Yan Han asked Lin Jianlu when she started to like him, and Lin Jianlu answered honestly: "Are you sure you like me? Probably started during the summer vacation."

"...What do you mean by sure you like me?"

"I liked you before I was sure I liked you, it just took time to confirm it."

"..."

Okay, Big Brother Lin has always done things like studying, rigorous and pragmatic. Even if it is his own feelings, he will only confess to him after he has confirmed it again and again...

and so on.

"So was it the first half or the second half of the summer vacation? I remember that we didn't seem to contact each other very frequently in the second half?"

Lin Jianlu said, "I was proving it during that time."

"..."

The elder brother was curious: "How did you prove it?"

"I tried not to contact you." The other party lowered his eyes slightly, averted his eyes and didn't look at him, and there was a rare embarrassment on his face, "I tried not to think about you, and tried to live a life without you."

"..."

"And then I found that I couldn't live without you."

When saying this, Lin Jianlu turned his eyes back and looked directly at him.

He read in a book that exposing your eyes to the other person is a kind of frankness and respect when talking seriously to the person you love.

He hoped that Yan Han could feel his sincerity.

During the nearly one month at the end of the summer vacation, I didn't contact him. I lived alone, mainly trying to eliminate the dependence and habit that this person made me develop.

After all, the other person was the kind of person who was so bright that it was dazzling, and I would not feel disgusted if I touched him.

In fact, he had been eager to touch him for a long time. Lin Jianlu was not sure whether the "longing" was due to this kind of dependence similar to skin hunger or a factor that could really be called love.

"Later I found that even if I forgot what it felt like to touch you, I would still think of you... I think about you every day."

"...So you are sure you like me?"

After seeing Lin Jianlu nod, Yan Han continued to scratch his head despite the crisis of going bald.

Damn it.

Damn it...!

He could only say that it was Lin Jianlu

who was worthy of it. Only Lin Jianlu could be so strict and responsible!

Brother Dalin acted like this, which made him not know what to do.

Such a handsome man confessed to him and moved him so deeply, so he had to agree to it no matter what.

Xinxianer had never let down his guard towards anyone over the years, but because the other party was Lin Jianlu... Whether it was because of their relationship or the other party's appearance and talent, Brother Dalin had confessed so affectionately, to be honest, Yan Han almost agreed without thinking.

But also because the other party was Lin Jianlu.

Lin Jianlu, who treated him so seriously...

he didn't dare to respond rashly.

Apart from anything else, first of all, Yan Han didn't know if he really liked Lin Jianlu.

Although he has been single, and although he once had a crush on someone who later turned out to be a misunderstanding and didn't like him at all, he is not so humble that he would fall in love with a man just because he confessed to him.

Not to mention that he has always been a big brother and has always treated Lin Jianlu as a brother.

In the second half of the summer vacation, he occasionally thought of Lin Jianlu, but because he didn't think about it at all, Yan Han couldn't say whether that thought was longing or not.

Of course, apart from these, there is a deeper and more important reason...

It's not certain whether he can complete the mission in this world. Maybe he will be sent back to the original world after the college entrance examination. It's not even two years. How can he be so selfish.

People say that one should enjoy life today. Nowadays, it is estimated that few young people stay together from the beginning. Even celebrities often break up and divorce, so there is no need to consider too much.

But the strange thing is that Yan Han knows that if the positions were reversed and it was Lin Jianlu who was in the same situation as he is now, Big Brother Lin would definitely consider these things.

If this happened to him, he would not be able to let himself be an irresponsible person.

It is said that first love is the most unforgettable.

Yan Han thought about it and decided that as a person who is not sure about life and death, he should not harm other people's children.

Anyway, the classes will be divided next week, he thought, he and Lin Jianlu will be separated soon, so why not leave it like this.

Maybe this is called God's will.

So Yan Han stopped rubbing his hair and tried to say, "Well... why don't you try another method?" As

soon as he finished speaking, Lin Jianlu's eyes immediately turned dark, and he pursed his lips and looked at him straight.

Yan Han, who was feeling uncomfortable being stared at, stood up straight and tried to make his attitude look more correct: "Ah, it's like this... Mainly because I don't think it's appropriate to fall in love before graduating from high school."

Usually, he would lie and make up stories one after another, but now his eldest brother was talking incoherently.

Yan Han wanted to slap himself twice.

He finally understood why the protagonists in some bloody TV dramas would rather say harsh words to hurt others and drive them away than tell the truth.

For example, facing his current situation, it is very difficult to back down!

If he tells the other party that he does not agree to him because he is worried that he will fail in the mission and die one day, then Lin Jianlu will definitely say that it does not matter and he does not mind, and this statement will lose its meaning.

