Chapter 21 Twenty-one Alone
Overall, Song Fenglin felt pretty good about the first weekend taking care of the baby.
Perhaps because he was young and inexperienced, he began to look forward to the day when he would officially resign. He even started a countdown and made a serious mark on the calendar before going to bed.
How much expectation must this have, Chen Yun's face was mysterious: "I hope you won't regret it."
He used to take care of the baby for a maximum of an hour a day, which was just a spice of life. He had no idea of the hardship that would accumulate over time.
How can you imagine something you have never experienced?
Song Fenglin: "Definitely not."
Chen Yun couldn't wait to open the recording: "Say it again, I have to keep evidence."
Song Fenglin felt uneasy when he was frightened by her.
He was a little unconfident: "I should be able to handle it, right?"
He is more patient. Chen Yun feels that we should not judge others by our own standards. After thinking about it, she said, "Then you will be written into the textbooks."
Song Fenglin obviously didn't quite understand: "What do you mean?"
Chen Yun: “Because such parents only exist in textbooks.”
She originally thought that she could do it. The first time she yelled at the child, she felt so guilty that she hid in her bed and cried her heart out.
Song Fenglin: "Then I can't do it. I'm far from it."
The life he imagined when he was young was even more perfect than it is now, and for the time being he is just doing his best for his family.
But his abilities are limited, and he always feels that he owes something to everyone.
People who want to be good to you are always afraid that they are not doing enough.
Chen Yun bumped his shoulder against his: "If I say yes, it's okay."
Song Fenglin only wanted her approval, so he put the pen aside and said, "Then I will try to do better."
He leaned over and breathed very close.
Chen Yun looked at him blankly, her eyes wandering.
This made Song Fenglin feel a little embarrassed.
He felt like sneezing, so he turned his face away and covered his mouth.
Chen Yun took the opportunity to lie down and look at the ceiling, with the quilt pulled high, leaving only a little bit of her forehead exposed.
When she gave birth to her second child, the procedure was switched from natural birth to cesarean section. She suffered a lot and it took her a long time to recover.
Song Fenglin never dared to touch her. As time went on, it seemed that married life had become a strange thing in an intimate relationship. He pulled off the quilt: "Go to sleep, good night."
The bedside lamp was turned off, and Chen Yun's breathing became increasingly heavy in the darkness.
Perhaps he felt uncomfortable, so he buried his head in Song Fenglin's arms and rubbed it around to adjust his sleeping position.
Song Fenglin inexplicably thought of the little yellow dog at his grandma's house.
His parents had just divorced at that time, and he returned to live in the countryside. He felt like he was abandoned by the whole world, and his only companion was his puppy.
Over the next ten years, the man and the dog established a close friendship.
It’s a pity that a dog’s life is too short. Song Fenglin still feels sad when he thinks about it, and the hint of beauty just now has completely disappeared.
He held the hand of the person beside him as if he was holding the whole world. He had a wonderful dream at night and barked twice.
There was a dog barking in the middle of the night, which scared Chen Yun to death.
After having a child, her sleep level has changed to the point where she would wake up at the slightest disturbance, and then half-consciously realize that nothing is wrong and be able to fall asleep again the next second.
Song Fenglin didn't know about this episode, but the next day he saw her looking at him and asked, "What's wrong?"
Chen Yun: "You talked in your sleep yesterday."
Song Fenglin: "What did you say?"
Chen Yun: "Let me make it clear in advance that I am not cursing, you are the one who is really barking like a dog."
She raised three fingers above her head, her face full of sincerity and an uncontrollable smile.
Song Fenglin also laughed and opened the refrigerator to get milk.
Chen Yun reminded: "We drink the big bottle, and give the small bottle to the child."
Song Fenglin saw that the only difference was the volume. He turned the bottle around and looked at the words on it: "Is the small one more expensive?"
What are you thinking about? Chen Yun: "It tastes good, so I asked you to drink more."
He was very dissatisfied again: "You said it as if I would abuse you."
She was beating eggs, and the chopsticks were clanging against the stainless steel basin, which sounded like she was losing her temper.
Song Fenglin glanced at her face and said, "Never."
Good to know. Chen Yun: "Look at this egg, sterile, five dollars each."
In the family, only Song Fenglin likes to eat scrambled eggs.
He only knows how to eat, and doesn't know how expensive daily necessities are. He sighed and said, "I'd better change my career and raise chickens now."
Chen Yun heated up the pan and added oil: "It's not like you haven't raised one before."
She actually still remembers it.
Song Fenglin used to not like talking about his childhood, but now he feels a little nostalgic: "The first chicken I raised had a name, Qiangqiang."
Wait a minute? Chen Yun put down the spatula and said, "You seemed to want to give your son's nickname Qiangqiang?"
Song Fenglin: "Yes, that chicken later grew to 15.2 catties and became plump and white."
His best wishes for his children are the same - good health.
My son is already four years old. Chen Yun: “This is the first time I know about this.”
Song Fenglin hesitated for two seconds: "At that time we all suspected that you had some postpartum depression, I didn't dare to tell you, for fear of offending you."
After all, it doesn't sound good to have a son with the same name as a chicken.
It was a wonderful morning. Chen Yun learned several secrets.
She asked, "Who are we to you?"
Song Fenglin: "My parents and me."
Chen Yun really couldn't believe that her mother's heart could hide such a big thing. She turned her glasses and asked, "Was I in a bad temper at that time?"
Song Fenglin: "Everything was fine, except that she didn't like to talk. She would have been better after her maternity leave, but your company still laid off employees."
Chen Yun wanted to escape from parenting so badly at that time. She was more wilted than a cucumber after just losing her job.
But she would embellish herself in her mind: "It's not that exaggerated, I'm just a little tired."
Song Fenglin was very insistent on this point: "It's just different from usual."
Chen Yun said, "That might be possible."
She was reluctant to admit that she had emotional problems at the time, pinching two fingers to emphasize: "That's it."
Song Fenglin: "The doctor also said that it was caused by hormone fluctuations. Too much external stimulation is not recommended. Let your family focus on counseling."
Guidance? Chen Yun remembered something: "No wonder you took me to Beijing to attend the wedding. I thought you and Zhang Ming were in love."
Why would a grown man have any feelings? Song Fenglin: "We are innocent."
The more it is clarified, the less innocent it is.
Chen Yun took the eggs out of the pot and enthusiastically recommended: "Do you want to join me in shipping Chen Zhiwen's couple?"
She asked everything, and Song Fenglin would never refuse, so she asked, "Who is he with?"
Chen Yun: "Anyone is fine. As long as there is traffic, we will take advantage of it."
The fans are working so hard, I guess the real person doesn’t even know that he or she has so many potential partners.
Song Fenglin: "Men, women, young and old are all OK?"
Chen Yun thought about it and said, "I still have some bottom line, but the premise is that I am unmarried."
Song Fenglin: "What if Chen Zhiwen is secretly married?"
Chen Yun: "Then we'll go for real couples, this type of thing is also very popular nowadays."
Song Fenglin muttered: "We are also husband and wife."
Why doesn't anyone knock them?
If they are not a couple, who would chatter so much in the morning while frying eggs? Chen Yun nudged him with her elbow: "Yes, they have been married for ten years and have two children."
Then he asked, "Can you go and wake up your kids now?"
Song Fenglin looked as if he had just remembered that he had a child: "I almost forgot."
Can you forget this? Chen Yun almost hit him, but her hands were on the stove and she couldn't free them, so she kicked a slipper and threw it at him.
Song Fenglin kicked it back and found some of the fun of playing football in college.
At that moment he decided that his first hobby after losing his job would be playing football.
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