"I……"
Su Luo lowered his head in frustration.
He had absolutely no idea what to say; in his heart, he had always felt like a loser.
Although Ozawa Nami comforted him, saying that he was not a waste, that he had a handsome appearance, and that he had already tried his best.
Su Jiani also said that he is the best father in the world.
But deep down, he still felt that he wasn't good enough.
He wasn't very bright, and he was bullied wherever he went. He was completely unable to protect himself. If Ye Xiaoman hadn't intervened last night, he probably would have been taken advantage of.
She also failed to resolve her relationship with Song Lingshan, causing Ozawa Nami heartache and sadness.
At the most crucial stage of career advancement, such a ridiculous situation has occurred, and I have no ability to solve it myself and have to rely on my friends.
He often thinks about this when he can't sleep at night.
Why am I such a terrible person?
Song Lingshan still couldn't forget him, Nami took such good care of her, and Su Jianni was also overly concerned about her.
And Ye Xiaotian and Ye Xiaoman...
What makes him so special to receive the favor of so many people who are more outstanding and perfect than himself?
Ye Xiaoman was even more confused. What had he gone through to look down on her like this and not even dare to accept her kindness?
When she was with Su Luo, she rarely asked about his past because she was a person who lived in the present and always looked forward, and felt that there was nothing to talk about in the past.
But now she realizes that she doesn't know Su Luo at all. She just relied on her feelings and only saw one side of him, and then she uncontrollably fell in love with him.
She suddenly felt a strong urge to understand him better, to know what the real, complete Su Luo was like.
She was also curious whether, if she truly understood Su Luo completely, she would like him even more than she does now, or whether she would feel lost and no longer have any feelings for him.
However, now is not the right time to ask; the timing is not right.
"Don't overthink it. You need to know that I stayed here to keep you company voluntarily, not because you asked me to, understand? I don't need the money, it doesn't matter if I earn a little less."
"Besides, you gave me a ring last time, so consider this my return gift to you!"
Ye Xiaoman smiled and raised her hand towards Su Luo as she spoke.
Su Luo looked up sadly at Ye Xiaoman, who was still wearing the platinum pinky ring he had given her on her right pinky finger.
He wasn't sure if it was just his imagination, but he felt that the ring looked brighter and prettier than when he had given it to him before.
"You're still wearing it. I... I thought you wouldn't wear it anymore..."
He thought Ye Xiaoman wouldn't cherish it, since the jewelry was quite expensive for him but too cheap for Ye Xiaoman.
Seeing that Su Luo was in a better mood, Ye Xiaoman smiled and said.
"Of course, it's your kind gesture, so of course I'll cherish it."
"..."
Su Luo was so moved that she couldn't speak, as if she were dreaming.
The idol didn't look down on the cheap gift; instead, he treasured it and kept it carefully.
...
Guangming Residential Area.
In the top-floor bedroom.
Bai Bing and Anan sat side by side against the headboard.
The two of them smoked cigarettes together afterward, exhaling wisps of smoke.
After a while, Bai Bing sat up, stubbed out her cigarette in the ashtray on the bedside table, snuggled into Anan's arms, and leaned against his strong chest.
The concern was raised.
"Brother Nan, is this a safe bet? Won't he trace it back to us?"
Anan placed his hand naturally on his smooth back, gently scraping his shoulder blades, and comforted him.
"Don't worry, it can't be found."
Actually, he didn't want to slander Su Luo, after all, he had no grudge against Su Luo.
But Bai Bing would curse at Su Luo every night before going to bed.
Then, pointing to the scar on his forearm, he painfully recounted that if Su Luo hadn't cut him, he would definitely be a top model in Beijing now.
There's absolutely no need to be a borderline streamer, and there's absolutely no need to sleep with disgusting sugar daddies just to climb the rankings.
After much deliberation, Anan had no other choice but to resort to this method to vent his anger for Bai Bing.
Bai Bing nodded vigorously, "Yes, I believe you."
After finishing his cigarette, Anan suddenly pulled Bai Bing out of his arms, pressed his shoulders, and turned him to face him.
Bai Bing asked, puzzled, "What's wrong?"
Anan stared at his handsome yet somewhat haggard face and said earnestly.
"Xiaobai, once this is over and Su Luo has resigned, can you break up with Teng Sha? Don't do that kind of thing again, let's just live a good life, okay?"
He admitted that his initial relationship with Bai Bing was just an accident, and he did not have any real feelings for her.
But as time went on...
He saw the scars on Bai Bing's body from serving her sugar daddy, and he saw that even though he was usually glamorous, he would secretly shed tears in the quiet of the night.
Seeing him lose his ideals, get lost in the trap of money, and slowly walk into the abyss, yet stubbornly refuse to come out.
He suddenly felt an inexplicable love and heartache for him; he wanted to change him and pull him out of the abyss.
Even though Bai Bing has many flaws, likes to bully others and likes to put on airs, he has always been good to him and has never harmed him.
Besides, he himself is not a good person and has done a lot of immoral things, so he can empathize with Bai Bing.
Bai Bing paused for a moment, her eyes dimmed instantly, and she gave a bitter smile.
"If I don't do that kind of thing, how am I going to pay my mortgage and car loan?"
Does Anan really think he enjoys doing that kind of thing? He's not a masochist, so why would he enjoy serving someone he doesn't like like a dog?
It's all his fault for being too vain. For the sake of face, he bought such a big villa and a luxury car. The huge mortgage and car loan are suffocating him, and there's no turning back now.
Anan didn't answer immediately. Instead, he turned to the side, picked up his wallet from the bedside table, took out a bank card, and put it into Bai Bing's hand, saying affectionately.
"I have five million in my account, I'll give it all to you, let's stop this business, okay?"
This is all his savings over the years. He never spends money as extravagantly as Bai Bing; he saves it as soon as he gets paid.
The house was rented, and the car wasn't expensive. He never felt that Beijing wasn't the place he wanted to settle down in the future; he wanted to save enough money to go back to his hometown.
He doesn't need to save anymore; he really wants to have a home with Bai Bing, anywhere is fine.
Bai Bing lowered her head blankly, staring at the bank card in her hand, her hand trembling uncontrollably.
At that moment, he felt that the card was incredibly heavy, filled with Anan's sincere love for him.
Tears welled up in my eyes uncontrollably, and my shoulders trembled uncontrollably.
He has never been in a proper relationship in his entire life, and he has never believed that anyone in this world could love him unconditionally.
After all, he was born without knowing who his parents were. His adoptive parents only adopted him on a whim, and once they had their own children, they kicked him out of the house.
He never knew that there were people in this world who were truly willing to love him.
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