Su Luo did not rush to comment on Ye Xiaoman's one-sided account.
Because he and Song Lingshan had lived together for so long.
He wouldn't say he understood Song Lingshan 100%, but he was pretty close. She was a very serious and devoted person when it came to love, and he felt that she should treat her friends the same way.
Moreover, she never makes friends easily; once she does, it's because she truly values those friends.
After all, she was so high and mighty, and so arrogant to the core, that ordinary people simply couldn't catch her eye.
Su Luo wanted to understand the whole story before making a judgment, so she asked seriously.
How long have you known each other?
Ye Xiaoman was taken aback, not expecting Su Luo to ask this. She took out a cigarette from her pocket and explained it to Su Luo in detail.
She recounted how they met abroad, how enthusiastic Song Lingshan was, and how good she was to her.
Su Luo listened attentively, and the more she listened, the more she felt that something was wrong.
How could someone as aloof as Song Lingshan take the initiative to be nice to a woman?
She's not a fan of Ye Xiaoman, so there's no need for her to fawn over her.
Moreover, she has no shortage of friends. She spent all four years of university alone, and she also has her younger sister by her side abroad, so she probably doesn't feel lonely.
I couldn't help but ask, "Don't you find it strange? She's so aloof to everyone else, but to you..."
Ye Xiaoman exhaled a puff of smoke and said with a smile, "At first I found it strange. I thought she was a lesbian, but then she mentioned you to me, and I realized I was wrong. So I stopped thinking about it and gradually got used to her company..."
"..."
Su Luo fell silent. Why was that?
No, no.
He suddenly remembered that he was infatuated with Ye Xiaoman back then and was her biggest fan.
I listen to her songs every day, and I use all the money I save from working to buy her albums and collect them. I even put up her posters in my bedroom.
Song Lingshan was very jealous, and she had argued with him countless times because of this, and had also bullied him countless times.
But in the end, he didn't stop being a fan. Later, Song Lingshan got used to him being a die-hard fan of Ye Xiaoman, and even joked with him.
"What would you do if I brought her to you one day?"
Su Luo knew she was joking, and said with a smile, "I would be so touched, I would do anything you ask!"
Could it be that Song Lingshan befriended Ye Xiaoman so that she could bring Ye Xiaoman to him after returning to China and give him a surprise?
That's not right either.
They had already broken up by then.
That's still not right. The breakup was only proposed by him unilaterally. Song Lingshan did not agree to it, nor did she give up.
So when I met Ye Xiaoman, I naturally became friends with her.
Thinking of this, Su Luo felt a mix of emotions, an indescribable complexity.
Are you moved?
He was moved, but it was too late. His love story with Song Lingshan was fraught with thorns and had been completely distorted, sealed away in his heart.
Ye Xiaoman had no idea what Su Luo was thinking. When she noticed his expression turning sour, she assumed he was upset because she had kept his relationship with Song Lingshan a secret.
He raised his hand and stubbed out the cigarette in the ashtray, staring at Su Luo's forlorn eyes, and said wearily.
"I didn't tell you about my relationship with Song Lingshan before because I was afraid you wanted to stay away from me. I know you're afraid of her and want to stay away from her and the people around her."
“If you can’t accept it, I can move out and you can live with Xiaotian. I won’t bother you anymore.”
She seemed genuinely devastated. After so many years of being good friends with Song Lingshan, she felt like she was a person with questionable character, and that they could just break off their friendship like that.
She had been pursuing Su Luo for so long, but he still wouldn't agree to be with her.
Now, when I'm sad and upset, he doesn't offer a single word of comfort, and instead shows this half-dead expression.
That kid has no conscience at all, why is he even chasing after him?
She didn't want to pursue him anymore.
Whether he lives or dies in the future is none of her business. Everyone dies eventually, whether sooner or later.
She didn't want to deal with it anymore.
Get lost, everyone should get lost.
All she needs to do is stand on stage and be that dazzling rock queen; relationships are just so boring, utterly boring.
Su Luo was pulled back to reality by Ye Xiaoman's resolute words, and she couldn't believe it.
"What did you say?"
Ye Xiaoman blinked, her eyes slightly red, and she repeated in a low voice through gritted teeth.
“I’m telling you, if you don’t like me, I can move out.”
Su Luo stared at Ye Xiaoman's reddened eyes and trembling lips, his heart tightening slightly, and explained in a low voice.
"I don't dislike you, and I don't mean to blame you. I was just spacing out..."
How could he possibly dislike Ye Xiaoman? He's been a fan of hers for so many years.
She was so, so good to herself.
He certainly wouldn't blame her; it was just that he hadn't asked her what her relationship with Song Lingshan was.
She concealed her relationship with Song Lingshan only because she liked herself.
He really didn't want to get involved in relationships anymore and wanted to stay away from Ye Xiaoman, but during the time he spent with her, he seemed to have gotten used to Ye Xiaoman's company.
If he really leaves, he'll definitely feel out of place.
Ye Xiaotian works during the day and always goes to see his girlfriend at night.
He spent so many nights with Ye Xiaoman, who patiently cared for him when he had an attack.
I will wait for him to come back when he works overtime and have a late-night snack with him.
Although she always seemed fierce, he knew she was just all bark and no bite; no matter how harsh she was, she would always take care of him like an older sister.
Before Ye Xiaoman could even feel happy, she angrily questioned him.
"Why are you spacing out when I'm talking to you? Have you ever cared about me? I'm heartbroken right now, not just because I've lost my best friend!"
Su Luo immediately apologized honestly.
"I'm sorry, I really didn't mean to."
Ye Xiaoman rubbed her eyes, her voice hoarse, as if she was about to cry.
"Of course you'll say you didn't do it on purpose, but if you did, I'd definitely beat you up!"
"Can you understand how I feel? It's not that I don't have friends, I have so many friends, but I just feel that she is the best one, because I feel that she has never wanted anything from me, she is genuinely good to me. All the friends around me have interests to gain from me, only her, and my friendship with her is the purest. I tell her everything, I thought that she and I would be best friends for life, do you understand?"
Su Luo was affected by Ye Xiaoman's emotions, her chest felt heavy, and she said in a hoarse voice.
"I understand, I understand."
If Ye Xiaotian were to break off their friendship one day, he would definitely be very sad. Love is important, but friendship is also very important.
There are some things you can't say to your family and loved ones, but you can say to your friends. True friends are those who can share your pain when you're sad and double your joy when you're successful.
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