◇ Chapter 23
Si Gu'an quickly moved to his own apartment and temporarily put his work on hold.
What he does every day is driving around Dusk City. The doctor told him to try to find familiar traces, which would help him recover his memory.
When Si Gu'an got off the car for the third time and met Chu Jiangyuan again, he finally couldn't help but step forward and asked, "Mr. Chu, why are you following me?"
Chu Jiangyuan did not deny it, but only said: "I can help you restore your memory."
Si Gu'an looked at him suspiciously, but Chu Jiangyuan looked serious, his eyes were red, and he looked haggard as if he hadn't stayed up all night.
For some unknown reason, Si Gu'an asked, "How can you help me?"
Chu Jiangyuan smiled and said, "Come with me."
Si Gu'an followed Chu Jiangyuan to an orphanage.
"This is..." Si Gu'an murmured.
The first time he saw the orphanage gate, a fragment of a scene flashed through his mind.
"This is where we grew up." Chu Jiangyuan pulled him inside, but Si Gu'an quickly pulled his hand away.
After pulling his hand away, he was surprised himself. It was as if his body was subconsciously rejecting Chu Jiangyuan.
Chu Jiangyuan's expression darkened. "If you don't believe me, I can take you somewhere else."
But this place, for both of them, although life is hard, is the purest place in their hearts, and it is also the place where he fell in love with her.
Chu Jiangyuan still has selfish motives after all.
But he didn't expect that he would refuse again. His empty heart seemed to be hit hard by someone again, and the pain kept echoing.
At this time, I heard him say: "Since you are here, let's go in and take a look."
As he spoke, Si Gu'an walked in first.
Chu Jiangyuan's eyes lit up instantly, like a child who had received candy.
He walked quickly to his side and said, "I'll show you the room you used to live in."
Si Gu'an did not object to his kindness, and the two of them followed him to a small room.
The room is probably less than 30 square meters, and it is already crowded with a bed and a desk.
But the room was clean and warm, with sunlight streaming in and shining on the small bed... Scene after scene flashed through his mind quickly.
In the clip, a boy is graffitiing seriously. He says in a clear voice, "I want to be an internationally famous painter!"
The boy held up his watercolor painting and looked up and asked, "Brother Jiang Yuan, will you help me realize my wish?"
The boy's face was unclear in the memory, but his gentle voice was clear: "Okay, I will definitely help Xiao Gu'an realize his wish!"
"Guan?"
Why Gu'an? Isn't his name Siwang?
But why did the name Gu'an appear in his memory? Why did he feel so uncomfortable when he thought of this name?
"Guan!"
"Gu'an! What's wrong with you?"
The call in his ear brought Si Gu'an back to his senses, and he realized that he had been crying without knowing when.
He wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes blankly and murmured blankly: "What's wrong with me? Why am I crying?"
If he thought about it for one more second, his heart would feel a sharp pain. He covered his heart, breathing became difficult, and tears continued to flow.
"Gu'an, don't want to think about it anymore, we don't want to think about it anymore..." Chu Jiangyuan helped him breathe, and he hated himself as much as he felt sorry for him.
"I'm sorry! Gu'an..."
Just a fragment of memory made him so uncomfortable. How painful must Si Gu'an have been four years ago?
"I was wrong...Gu'an, please don't cry, okay?" Chu Jiangyuan wanted to reach out and wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes, but before he could touch her, he withdrew his hand tremblingly.
He was in pain, and his heart was in even more pain.
He didn't understand why it turned out like this. He just wanted to love him well, but why did it turn out like this every time?
In that case...
Then let him forget it.
Chu Jiangyuan closed his eyes in pain, opened them again and said reluctantly, "Mr. Si, let's stop searching for memories here."
If forgetting him would make him feel better, he would rather he never remember it.
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