.
Was Su Luo destined to be her calamity?
Just as she was feeling sad, Su Luo finally woke up.
The moment he opened his eyes, he saw Ye Xiaoman staring at him with red eyes, and the guilt and fear in his heart reached their peak.
He hurriedly grasped her hand and said in a trembling voice.
"Don't cry. I promise you I'll fire Ellie tomorrow. Please don't abandon me, okay? I'm willing to change for you, just don't leave me..."
Ye Xiaoman tilted her head slightly, trying not to let her tears fall, and tried her best to remain calm, asking in return.
"Is this the truth? Why are you suddenly willing to break your own principles?"
Su Luo gripped Ye Xiaoman's hand tightly, her eyes stinging with tears, and spoke frankly.
"Xiaoman, I only now realize that you are far more important to me than I ever imagined. You should know that after I failed to commit suicide five years ago, I secretly vowed never to get involved in relationships again in this life."
“I will never like anyone again. I admit that when I first met you, I always regarded you as my idol. Later, we became closer because of Xiao Tian.”
“We live under the same roof together. I’ve been telling myself that we’re just friends. I don’t dare touch you because I’m afraid I’ll actually fall in love with you.”
Ye Xiaoman rubbed away her tears, and upon hearing Su Luo's words, she gave him an incredibly responsible smile.
There were moments of joy, sadness, doubt, and anger.
It turns out he didn't touch her because he was afraid he would fall in love with her; she had thought it was because she wasn't attractive enough.
Damn it!
Why didn't you say so sooner? It made her constantly doubt herself, wondering if she was too thin, if her figure wasn't good enough, and if she should gain weight.
So he was afraid of breaking the rules he had set for himself.
If you really don't want to break free from this, why not just become a monk?
Ye Xiaoman asked in a low voice.
"And then what?"
Su Luo stared into Ye Xiaoman's eyes and said earnestly.
"Later I found that I couldn't live without you anymore. I don't deny it. I'm grateful for your care. But you can't deny my feelings for you. It's not that I don't have desires for you. I've just been suppressing myself."
"When I heard you wanted to break up with me, I felt like the sky had fallen. I didn't care about my principles anymore. To hell with them all. All I wanted was for you to stay by my side. As long as you didn't leave me, I was willing to change for you. I was willing to listen to you. I promised that I would only like you and would never let you down again."
Ye Xiaoman still held a skeptical attitude, raising her eyebrows slightly.
"Really? Do you dare swear?"
"I dare! If I betray you, may I die a horrible death!"
After Su Luo finished speaking, he suddenly felt a little guilty. He seemed to have made a vow to Song Lingshan as well as to Ozawa Nami.
If vows made were truly effective, I would probably be dead by now.
I can't help but wonder, is making a solemn oath really effective?
While Su Luo was filled with doubt.
Ye Xiaoman raised her hand and grasped his chin, her beautiful phoenix eyes flashing with a dangerous light, and smiled.
“Swearing is useless. God is too busy to meddle in your affairs, but I can. If one day you betray me and try to abandon me, I will judge you and personally send you on your way.”
Five years ago, she wouldn't have had such extreme thoughts, but things are different now, and she has begun to tire of the stage she has always loved.
Her parents were getting old, her younger brother had a girlfriend, and the person she cared about most and who was the most important to her was Su Luo.
She took care of him diligently for five years, arguing with her parents countless times in the process, which greatly disappointed them.
She has given so much for Su Luo, placing all her happiness for the rest of her life on him.
If he disappoints her, she will show no mercy.
Su Luo said without the slightest fear, "No, that day will never come."
He really couldn't think of a reason to betray Ye Xiaoman.
Being able to be with your idol, the goddess you've admired for years, is a dream that most people can never achieve in their lifetime.
Besides, Ye Xiaoman took care of him for so long, 5 years. How long is 5 years?
If he truly doesn't know how to cherish what he has, then he truly deserves to die a horrible death.
Ye Xiaoman gently kissed his lips and whispered.
You'd better keep your word.
Su Luo smiled happily, "I definitely will..."
Ye Xiaoman let go of him and looked out the window, seemingly lost in thought.
Su Luo asked in a low voice.
When can I be discharged from the hospital?
Ye Xiaoman replied without turning her head, "Tomorrow will be fine."
Su Luo gently held her hand and asked curiously.
"what's on your mind?"
Ye Xiaoman sighed softly, "I'm thinking of leaving the band and switching to behind-the-scenes work."
Su Luo asked incredulously, "Why? Don't you love singing the most?"
Ye Xiaoman lowered her head, looked at him, and chuckled softly.
Do you know what it means to be lonely at the top?
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