Chapter 117 Don’t Come Back to Me Crying
"Drop out of school?" Chen Lixue finally looked at Qin Yu straight in the eye.
"Yes, studying is of little use to me." Qin Yu said slowly, "You can concentrate on recuperating and don't have to worry about me affecting your son."
Chen Lixue hesitated: "How are your grades?"
Qin Yu: “More than three hundred.”
Chen Lixue had investigated Ning An's teaching level, and found that it was generally around 300, so Chen Lixue did not hesitate any longer: "This is your own decision, I didn't force you."
"Um."
At this point, Qin Yu had said everything he wanted to say, but he still couldn't let go of Jiang Fengyan. He wanted Chen Lixue to take good care of Jiang Fengyan. Whether she was qualified or not was another matter. It would have no other effect except to make Chen Lixue feel more disgusted with him.
"I'll go back first." Qin Yu retracted his gaze, turned and walked out the door.
Jiang Fengyan was waiting at the door. When he saw Qin Yu coming out, he immediately asked, "How is it?"
"I asked her to take good care of her health, and everything is going well." Qin Yu replied.
The look he gave Jiang Fengyan was more serious than before. Finally, he even raised his hand to touch Jiang Fengyan's face, avoiding the wound. He inappropriately recalled the scene of Jiang Fengyan shedding tears a few days ago, and pressed the corners of his eyes with his fingertips.
Jiang Fengyan was also looking at Qin Yu. There was a wall between them and the ward, so this kind of intimate action would not be discovered. Although it was not enough, it could only go so far.
Qin Yu withdrew his hand in due time and said in his usual casual tone: "I'll go back to school first."
Jiang Fengyan stared at Qin Yu's every move: "Okay."
"That's it for now." Qin Yu said and prepared to leave the hospital. Jiang Fengyan looked at Qin Yu's departing back and for some reason his heart skipped a beat, causing him to subconsciously grab Qin Yu's arm.
Qin Yu turned around and cast an inquiring look at Jiang Fengyan.
Jiang Fengyan and Qin Yu looked at each other. Even though he really didn't want to ask this question, he couldn't help asking it out of inexplicable panic: "Will you break up with me?"
Qin Yu's body suddenly froze.
In order to allow patients to recover better, the hospital strictly prohibited any noise, resulting in the entire corridor being completely silent. Qin Yu stood in the silent corridor, the blood in his veins gradually coagulated and rushed into his limbs and bones like cold frost.
For a moment, not only did he look at Jiang Fengyan, but he even found it difficult to stand and speak. After a while, he gave Jiang Fengyan an unnatural smile: "What are you thinking about? How could I leave you behind?"
"Don't break up with me."
Jiang Fengyan's tone was very calm, but Qin Yu heard a pleading tone in it. He turned his head away, unable to bear it any longer: "Your mother has a bad heart. The doctor said that if she doesn't treat her with all her strength, she may not live long. Remember what you said, there is still a lot of time, it's not too late to fight for what you want when you are able to face it."
It was a very simple truth, but Jiang Fengyan didn't quite understand it: "So what?"
"So..." Qin Yu turned back and changed his mind after originally planning to leave a note for Jiang Fengyan. "Let's break up."
Jiang Fengyan looked at Qin Yu with his eyes wide open. From the first day he became friends with Qin Yu, he had thought that there would be a day when Qin Yu would personally tell him to break up with him. But when he actually heard it, he felt as if he had sunk into an abyss where there was not a single ray of light, and every muscle and bone was almost broken.
"No one can guarantee the future, and I'm not sure if I can raise the four million." Qin Yu said, "So until everything is settled, let's do this for now."
Jiang Fengyan listened to Qin Yu quietly and suddenly asked, "Do you hate me?"
Qin Yu originally thought that it would take a long time to convince Jiang Fengyan, but he didn't expect Jiang Fengyan to suddenly say this and was silent for a few seconds: "I don't hate it."
How can I hate it when I don't even have time to like it?
"You want to break up with me because you're afraid of wasting my time." Jiang Fengyan tried to find his voice again. His brain worked quickly, and he started thinking from the first word Qin Yu said before breaking up. "You won't waste my time. Can I be friends with you again?"
This question caught Qin Yu off guard. He opened his mouth but couldn't say anything.
"Nothing is more important than your own feelings. Maybe in the eyes of many people, I have invested a lot, but in fact, I am very selfish." Jiang Fengyan's tone was very flat. Perhaps it was because he had experienced the worst situation that there was nothing he dared not say.
"Since that day, I have never asked you if you were willing. If I made you angry, I would just apologize and ask you to continue to stay with me. From the beginning, I only cared about whether I could get you, but you seemed to think I was too naive."
Jiang Fengyan's cold words brought Qin Yu back to reality all of a sudden. His pulse was pounding, and he suddenly realized that the man in front of him had almost full marks in science, and he should have treated others with the most rational side - and that was indeed the case, but when he revealed his most emotional side in front of him, he forgot how rational Jiang Fengyan was.
"I sponsored the four million without authorization, what else do you want to give me?" Jiang Fengyan had never thought of saying these words to Qin Yu. He slowly closed his eyes and said, "I just want to be with you, whether you are willing or not."
Qin Yu looked at Jiang Fengyan, finally sighed, and took a step forward. "You said such decisive words but you are so humble. If I were you, I would slap the man in front of you and tell him not to come back to me crying."
Qin Yu put his hand on Jiang Fengyan's face again, and this time his thoughts were not as heavy as before: "I will leave you for a while, and I will come back to find you when I can afford to support you."
"Can't you let me accompany you?" Seeing that Qin Yu didn't look at him coldly as expected, Jiang Fengyan raised his hand and covered the other's fingers.
"Spend more time with your mother." Qin Yu didn't want to say anything more and took his hand back, "Goodbye."
This time, Qin Yu did not look back and left the hospital decisively.
Jiang Fengyan wanted to chase after him, but stopped when he thought of his mother in the ward. He clenched his hands into fists, and his facial features gradually became frosty.
And this layer of frost never melted after Qin Yu left.
When Jiang Fengyan arrived at the school, he found, as expected, that Qin Yu had left, taking away all his books and draft books, and the dormitory was also empty.
Suddenly, he found himself in the same situation as a year ago. Jiang Fengyan felt numb physically and mentally. He even went to North City without giving up, but he only got the news that Qin Yu had canceled the lease.
Qin Yu left completely, and Jiang Fengyan lost all ways to contact Qin Yu. Even if he looked for Chen Chenan and Gu Chengye, he couldn't get any news about Qin Yu. Jiang Fengyan had to accept the fact that he had to face the big test alone.
Two days later, Chen Lixue was discharged from the hospital.
Jiang Fengyan moved out of the dormitory with a gloomy face, and went home after school. After giving his mobile phone to Chen Lixue, he never asked for it back. He also took the initiative to install a surveillance camera in his room so that Chen Lixue could just look at the surveillance camera whenever she wanted to know what he was doing.
Chen Lixue's control over Jiang Fengyan reached the most thorough level. She was able to know Jiang Fengyan's every move. Jiang Fengyan never talked back to her again. He did whatever she said.
At the same time, Jiang Fengyan also told her his candidate number and password, and would tell her after every exam. Every time he checked his scores, they were very high, even higher than when he was in Beicheng.
Obviously everything was developing in the direction she wanted most, but she had never seen Jiang Fengyan show any emotions again. Sometimes she felt that what she faced every day was just a shell.
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