It turns out that Su Luo still dislikes him; he doesn't want him to touch him.
So, was he just hugging me as an experiment?
Is it that you're forcing yourself to love her, but after trying, you find you can't do it?
Su Luo couldn't hold back any longer and pointed to the outer door.
"You can go out first..."
Ozawa Nami's eyes lost all color in an instant, her heart shattered.
"good."
Nami Ozawa left the room dejectedly and closed the door.
Su Luo immediately pulled over the trash can next to the bed, stuck her head in, and started vomiting wildly.
I just vomited up everything I ate; this time, what came out was a bitter, greenish liquid.
"vomit……"
I feel so awful, I feel like I'm going to die.
Nami Ozawa had only taken a couple of steps outside the door when she heard the sound of vomiting coming from the bedroom, and her legs went weak and she almost fell over.
A heart that had already died was dug out and whipped again.
Do you really find yourself that disgusting?
If a mere touch causes such vomiting, is it too late to go and explain now?
Will he believe in himself?
She no longer had the courage to push open Su Luo's bedroom door; he felt disgusted just looking at her now.
Ozawa Nami entered Su Jiani's room, leaned against the door, and looked at the little crocodile plush toy on the bed that had been washed until it was almost white. She was instantly overwhelmed with guilt.
Her knees buckled, and her body slid limply off the door, collapsing to the ground. She hugged her knees and broke down in tears.
If Su Luo asks why Nini hasn't come home yet, how will she explain it?
She had never hated herself so much, wondering why she couldn't even protect her own child.
She thought she had gotten through the most difficult time of her life and that nothing could be worse than her failed marriage.
Even in her agony, she had a way out: she could always end it all.
Now she has no way out. Even if she dies, it won't solve the problem or make up for the mistakes she has made.
Su Luo next door.
I vomited for a while, and then finally stopped.
I lay exhausted on the bed, my chest heaving.
"call……"
Su Luo adjusted her breathing and gradually calmed down.
I could faintly hear Ozawa Nami's suppressed sobs coming from next door.
Su Luo raised his hand to press on his throbbing heart, trying to ignore it, since there was nothing he could do about it now.
He couldn't gouge out his own eyes and become blind, after all, he still had to take care of Nini.
I have to see a doctor tomorrow before I can make a decision.
Su Luo turned her head and looked out the window. It was completely dark, and Nini still hadn't come home. That was a bit much.
So, Su Luo took out her phone from her pocket and dialed her daughter's number.
"Sorry, the number you dialed is currently switched off. Please try again later..."
Su Luoteng sat up abruptly.
Why did it shut down? I hope nothing bad has happened.
Su Luo tried calling several more times, but the phone remained switched off.
Su Luo panicked, immediately jumped out of bed, and without thinking twice, went to the next room and knocked on the door.
"Honey, Nini's phone is off. Do you know which classmate's house she's at? I'd better go pick her up."
Ozawa Nami wiped away her tears, struggled to her feet, opened the door, looked at Su Luo's anxious expression, hesitated for a moment, but still decided to tell him the truth.
"I'm sorry, she's gone..."
Su Luo grabbed Ozawa Nami's thin shoulder and asked in a trembling voice.
"Disappeared? What do you mean? Explain yourself, what exactly happened?"
Are you kidding me? How could a perfectly healthy, grown daughter just disappear?
He raised her for so long and she was always fine. How come his daughter disappeared after only two months of his absence?
Ozawa Nami didn't dare look Su Luo in the eye at all, lowered her head in guilt, and choked out.
"About two weeks ago, she went out to buy me stomach medicine one night and then never came back. I called the police... but there's no clue at all. I'm sorry, it's my fault. I didn't take good care of her. If I hadn't been drinking that day, I wouldn't have had a stomachache, and she wouldn't have gone out..."
Su Luo's mind went blank. His eyes widened suddenly, and the hand pressing on Ozawa Nami's shoulder unconsciously tightened. He exclaimed excitedly.
"You lost her?"
"Didn't you promise me you'd take good care of her? Didn't you say you'd treat her like your own daughter?"
"Why did you let her go out alone at night? Why were you drinking? Are you crazy?"
Nami Ozawa kept apologizing, her shoulders shaking violently.
"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry..."
Hot tears fell down her chin and dripped onto Su Luo's forearm.
Su Luo instantly came to his senses. He had no right to blame Ozawa Nami; wasn't he the one who started all of this?
He failed in his responsibilities as a father and husband, leaving his wife and daughter in Tokyo at their wedding.
What face does he have now to criticize Nami Ozawa?
Su Luo helplessly hugged Ozawa Nami back into his arms, his trembling hands wiping away the tears on her face, and said with heartache.
"I'm sorry, I'm not blaming you, I really don't."
"It's my problem, it has nothing to do with you."
Nami Ozawa cried even harder, but continued to apologize.
"It's my fault, it's really my fault. I know you won't forgive me, I'm so sorry..."
"I'm not a good mother, I'm really not a good mother, I lost my daughter, I deserve to die, I deserve to die..."
She has completely lost her mind. No matter what Su Luo says, she can't listen to anything and is trapped in endless self-blame.
Allow the dark seed of guilt to sprout and grow in your heart, eroding every inch of your skin and flesh.
Su Luo struggled to lift Ozawa Nami up; although she had lost a lot of weight, she had just vomited to the point of dehydration.
Even though it was just a few steps from the bedroom door to the bed, Su Luo was still sweating profusely.
He put Ozawa Nami on the bed, covered her with a blanket, sat down on the edge of the bed, held her hand, and comforted her.
"Why don't you take a nap first?"
Nami Ozawa seemed not to hear him, and continued to repeat herself like a robot.
"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry..."
Su Luo's head began to ache, a familiar dull pain shooting through his skull, and a sharp, indistinct noise filled his ears.
Su Luo shook her head vigorously. So annoying, so annoying, so annoying!
He raised his hand and slapped Ozawa Nami across the face, his eyes bloodshot, and growled.
"Wake up! Let's find Nini together. What's the point of your apology?"
Ozawa Nami was completely jolted awake by Su Luo's slap, and stopped apologizing, muttering to herself.
"Yes, find her, find Nini."
Seeing that the method worked, Su Luo pressed on and gave the order.
"Stop thinking nonsense right now, get some sleep, and close your eyes!"
"..."
Ozawa Nami was terrified by Su Luo, as if Su Luo would devour her if she disobeyed him; he seemed like a devil.
So, I obediently closed my eyes.
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