People say that first love always leaves a deep impression.

And for someone like Yan Han who waited for more than 20 years for his first love...

it is no exaggeration to say that although his memory is far from being as good as Lin Jianlu's, Yan Han feels that even if the world changes drastically, he will always remember the scene and words before and after Lin Jianlu confessed to him that day.

At that time, Lin Jianlu first asked him if he had a crush on Wei Ningxin.

He was afraid of exposing his sexual orientation at that time, so he used a lot of excuses to change the subject, such as "I can't even reveal my gender, how can I have time to think about whether I like it or not", which really explained a lot.

Then Lin Jianlu first pushed him into a corner, then kissed him, and then asked him: "I just wanted to ask you, besides Wei Ningxin... if it's someone who already knows your gender and won't affect your studies, is that okay?"

At that time, Yan Han was completely stunned by the fact that Lin Jianlu confessed to him, and everything he thought about afterwards was related to Lin Jianlu. As for Wei Ningxin...

he never considered him as a possible boyfriend, and since Lin Jianlu didn't mention it again, he simply forgot about it.

But now, analyzing it in the context of the time... why does it seem that the effect created at that time was: he didn't develop feelings with Wei Ningxin just because the other party didn't know his true situation?

Because even gender is fake in the eyes of others, he simply won't consider the issue of falling in love with other people.

Based on this premise, it becomes... the reason why he is with Lin Jianlu is because the other party knows all his secrets...

Yan Han thought, is this misunderstanding a bit big?

Although he never thought so, but in Lin Jianlu's eyes... the other party seems to have always thought so?

The eyebrows that were originally as handsome as willow leaves are now tightly pressed together. Lin Jianlu's sharp eyes stare at Yan Han, as if he is not going to let go of any of his actions, or even the slightest change in his expression.

The man who could always remain calm was tense this time. Yan Han could feel his nervousness from a distance. Yan Han was a little speechless, but he said immediately: "How is it possible? How could I like him?"

Putting aside the tension on his face, Lin Jianlu's face was still expressionless.

But after hearing Yan Han's words, his frown did relax, as if he was relieved...

Well, I have to say, this change is quite obvious.

It's rare to see Brother Lin like this, and Yan Han was helpless: "What do you think? I'm with you, how can I like someone else?"

"Sorry, that's not what I meant." Lin Jianlu apologized very sincerely.

Perhaps thinking that Yan Han was angry, he frowned again after just relaxing his brows, and explained earnestly: "I know that since you are with me, you must have considered it clearly and will be responsible for the relationship between the two parties..."

"Well, since you know everything, why do you still like Wei Ningxin?"

It was because he did not explain it clearly before that Lin Jianlu misunderstood him. Yan Han did not want to think too much about this issue.

But since the words have come to this, he can't help asking. After all, he still feels a little unhappy in his heart, because Lin Jianlu did not understand his feelings, and because Lin Jianlu did not seem to understand him as a person.

Unexpectedly, facing such doubts, Lin Jianlu was silent again.

He was silent, and Yan Han did not urge him. They just stood face to face until Lin Jianlu thought of how to describe his feelings in words.

Yan Han was often impatient, and only when he was with Lin Jianlu would he subconsciously remain patient.

First, Lin Jianlu's thinking was different from that of ordinary people, and he always needed more time to deal with emotional matters. Second,

Yan Han had no experience in dating, but he knew that the way to maintain a relationship was communication, and if the two of them talked about something, most of the problems could be solved.

So he was willing to wait.

After a while, Lin Jianlu finally thought about what he was thinking, and organized it into words and said, "I know you can't like someone else and agree to be with me at the same time. I never thought of you in that direction."

"Yeah." Yan Hanxin said that it was good to know, he crossed his arms and motioned him to continue.

"But sometimes I can't help but think, if the person who knew your secret was not me, what would the situation be like now." After Lin Jianlu finished speaking, a lonely look appeared on his expressionless face.

Yan Han: “…”

“I like you, and I can give you a thousand and ten thousand reasons why I like you.” Lin Jianlu said with such a lonely look in a slightly hoarse but still pleasant voice: “But what do you like about me?... You never said it.”

“…” Yan Han was stunned: “Didn’t I say it?”

“So sometimes I wonder, is it because I happen to have the system, and happen to be the one who knows your secret, and I am special to you, so you accept me.”

Lin Jianlu didn’t respond to him, but smiled bitterly and said to himself:

“Sometimes I wonder, if these preconditions don’t exist, will you still be with me?”

Yan Han: “…”

Forgive him, he has never noticed that... Big Brother Lin actually has such a sentimental side!

"I'm sorry, I'm a very selfish person."

While Yan Han was stunned, Lin Jianlu continued: "At the beginning I just hoped that you could be with me. As long as you were with me, I would have no other requests. But after we were together, I couldn't help but want more. I wanted to know if you really liked me from the bottom of your heart. I wanted to know..."

Well, not only was it sentimental, but the words actually sounded a bit inferior.