But if he says that he refuses because he is not sure whether he likes him... then Lin Jianlu will have a hundred ways to let him test whether he likes him.

Yan Han has no doubt about this, so it is useless to say it.

So how can he reject the other party smoothly without hurting the other party's feelings?

If it were someone else, it would be fine. He would treat them with indifference, and then he would forget about it, and the matter would be over.

But for Lin Jianlu... the other party's tall figure cast a shadow on him. Because the other party was facing the light, Yan Han suddenly couldn't see the other party's expression clearly.

...Because he couldn't contact with outsiders, Lin Jianlu had suffered from loneliness, and he knew it all!

The other party had let him into his heart.

He really couldn't bear to say anything that would make him sad.

But despite his inner entanglement, Yan Han still forced himself to finish his words, "Uh... you should understand what I mean, right?"

"Is that the reason?" Compared to the previous deep mood, Lin Jianlu seemed to be in a much better mood after hearing the reason why Yan Han rejected him.

He said, "Then I can wait."

"I can wait until you graduate."

As he said that, the corners of his mouth even raised slightly.

Yan Han: "...Okay."

...If he is lucky enough not to die after graduation, then everyone will be happy.

No matter what, Yan Han still breathed a sigh of relief. No matter how much he said, he couldn't get tangled up. He simply didn't have the talent and intelligence for this.

"Then... before that, let's just pretend that what happened today never happened..."

"I'll treat you well."

Before he finished speaking, Lin Jianlu had already interrupted him: "Just treat it as a predestined agreement. You'll be with me after graduation."

"..."

Wait, why does this feel so much like a child bride? !

So the expected embarrassment after the rejection didn't happen at all. Lin Jianlu kept his word and really started to treat him well.

It wasn't the kind of consideration that could be felt in the details before. Suddenly, Brother Lin was like a different person... He was so considerate that it made people's hearts burn.

When they walked side by side, he would let him walk on the inside, and he would rush to buy him cold drinks and hold his bag for him.

That's nothing.

He just thought he was having a seizure and threatened him with a couple of beatings.

The scariest thing was that Lin Jianlu would smile whenever he looked at him. Although his face was expressionless, his bright eyes were different from usual. The care and concern, as well as the little jump in front of his beloved, explained everything. The light that burst out from them made Yan Han feel as if he was about to be burned.

... Although there was no embarrassment between the two, the current situation was really weird.

Lin Jianlu seemed to have misunderstood... This feeling of having directly treated him as a potential boyfriend...

Who knows what Big Brother Lin was thinking!

But in the end, it seemed that refusing was the same as not refusing.

Big Brother is bald again!

He really wished he was not good at handling this kind of thing!

So this Saturday afternoon, Yan Han went back to school without stopping, under the pretext of going back to study.

... Sorry, he couldn't stand it anymore.

He wanted to be quiet.

The benefits of studying were apparent at this time. After entering a state of deep concentration, his mind and eyes were filled with only exercises, and he felt very quiet.

But after exiting that state for an hour, Yan Han was overwhelmed by the familiar feeling of being trapped and tired, so that he fell asleep immediately, and he didn't have any random thoughts in his dreams.

However, he collapsed again when he woke up to Lin Jianlu's call.

It was already past seven in the evening, and it was dark outside. Yan Han sat up in a daze, groping to turn on the lights in the house, and he hadn't decided whether to answer the call or not.

Finally, the call was automatically hung up while he was hesitating. Yan Han blinked, feeling relieved but also uncomfortable.

He didn't have time to think about why he felt uncomfortable.

Because at this moment he received a WeChat message.

Lin Jianlu: You haven't eaten anything tonight, get up and eat something before going to bed.

Lin Jianlu: I'll wait for you downstairs, come down and get some food?

Yan Han: ...

Yan Han was too lazy to move, mainly because he was angry, he replied directly: I can't go down, just come to our dormitory, I'll hide in the toilet.

As he said that, he got up, turned on the light in the room, drew the curtains, and went to the bathroom to run a shower.

After coming out, Lin Jianlu was already standing in his dormitory, looking around and taking in his dormitory.

"First time in the girls' dormitory?" Yan Han raised his lips and picked up the plastic bag that Lin Jianlu had placed on his desk with his fingers, and saw an exquisite food box inside. The

school cafeteria was half open on Saturdays, and there was nothing delicious. This thing was brought back by Lin Jianlu from outside the school.

However, Yan Han did not look at him for long. Instead, he looked up at Lin Jianlu and said, "So you were monitoring me? Why did you call me just after I woke up? And you knew I didn't eat?"

"..." Lin Jianlu was silent for a moment: "I knew it from those thoughts."

Yan Han was angry: "...Didn't you set rules for yourself? How can you violate them at will!"

