Ye Xiaoman finally understood why Su Luo said it was a bit complicated.
His tone softened.
"Alright, I understand. Let's talk about it when you get back. I'll stop here for now."
If Ellie really is Nini, then that would be a huge joke.
She actually misunderstood that Nini and Su Luo had something going on? What kind of international joke is this?
"Um."
Su Luo hung up the phone.
I plan to stay with Nini a little longer.
Komia called again immediately, asking why Su Luo was not at work. Su Luo had no choice but to go back to the company first.
Su Jianni didn't stop Su Luo, but instead saw him out the door.
Back in the room.
Standing in the living room, I tilted my head slightly upwards.
Su Jianni suddenly felt empty.
The house was big and empty, but she had long been used to it; she felt a void in her heart.
Immediately afterwards, my breathing became rapid, and my heart suddenly tightened.
So annoying, so annoying!
This was a sign of depression and anxiety. Su Jiani immediately rummaged through her medicine cabinet and took two pills prescribed by the doctor.
Then I went back to my bedroom, changed into my pajamas, and got into bed.
I tried to calm down for a while, but I still couldn't.
Instead of thinking about Su Luo, she wondered why her mother would kill her own family. There must have been a reason, otherwise why would she kill them so cruelly for no reason?
If we knew the reason why the mother killed him, we would also know why she abandoned him in the first place.
But now I can't ask my mother, because she can't speak.
After thinking it over, Su Jianni got out of bed and decided to find clues herself.
So, they arrived at an empty room on the second floor.
Many of her mother's personal belongings are kept here; she didn't throw them away and brought them with her.
Lots of things.
There are all sorts of gifts for children aged one to 18, both cheap and expensive.
Su Jiani searched for a long time, panting heavily, and finally found a brown leather notebook in a very old sandalwood box.
It looks like a diary.
Su Jianni sat down on the stall and carefully examined the contents; it was indeed a diary.
The beginning is all about trivial daily life, and gradually the story of the mother and father falling in love begins. It's very sweet, so sweet it's almost cloying.
It's comparable to a romantic idol drama.
Su Jiani couldn't help but smile.
This was something she had never known about her parents' past.
Her father never mentioned it to her.
When he was a child, he always chose to remain silent whenever his father asked him about his mother.
As I read on, it became increasingly difficult to laugh.
Her mother had a difficult childbirth and almost lost both herself and her unborn child.
When the nurse showed herself to her mother, her mother thought to herself.
"I love her so much, more than myself, and I will definitely make her the happiest girl in the world."
Pat pat!
Large, scalding tears fell onto the faded white paper.
Su Jiani bit her lip tightly. So her mother loved her after all, but why did she still abandon her?
Su Jianni rubbed her eyes, forcing herself to stop crying, and continued flipping through her diary.
Finally, when she turned one month old, it was December, and it was very cold.
On that snowy night, my mother sneaked into our old home with an axe and hacked my father, stepmother, and stepbrother to pieces.
Su Jiani looked completely bewildered.
"??!"
What's going on? There's still no reason given. Why is this happening? Didn't we say we should love ourselves and become the happiest girl?
Su Jiani continued flipping through the pages, but still no reason was given; the rest was all about her mother's daily life after fleeing abroad.
But every day he writes down his longing for himself, and he thinks about himself every day.
Su Jiani put down her notebook and continued searching through her mother's belongings.
I finally found another red leather diary.
Su Jiani took a deep breath and eagerly began to read.
It contains a detailed record of how Zhao Qingsi was humiliated by her father.
From age 10 until age 17,
Seven whole years!
During those seven years, after Zhao Qingsi's mother discovered this, she did not choose to call the police, but instead chose to commit suicide by burning charcoal.
Soon after, Zhao Qingsi's father remarried, and her stepmother brought with her a son who was a year younger than her, who was her half-brother.
This younger brother coveted Zhao Qingsi's beauty and secretly broke into her room while their father was away, groping her inappropriately.
What made Zhao Qingsi even more devastated was that her stepmother was at home at the time. When she cried for help, her stepmother had already rushed over, but when she saw that it was her son, she pretended not to see him.
The last page of the diary.
"Nini, Mommy is sorry for not being able to stay by your side and watch you grow up."
"Husband, I'm sorry. I thought you gave me the best love in the world, that you could really help me forget the suffering of the past. We promised to forget the past and live a good life together, but I still can't let go."
"You don't know, the better you treat me, the more I feel indebted to you. On countless nights, after you fall asleep, I am filled with deep self-blame. I feel that I have let you down. I am so dirty. I am not worthy of you who loves me so much. In the next life, I will definitely protect myself better and continue our relationship."
After reading it, Su Jianni hugged the diary and cried uncontrollably!
"Mom, I'm sorry..."
It turns out that my mother went through such a painful ordeal.
She knew nothing about it and even thought that abandoning her meant she didn't love her.
She even accidentally pushed her down the stairs.
Su Jianni put down her diary and ran upstairs to her mother's bedroom. She knelt by her bedside, held her hand, and sobbed.
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