Chapter 54 What's That Expression?
Qin Yu actually doesn't like others to consider him, which is why every time Shen Chenan and the others mentioned him, he wanted to change the subject immediately.
The reason why he agreed to be friends with Jiang Fengyan so easily was because Jiang Fengyan had paid so much for him. He couldn't even imagine how cruel he had to be to himself to fall from first in the grade to last, so he felt that he had to do something for Jiang Fengyan.
But during the more than half a month they had been together, he found that the other party was extremely rational. No matter what thoughts he had when facing the other party, he would be seen through in a very short time.
For example, now, he has clearly emphasized many times that he will not go back to school, but the other party is so sure that he will go back.
How could someone with this kind of personality do something so crazy?
"The national KPL e-sports competition will be held in March, and registration will be completed at the end of February. By then, I will be exactly 100 years old, and I need to get into the top three." Qin Yu sighed and told everything, "If I get it, I will go back."
Jiang Fengyan nodded after listening to it: "I will help you organize the practice papers sent by the school. If you have any questions, you can ask me at any time."
Qin Yu was stunned when he heard this, and stopped what he was doing: "I thought you would ask, what if you don't get it?"
Jiang Fengyan said without hesitation: "You can definitely do it."
Qin Yu was amused by Jiang Fengyan's words: "What if we really don't make it to the top three?"
"I'll think about it when the time comes." Jiang Fengyan replied straightforwardly.
Until now, Qin Yu had to admit that Jiang Fengyan's idea was correct. After all, wasting time thinking about the consequences of failure was meaningless except for internal friction.
"You don't need to help me sort it out. I know what suits me." Qin Yu replied, "As for this matter, don't tell anyone."
Jiang Fengyan: "Okay."
Even if Qin Yu didn't say it, he wouldn't tell anyone else.
"I still have training, you should go to bed early." Qin Yu had finished a game and felt that it was about time. "Milk can help you sleep, make some for yourself before going to bed, drink less coffee and other stimulants, and have a good rest."
Jiang Fengyan listened quietly to Qin Yu's instructions, and all the coldness in his limbs was instantly dispelled by these two sentences.
He nodded to Qin Yu: "Okay."
After hanging up the video call, Jiang Fengyan held the phone and couldn't come back to his senses, with Qin Yu's hand all in his mind.
Five minutes later, he put down his phone and ordered a takeaway for the first time ever. There was only one item in the takeaway - a cup of hot milk.
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"Why did you tell this to others? I thought you would keep it secret." Liu Qian was not far from Qin Yu and heard their conversation very clearly, but he did not interrupt out of politeness.
The special effects of the skills used by the heroes on the computer screen changed, and various colors of light were projected on Qin Yu's face, making him look particularly cold. He no longer looked as gentle as he had just been when talking to Jiang Fengyan: "Just mentioned it casually."
"That may not be the case." Liu Qian noticed Qin Yu's obvious change in mood and said depressedly, "Why is your attitude towards your friends and your deskmate so different?"
"Maybe he has a face that makes it hard for me to lose my temper." After Qin Yu finished his reply, he recalled how Jiang Fengyan looked in front of him and answered Liu Qian's question seriously for once. "He always puts himself in a very low position. I can't always talk to him in a condescending tone, right? Then I really take myself too seriously."
"Okay, okay, I don't understand you young people." Liu Qian is open-minded and has a strong ability to accept things. He doesn't think there is anything wrong with Qin Yu making friends. After all, everyone has to make a living, and how they choose to live is other people's business.
Qin Yu's concise summary: "You treat those who treat you well, do you understand?"
Liu Qian suddenly realized: "Why didn't you say that earlier... What's that expression on your face?"
Qin Yu frowned and stared at the computer screen with a complicated expression: "It doesn't seem to be the case."
He had always believed that friendship was something so illusory that he would never be able to touch it again. But for some reason, his heartbeat quickened when he spoke to Jiang Fengyan. Just now, he felt a tightness in his chest when he heard Jiang Fengyan's hoarse and dull voice: "It seems like we can really try to make some friends."
"What are you talking about?" Liu Qian looked at Qin Yu in surprise. "Aren't you already friends with him? How can you tell the difference between real and fake?"
"I didn't put my heart into it before." Qin Yu controlled the hero to kill into the opponent's jungle and took the first blood. "He is one of the few people who let me speak my true thoughts, and he is rational enough."
Being rational enough seemed to mean never getting entangled, as the flickering computer light shone into Qin Yu's eyes.
Qin Yu blinked his eyes, thinking that making friends with Jiang Fengyan seemed like a good idea.
The training lasted until the early morning. Qin Yu rubbed his temple and then he realized the message Jiang Fengyan sent him a few hours ago.
It's a picture.
The milky white liquid was in a transparent plastic cup with a label on it. The word "milk" could be seen on it. Next to it was an exercise paper with some faint handwriting on it. It must have been the takeaway that he picked up while he was practicing.
It was just a very simple picture, Jiang Fengyan didn’t even add any words to it, but Qin Yu felt inexplicably soft in his heart just by looking at it.
At the same time, he felt something in his heart was collapsing rapidly, invading along the nerves and blood, and the indifference he had portrayed on the outside crumbled away. It was not until it penetrated into his pupils that he realized what it was.
He first replied to Jiang Fengyan with a message "Sweet dreams", then opened the browser and started searching "how to make friends with people".
Qin Yu walked towards the rental house while looking at various techniques on the browser. When he reached the door, he put away his phone, took out the key and opened the door.
After entering the house and isolating himself from all the noise outside, Qin Yu sat on the sofa in the living room and lost himself in thought.
He took half a day off yesterday afternoon to visit his mother at the cemetery, and later went to the police station to visit his biological father.
The father who had been in jail for nine years was no longer as domineering and cruel as before, and looked like an ordinary parent.
During the visit, he did not ask his father whether he regretted killing him, nor did he ask him how he was doing recently. Instead, he said, "Today is Mid-Autumn Festival, I came to see you."
When he finished saying this, he saw the obvious expression on his father's face, with a little surprise and surprise, his eyes fell on him through the thick glass window: "Xiao Yu..."
"Don't call me that." No matter how much he hated his father, he couldn't look him in the face, so he turned away and said, "You burned my arm with a cigarette that year, and the scar is still there, and unless something unexpected happens, it will be there for the rest of my life."
After he said this, he left the police station without looking back, ignoring the gaze behind him that seemed to see through him.
Many people say that youth is the most carefree time in life, but he felt that even his steps were so heavy.
Just when he was exhausted physically and mentally and felt that the whole world was an illusion, Jiang Fengyan sent him a message: "Are you busy? ］
Through those three words, he could even imagine Jiang Fengyan's expression when he said this. It was hard to describe what that feeling was, but he only knew that his body and mind were no longer so cold.
So he took a taxi back to the club, and only replied "in training" after playing a game with Liu Qian and others.
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