Lin Jianlu stood there, being criticized by him like a child who had done something wrong. He lowered his head slightly and fell silent again. Suddenly and suddenly raised his head, looked at him with dark eyes, and said, "I can't control it."

He said, "I can't control myself from asking about you. Everything about you... I want to know."

As he said that, he slowly stepped forward, getting closer to Yan Han little by little. The gap between the two became narrower and narrower, until Yan Han was forced to lean back, and he stopped slightly.

"...You, this..." Brother Dalin suddenly changed into a different person. Yan Han couldn't bear it. His heart was shaking. He looked at him with horror, "You are totally unlike yourself..."

"I'm no longer like myself." Lin Jianlu said, with a bitter smile on his lips, and asked Yan Han, "Don't you know?"

His slightly sad expression made Yan Han's heart skip a beat, but before he could react, Lin Jianlu took two steps back and returned to a safe distance. He said, "But I will be careful in the future and will not cause you any trouble again. Sorry."

"Eat. You only ate a little at noon. Your brain power is consumed too much. You will be exhausted if you don't replenish your energy."

After that, he brushed past Yan Han, pushed open the bathroom door and walked in.

Liu Yanhan stood there in a daze, and it took him a long time to come back to his senses. He rushed over and pushed open the bathroom door, but Lin Jianlu was gone.

He blinked in confusion, turned on the tap and splashed two handfuls of cool water on his face to try to calm himself down.

He remembered the joy he felt when he shared this skill with Lin Jianlu when he first had deep concentration, and how Lin Jianlu had paid more attention to the energy ratio he took in than he did since then.

A person with a rough heart like him would indeed often forget about eating, but because of Lin Jianlu, he never worried about this matter again...

Okay, stop, don't think about it!

He quickly pulled his thoughts back to the cliff, but luckily, as soon as he wiped his face with a towel, Xiaowu "unknowingly" jumped out and urged him to apply lotion and cream.

[Moisturize! I've told you so many times, after washing off the nutrients on your face, you need to replenish them quickly! 】

Yan Han: "Hmm."

It was different when someone was talking to him with a hammer. Yan Han quickly put all the messy thoughts in his mind behind him.

But putting things behind is only temporary.

When he decided to continue studying and deliberately avoided the subjects with traces of that person and planned to do a test paper, he opened the live broadcast and saw [314159] House Manager at the top right of the live broadcast room...

Yan Han collapsed again.

This collapse continued until the next afternoon when the grades were issued.

As soon as the school's big list was posted, Wen Juerong called him as usual: "Brother Yan! Congratulations! You're in Class 10!"

"Class 10?" Yan Han was a little dazed because he had rarely been able to sleep last night. He couldn't sleep for the whole night. He didn't show much joy when he heard that he was in Class 10. In fact, after finishing the test and checking the answers, he knew that he might be in Class 10, so he was in a very calm mood.

After saying "Oh" to show that he knew, Yan Han asked him about the situation of others.

Wen Juerong laughed like a bell. Even if he couldn't see it, Yan Han could imagine his face smiling from ear to ear just by listening to the sound:

"Sister Yu also went to the fourth floor and went to Class 12!"

"Ah, that's not bad!" Yan Han also felt happy.

"And the monitor got what he wanted and stayed in Class 14."

"Yeah, yeah, that's good."

"And, me! I stayed in Class 14 too!"

When he said this, Wen Juerong's tone was full of praise.

Yan Han: "Congratulations!"

A week before the exam, in order to prevent him from falling behind, the monitor and Qin Siyu took turns watching him review, and they wanted to give him a hard time. It seems that it was effective. Wen Juerong is very smart, but too lazy. He often needs others to push him.

Yan Han was happy from the bottom of his heart that everyone had a good result.

He reminded Wen Juerong to study hard in the future, and then said: "If there is nothing else, let's do this for now. Let's talk tomorrow."

"Wait, wait." Before Yan Han hung up the phone, Wen Juerong spoke again: "Brother Yan, you haven't asked about Brother Dalin's grades yet."

"..." Yan Han's heart was turning upside down when he mentioned him. After a pause, he tried his best to act as if nothing had happened and said nonchalantly: "Didn't he go to Class 9?"

"No, he went to Class 10!" Wen Juerong couldn't help laughing as he said this, making people unable to tell whether he was happier that he stayed in Class 14 or that Lin Jianlu went to Class 10...

Wait, Lin Jianlu also went to Class 10? ! !

"Yes." Wen Juerong said, "If you don't believe me, go to the website and check it out. The results are clearly posted there, and they are arranged in order. There can be no mistakes."

Yan Han was no longer stunned, he was completely petrified.

A student who was undoubtedly among the top students in the school in the mid-term and final exams was assigned to Class 10 in the class placement exam...

If he still said it was God's will or something, he would never believe it!