Maybe it’s because Lin Jianlu rarely shows this side of him, but Yan Han couldn’t care less at this moment. He couldn’t help but say, “Of course I like you.”

This sentence cut off all of Lin Jianlu’s next words. Yan Han said as a matter of course, “I’m not with you because you’re the only one who knows my secret. If it were just because of this, theoretically Li Hongqing should be the first one to know my gender.”

Lin Jianlu: “…”

As soon as he started talking, Yan Han became even more furious, “Yeah, that’s right, I was born to like men. But if anyone can be with you… then you wouldn’t be my first love.”

…

!!!

When Lin Jianlu heard the word "like" coming out of Yan Han's mouth, his frown gradually relaxed. When he heard the word "first love", not only did Big Brother Lin's brows unwrinkled, but even the corners of his tightly pursed lips relaxed!

His lips curved into an arc. Yes, Lin Jianlu was smiling.

Stimulated by this sudden smile, Yan Han forgot his anger just now, and then said: "As for why I like you..."

As he said, he stopped crossing his arms, but stretched out a hand and shook his head very inelegantly, "I'm not as smart as you to summarize everything. I can't say much about you, except that you are good-looking, have a good figure, and are good at studying. But I Just know that I like you. "

The more he talked, the more he didn't know how to describe this feeling. Yan Han felt anxious for a while, and finally pointed his finger at the left side of Lin Jianlu's chest: "Anyway, this is telling me that there is no one in the world who loves me more than you..."

His fingers were on the other's hard ribs and chest muscles. Before Lin Jianlu said anything, Yan Han was embarrassed to take back his hand.

But he was caught by Lin Jianlu one step ahead and put in his palm.

Being looked at by the other with a pair of warm eyes full of smiles, Yan Han was even more embarrassed.

——It must be infected by Lin Jianlu, otherwise how could he say so many corny words in broad daylight?!

What is liking and liking... In the heart of the eldest brother, living life is always the most practical. Saying a hundred words of liking is not as important as a day together. Language has always been the least credible thing.

But he just said it, and explained his feelings to him...

I don’t know if God wants him to die. Yan Han was embarrassed about this. At this time, Lin Jianlu, who held his hand tightly, said: "You said you like me."

Yan Han: "..."

"This is the first time you said you like me."

Yan Han: "Okay, okay, okay, shut up!"

His face was red to his ears. The eldest brother thought that he must have been deceived by Lin Jianlu's trapped self-explanation just now, so he said such a long string of topics about liking in order to comfort him.

He didn't want to admit that he was shy, but Brother Yan was too embarrassed to speak. In the end, he had to say in a tough manner: "Now that you know about this, it's over. Don't mention it in the future! Do you understand?"

"Okay."

Lin Jianlu's raised mouth corners were replaced with a relaxed smile. From the moment Yan Han said that he liked him, it was as if the rain had stopped and the sky was bright. Other people and things were no longer important. Now there was only an emotion that could not be explained by thinking that spread violently in his chest-

like this person.

I really like this person.

As long as this person can be happy, he can even disregard everything...

After the sports meeting, time passed by like a white horse passing by, and the weather also became cold.

Yan Han's life returned to the daily routine of getting up early and going to bed late. Thanks to the newly acquired magical skills, his gradually transformed body has risen to a higher level again. He does not feel cold even in thin clothes in the winter.

Of course, this is also related to the fact that most of his attention is focused on studying.

This whole semester, Yan Han is seen as a workaholic in the eyes of outsiders.

He studies when others are sleeping, he studies when others are eating, and he still studies when others are chatting, gossiping, and playing games!

Sometimes even Yan Han feels that there is nothing else in his life except studying, and suspects that he has become stupid.

But there was no way, he still had so much homework to do, so much knowledge to learn, and so many Olympiad math problems to solve...

Although he didn't feel physically uncomfortable, long-term high-intensity study would still cause him some psychological pressure and negative emotions. After all, no matter how hard other people studied, they would always have a time to relax, even if it was just to eat and sleep.

Yan Han's life in school was completely super-high-intensity study. Apart from sleeping two to three hours a day and shuttling between the dormitory, cafeteria and teaching building, there was nothing else.

Seeing all this, Lin Jianlu often advised him to combine work and rest, and even calculated the cost for him:

"There are five days in school a week, and you have to study for 20 hours every day, which is 100 hours in five days, not counting the time you spend studying on weekends."

"The burden is too heavy. No one has ever worked as hard as you. If it weren't for the skills you have, your body..."

"But don't I have magical skills?" Yan Han said nonchalantly, "and I also have rest."

He didn't work so hard every day. The reason why he didn't collapse was that he would give himself a day off every Sunday, and use this day to concentrate on playing with Lin Jianlu.

At this moment, the two of them were lying side by side on the recliner in the living room of Big Brother Lin's house to bask in the sun.

The warm winter sun shines on Yan Han's overly thin body, revealing a pale, fragile beauty.

