Chapter 170 Try to Believe Me
Qin Yu always felt that his life had been very rough. After all, he was born into a family that was killed by his own father. He was beaten and scolded from time to time, but he could openly hate all these things.
But Jiang Fengyan is not like that. He was exploited by his own biological mother. If he hated her openly, he would be accused of being unfilial.
"I'm a little confused about what you like." Qin Yu said slowly, choosing each word by word, "If you want to talk, then say more. If you feel uncomfortable speaking out, don't force yourself. You've just turned twenty years old. You've read more books than others, but you may not understand other things better than others."
Qin Yu didn't say clearly what he wanted to say. Jiang Fengyan didn't want to speak on his own, so he looked at Qin Yu without saying anything.
Qin Yu still chose not to explain it clearly, because he was not sure whether it would expose Jiang Fengyan's scars, so he only gave an example: "When I was a teenager, the Gu family beat me with a belt. I couldn't bear it, so I exaggerated it and ran to complain to Shen Chenan. He joined me in scolding the Gu family. I felt much better at that time."
Jiang Fengyan vaguely knew Qin Yu's intention, thought for a moment and said in a deep voice: "Once in junior high school, I only got 119 points in Chinese, and she slapped me more than ten times..."
As soon as Jiang Fengyan finished speaking, Qin Yu hung up the video call.
[River:? ï¼½
Jiang Fengyan actually regretted saying too much tonight. His original intention was just to let Qin Yu know that he still hated his mother and there was no need for him to go to so much trouble to maintain the relationship between him and his mother, but in the end he took out all his family assets.
Jiang Fengyan began to fear that Qin Yu would find him complicated.
Amidst all the thoughts, Jiang Fengyan finally received Qin Yu's reply three minutes later.
ï¼». : Go to the gate of the community. I want to meet you. ï¼½
It was already very late at night. He and Qin Yu had originally made this video call before going to bed, but he put on his coat without any hesitation at the opportunity to meet Qin Yu, and went downstairs to the gate of the community.
But he didn't see Qin Yu.
[Jiang: I’m here. ］
ï¼». : Wait for me for a few minutes. I will be there soon. ï¼½
Jiang Fengyan knew that Qin Yu lived not far from him, and since there were still a few minutes left, it was likely that he wanted to come over on short notice.
But, why?
All this has passed, and he is not that fragile. What's more, Qin Yu has experienced it himself. He couldn't do anything for Qin Yu, so naturally he didn't need Qin Yu to do anything for him.
The wind was very cool late at night in October. The wind blew from the street, and the leaves collided with each other, making a noticeable "rustling" sound in the quiet night.
Jiang Fengyan was only wearing a thin coat and felt a little cold when the wind blew. He turned his back and looked down at his phone, waiting for Qin Yu to reply to his message.
At the same time, he was flipping through his previous chat records with Qin Yu.
I don’t know how long I looked at it, but a [New Message] prompt appeared in the lower right corner of the screen, and Jiang Fengyan tapped it with his finger.
ï¼». :Where are you? ï¼½
Jiang Fengyan raised his head and looked around, and finally saw Qin Yu wearing a black windbreaker under the street light.
Qin Yu also saw Jiang Fengyan at this time and walked over quickly.
"Why did you suddenly come here today..."
Before Jiang Fengyan could finish his words, Qin Yu reached out and hugged him.
"Qin Yu." Jiang Fengyan let Qin Yu hold him in a daze.
Qin Yu somewhat lost control and pulled Jiang Fengyan into his arms, trying to feel the warmth of his body through the thin fabric: "I'm sorry."
He had thought a lot while taking a taxi here.
He remembered the several times when Jiang Fengyan chose him, but he pushed the other party to Chen Lixue without hesitation; he remembered that for Chen Lixue's sake he chose to avoid Jiang Fengyan.
Even though Jiang Fengyan didn't know why Qin Yu suddenly apologized, he didn't need Qin Yu to say this: "No matter what you do, you don't have to apologize to me."
However, Jiang Fengyan's words were like a slash of swords, causing all his internal organs to ache violently: "Jiang Fengyan, can you please treat yourself as a human being?"
From the time he met Jiang Fengyan until now, no matter what happened, Jiang Fengyan always acted as if nothing had happened. Every time he had to ask Jiang Fengyan before he would utter a word.
All kinds of thoughts flooded into Qin Yu's mind. Suddenly, he seemed to have thought of something. He pulled Jiang Fengyan out of his arms with a sullen face, and rolled up Jiang Fengyan's sleeves without saying a word. Only after he found that there were no knife marks on his arm did he feel relieved.
Jiang Fengyan had been letting Qin Yu do what he wanted. When he knew the purpose of Qin Yu's actions, his expression became complicated: "After my eighteenth birthday, I haven't cut my arm with a knife again."
"Tell me whatever happens, and don't hurt yourself." Qin Yu held Jiang Fengyan tightly, "Try to trust me. I may not be so incompetent."
Jiang Fengyan didn't know how to tell Qin Yu that it was all over, so after thinking about it, he just left Qin Yu alone.
The hug lasted until Qin Yu felt cold. It was then that he noticed that Jiang Fengyan was wearing very little. He frowned, thinking that it was getting late. "Go back to sleep. I'll come to see you tomorrow."
How could Jiang Fengyan be willing to leave Qin Yu when he met him now? "I will sleep with you tonight."
Qin Yu subconsciously thought that Jiang Fengyan's family would be worried. After meeting Jiang Fengyan's eyes that were so clear that no trace of impurities could be seen, he was in a trance for a moment and recalled again what Jiang Fengyan had said to him not long ago.
At this moment, Qin Yu frowned and couldn't help but have some distracting thoughts.
The streets were very quiet at night. A nearby street lamp emitted a dim yellow light. Jiang Fengyan stood with his back to the light, and his upright facial features were partially hidden in the darkness, adding a sense of mystery, which was particularly intriguing in Qin Yu's eyes.
He moved his lips and finally explained, "When I went out to play with my friends, their parents would immediately pull them away and tell them to stay away from me. There was one person who wanted to play with me even though his parents dissuaded him. Because of this, he often quarreled with his parents."
Qin Yu has been living in such an environment, so he subconsciously believes that no parents would be willing to let their children accompany them. This is also the reason why he has been avoiding Jiang Fengyan's parents.
"No one can make me stay away from you, and my mother won't say that anymore." Jiang Fengyan looked into Qin Yu's eyes and said seriously, "Qin Yu, the relationship I want to have with you is something that can be seen by everyone. There's no need to deliberately hide it from anyone."
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