Chapter 131 The Name is Zhou Wenyuan
"I can buy it myself, just take care of your health." Jiang Fengyan said in a calm voice.
"Yes, you have grown up."
Chen Lixue looked up at Jiang Fengyan, who was about 1.8 meters tall. During his year in college, Jiang Fengyan's facial features had lost the last bit of childishness from his college days. His body stood straight, and he looked cold and aloof.
"What's for dinner? I'll prepare it." Jiang's father could see that Chen Lixue attached great importance to Jiang Fengyan. She had originally looked lifeless, but after seeing Jiang Fengyan, she became more energetic.
Jiang Fengyan: “It’s all right.”
"Go ahead, I want to talk to Feng Yan." Chen Lixue said to Jiang's father.
"Okay." Jiang's father stood up and patted Jiang Fengyan on the shoulder before leaving.
"Which classmate are you going to Shanghai to see?" Chen Lixue asked straight to the point.
Jiang Fengyan lowered his eyes and stared at Chen Lixue, whose face was pale and looked as if she would fall down with a slight breeze. He did not answer but asked first, "What do you think is the purpose of life?"
This question made Chen Lixue stunned, and she answered soon: "To make my life meaningful."
After Chen Lixue learned that she had heart disease, she often thought about this problem, but no matter how she thought about it, she could not let go of Jiang Fengyan, because Jiang Fengyan was the one she raised since he was a child.
"It's to live a better life." Jiang Fengyan said, "From the first time you open your eyes when you are born to the last time you close your eyes after you die, it's just for this journey. No one can walk out of this world alive, so why can't you just let go and do what you want?"
Chen Lixue looked at Jiang Fengyan in silence, and after a long while she said, "Study and career are more important than love."
"Studying and working are for experiencing life, and so is dating. There is no difference between the two in nature, and the so-called 'happiness' is just a psychological effect. If you feel it is worthwhile during the process, then it is right, even if you feel it is wrong afterwards. This 'feeling' does not necessarily mean you have to suffer."
"What do you want to say?"
"I want to say that I'm with Qin Yu, the man you thought was the son of a murderer."
Chen Lixue's face turned pale instantly, with a look of surprise and anger, and the wrinkles on her face showed a bit of sadness due to the passing of time: "Why do you have to be with him?"
"Because only he can lead me out." Jiang Fengyan no longer concealed anything at this moment.
He was about to start school, and he didn't know if he would be able to see Chen Lixue next time he came back. He didn't want to turn his deep love into a shameful emotion. "Without him, I wouldn't be able to hold on until today, because I wanted to leave countless times, and it was because of him that I put down the knife countless times."
"Why do you want to commit suicide?" Chen Lixue was a little emotional. "Are you so mentally fragile? Is it really that difficult to study?"
"Yes, it's very difficult. I'm almost going to die together with it." Jiang Fengyan curled his lips, his face as cold as ice.
Chen Lixue: "Then let me ask you, if you don't want to study, what do you want to do?"
"I want to live." Jiang Fengyan replied, "Studying is important, but what I pursue is also important. I want both."
Chen Lixue's expression showed no sign of backing down: "I stopped you from being with him at that time, but aren't you living well now?"
"I didn't follow him at the door of the ward because of you. I knew you were very uneasy." Jiang Fengyan's face was expressionless, and his voice was calm as he stated, "So I did my best to accompany you for a year. I did everything you wanted me to do. I can't tell if it was for you or for me. Just let me walk the rest of the way on my own."
Chen Lixue's face still had a ferocious expression due to her excitement, but she no longer had the energy to argue with Jiang Fengyan, so she finally gave in and said, "You decide for yourself."
"Take good care of yourself. Nothing can affect your physical and mental health, including me." Jiang Fengyan closed his eyes and said in a deep voice.
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"Someone has invested in our club again, five million!" Liu Qian said to Qin Yu and others during the break.
"Who is it?" Zhong Zelin raised his head from the mobile phone screen and asked subconsciously.
"I don't know him." Liu Qian said, "His name is Zhou Wenyuan."
Qin Yu was looking at the battle record and was about to take a drink of mineral water when he heard the three words "Zhou Wenyuan". He raised his head in disbelief and asked, "Who are you talking about?"
Seeing Qin Yu's strong reaction, Liu Qian repeated his name: "Zhou Wenyuan, Qin Yu, do you know him?"
"I know him." The man walked into the club with a steady voice. He was wearing a black suit and his hair was neatly trimmed. "Qin Yu, long time no see."
Qin Yu looked at Zhou Wenyuan, whom he hadn't seen for more than a year, with a look of surprise. Thinking of Liu Qian's suggestion of investing 5 million, his tone was uncertain but also somewhat excited: "You succeeded?"
"It wasn't going well at first, because the epidemic kept many people at home with nothing to do, and my income suddenly increased, so I took the opportunity to expand the scale, and finally achieved pretty good results." Zhou Wenyuan is no longer as gloomy and taciturn as before, "I do live streaming, and you play e-sports, so it's a good opportunity for us to cooperate."
"Live broadcast?" Qin Yu couldn't imagine Zhou Wenyuan chatting with netizens in front of the camera.
"Originally, I was responsible for finding customers, hiring people to live stream and sell goods, and making profits from it. But in just one year, the income from live broadcast rewards has increased nearly tenfold." Zhou Wenyuan said this while walking in front of Qin Yu, "You are good at playing games, and you have more than 300,000 fans."
Zhou Wenyuan learned from Li Bohan that Qin Yu went to play e-sports. As for Li Bohan, he went to college, but the contact between them became less and less.
Qin Yu smiled and changed the subject: "Chen Chenan was admitted to a public undergraduate program. Thinking back to when the four of us were drinking on the rooftop and imagining our future, it's basically what we wanted."
"Let's get together again if possible." Zhou Wenyuan smiled as he thought of the party that year. "I will pay you back ten times the 50,000 yuan I borrowed from you back then."
"No need to pay it back." Qin Yu never cared about the 50,000 yuan.
"You must pay it back." Zhou Wenyuan said firmly, "Back then, my family called me a loser, and no one looked me in the eye, but you lent me the fifty thousand yuan without hesitation. Without that fifty thousand yuan, I wouldn't be where I am today."
Seeing Zhou Wenyuan's firm attitude, Qin Yu took out his phone and clicked on the payment code: "Then just pay back 50,000, if you still want to be friends."
"I brought 500,000 yuan." Zhou Wenyuan finally laughed unscrupulously, took out his phone and scanned 50,000 yuan for Qin Yu, "I won't disturb your training, let's get together again when we have time."
Qin Yu put away his phone: "Okay, I'll make sure you get your money back."
Zhou Wenyuan waved his hand: "You will be fine."
Qin Yu laughed again and waited until Zhou Wenyuan left before coming back to his senses.
He didn't intend to pursue a career in e-sports from the beginning. He had fantasized many times about getting into the university he wanted and finding his ideal life through a career in politics.
But it's not bad now. At least he has the ability to face the pressure of life on his own, and he has also paid back the one million yuan in child support owed to the Gu family. From now on, all he has to do is strive for a better future and love the people he loves.
The soul is mixed with light, and the heart is looking far away, just like a young boy.
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