Even if the body does not feel tired, the long-term use of the brain and lack of sleep still consumes a lot of energy. Yan Han looks thinner than in autumn, and his appearance is more fragile.

Just looking at such changes is quite distressing.

If he didn't know that there was nothing wrong with his body, and that the magical skills of the peerless martial arts would continue to strengthen his body and various functions, Lin Jianlu would not be able to bear to let him continue like this.

But it is precisely because of this Yan Han that he is always dazzling and radiant.

Having magical skills is just the beginning. Only those who can really bring those skills to the extreme and use them for their own benefit are full of charm.

Moreover, there are very few people who are as strong and courageous as Yan Han, who can resist all kinds of temptations and study hard.

Without considering the difference between eating and sleeping time, it is not impossible for others to spend the whole day on studying and persist in studying efficiently all day.

But one or two days is fine, but there are very few people like Yan Han who maintain a high intensity of hard work.

And Yan Han has spent a whole semester focusing on studying.

Yan Han said, "I'm really fine."

Every time he saw Da Lin's distressed expression, he would feel a little at a loss. Occasionally, he would feel sorry for not being able to accompany Lin Jianlu often because he had to concentrate on his studies.

In fact, the reason why he studies so hard is not just to save his life.

In addition to surviving, he also has to live with Lin Jianlu forever. Yan Han's world has unknowingly changed from one person to two. Based on this premise, getting into X University and successfully completing the system tasks have become the first things he must do.

After all, the road ahead for two people is still long, and who knows what twists and turns there will be.

Completing the system tasks is just the first hurdle of these difficulties.

Enjoying a world of two people without the pressure of survival has become the only motivation every time he can't hold on and not be driven crazy by boring studies.

Fortunately, although Lin Jianlu often showed his distress, he never stopped or hindered him from studying like this. Usually, Big Brother Lin was still his encyclopedia and universal dictionary in his study, which was very useful.

In such a desperate state of study, Yan Han spent this semester very "high-profile".

His mid-term and final grades were very ideal, because he had already self-studied the content of this semester and understood and mastered every knowledge point of each subject, so Yan Han just reviewed it briefly before the exam, but got a very high score.

This made Yan Han very happy, and he also had more confidence in the future, and he was very motivated to continue studying.

He has even started to plan his winter vacation study non-stop.

But before the long winter vacation, the school arranged a winter camp for them.

This is also one of the traditional activities of Luze High School. Every second-year high school student has to go through this once.

In the words of the school, it is to polish the students' will once again through this winter camp.

But no matter what the school's original intention is, many students are interested in this kind of group travel activity, not to mention that this group activity lasts for four days, which means that they have to stay outside together for three nights! Although

the seniors who participated in the winter camp said that it was not fun, not fun at all.

But before departure, the vast majority of students still couldn't help feeling excited, so excited that they couldn't sleep.

Of course, Yan Han didn't sleep well since the day the itinerary was confirmed.

It wasn't that he was excited.

Rather, he was worried.

As a time traveler with a system, he always considered things differently from others.

For this winter camp, others were thinking about what to eat, what to play, and where to go when they were dismissed, but the first thing he did was to find out how the school arranged accommodation for three of the four-day three-night camps in the past.

Because there were so many people, and considering that not all students had rich families, the school didn't charge a lot of money to each student.

Therefore, under the condition of limited funds, the accommodation conditions for the winter camp are that the boys in a class live in one room and the girls live in another room, and they live in those two-story bunk beds...

Upon hearing this news, Yan Han looked at his beautiful face in the mirror, which was difficult to distinguish between male and female. He almost burst into tears when he remembered that his identity was still "Yan Han".

It was unrealistic to open a single room. It was said that the accommodation was specially prepared for students of their school. There were no single rooms at all. He must live with his classmates.

But he couldn't go to the boys' dormitory and live in a room with the boys in his class.

Although Yan Han wanted to live in the boys' dormitory now,

he was originally a man!

It's not that he was afraid of the gender issue being exposed. Today, the eldest brother has become very familiar with hiding various secrets and has his own way of doing things.

He was afraid...

It was just like he would rather die than go to the female toilet. He was forced to hide his true gender, but he didn't want to infiltrate the girls and infringe on their privacy in the process of hiding his identity.

He was a master after all. Imagine living with all the girls in the class. What if he saw something he shouldn't have seen...

Yan Han cried, this was forcing him to poke his eyes out!

Before thinking about the accommodation problem, the eldest brother was still very interested in the activities of this winter camp.

His martial arts skills have unlocked the second level of light as a swallow. Yan Han believes that no matter what form of training, it will not be difficult for him. He was just thinking of taking the opportunity of this winter camp to test his skills...

But after asking around, he found out that this was the case...

He was already considering whether he should claim to be sick and simply not participate.

"I understand your idea." Lin Jianlu started, and after a pause, he said, "You can attend the winter camp as usual, and leave the accommodation issue to me, I will find a solution."