Chapter 97 My Heart Hurts Too
"There are only two of us at home. Sooner or later, I will leave you. When the time comes, you will be the only one left at home. How are you going to live?" This time, Jiang Fengyan did not avoid the question and spoke frankly.
"Just focus on your studies, why are you thinking about these things?" Chen Lixue said in a cold tone, "If you spent all this time on studying, would you only get third place in the exam?"
The topic suddenly shifted to study. Jiang Fengyan's face suddenly turned cold, but when he thought of the two reports in the room, he managed to calm down and tried to have a good talk with Chen Lixue: "I think it will be no problem to apply to any university in the country. You don't have to interfere with me."
Jiang Fengyan tried his best to sound non-aggressive, but Chen Lixue thought that Jiang Fengyan thought she was meddling too much: "You mean, you're an adult now, and you've grown up, right?"
Although Chen Lixue's words were sharp, Jiang Fengyan wanted to say something similar to Chen Lixue, so he simply continued, "I know what I should do, just take care of yourself."
"Do you know what you should do?" Chen Lixue thought that Jiang Fengyan's words showed his distrust and discrimination against her. "I'm your mother. Will what I do harm you?"
Jiang Fengyan had heard Chen Lixue say this many times, but he was not going to compromise this time: "I saw the documents on your desk. You have a heart attack."
Chen Lixue was stunned. After realizing what Jiang Fengyan said, she became angry and said, "Who told you to go to my room without permission?"
Jiang Fengyan has always respected privacy. Even if her cell phone is placed openly on the table, Jiang Fengyan will not lower his head to look at it. That is why she usually does not lock the door of her room.
Jiang Fengyan couldn't speak for the reason, but it didn't matter in the current situation: "If you really want to do this for my own good, then go get treatment. I don't need you to worry about me."
Chen Lixue is less than 40 years old. The incompleteness of her family and her self-isolation have kept her in a rather gloomy state for many years. Apart from her aunt, Chen Lixue has no other social life, which causes her every move to be magnified in front of her. If she is not careful, Chen Lixue will feel uneasy, anxious, and even suffer from insomnia.
Jiang Fengyan is not a saint. He also has joys and sorrows. He also resented that all his actions were restricted by Chen Lixue. It was not until he realized that his resistance would cause Chen Lixue to be emotionally unstable that he gradually restrained himself.
But as it stands now, no matter how much he listens to Chen Lixue, he will not change Chen Lixue's mind.
"Besides, you probably don't want me to become like you." Jiang Fengyan looked straight into Chen Lixue's eyes and spoke word by word.
The anger on Chen Lixue's face was distorted by Jiang Fengyan's words. She suddenly couldn't stand. When Jiang Fengyan reached out to support her, she pushed him away and held the handle of the chair beside her: "There is a bottle of medicine in the desk drawer in the room. Bring it over."
Upon hearing this, Jiang Fengyan immediately walked quickly to the room and saw a bottle of medicine in the drawer. He only glanced at the name of the medicine and handed it to Chen Lixue. He also poured a glass of water for Chen Lixue from the living room.
Chen Lixue took a sip of water and swallowed the medicine stuck in her throat. She closed her eyes and began to calm her breathing. She waited until the pain in her heart eased a little before opening her eyes: "What do you mean by the same as me?"
Chen Lixue never believed in any mental illness. To her, there was nothing wrong with her thoughts. Even if there were problems, those thoughts were just thoughts. However, she did not expect that what she despised the most would become the most influential factor in her life and health.
"You've lost a lot of heart blood because of overthinking." Jiang Fengyan paused for a moment, "My heart also hurts."
The air seemed to freeze. Chen Lixue stared at Jiang Fengyan in a daze, opening and closing her mouth but unable to utter a word.
"There is still a long way to go in life. When I pass the postgraduate entrance examination and find a boyfriend, I will bring him back to show you." Jiang Fengyan said slowly, "Before that, you have to cure your heart."
Jiang Fengyan's words made Chen Lixue think. He realized that Jiang Fengyan was actually almost at an age where he could start a family and build a career. He could get into college, graduate from college, get married, have children, start a family and build a career. There was indeed a lot of time in his life.
"Jiang Fengyan." Chen Lixue seemed to have made up her mind and no longer had the anger she had before. "The doctor said that I need to undergo psychological treatment away from the outside world for a period of time. You are now at the most important stage of your college life, and I'm afraid I'll miss it."
"There are still more than a hundred days left. I haven't finished the exams when you come back." Jiang Fengyan said, "And I promise you that I will score above 700 points every time."
Chen Lixue hesitated, looking at Jiang Fengyan's face, which had lost its childishness and became more mature and fierce, and finally nodded: "Okay, I'll go get treatment, you concentrate on your studies, don't mess around with anything else."
"Yeah." Jiang Fengyan was actually implementing a delaying tactic. He would not disclose the fact that he was in a relationship with Chen Lixue for the time being. He just wanted Chen Lixue to receive treatment with peace of mind.
The heart is the most important organ in the human body. Once damaged, it is difficult to recover. The pain it brings will accompany you throughout your life and may even threaten your life.
The two of them finished their meal in peace, and there was no quarrel in the next two days. However, Chen Lixue's gaze towards Jiang Fengyan became more and more serious. Jiang Fengyan knew that Chen Lixue was worried about him, so he calmly let Chen Lixue stare at him.
On the sixth day of the Lunar New Year, the day before Jiang Fengyan started school, Chen Lixue packed her luggage and prepared to go out before she said to Jiang Fengyan, "I'm going to the Chuanhai District Hospital for treatment. I'll find you an auntie who can cook for you when you come back on the weekend."
"No, I can cook for myself." Jiang Fengyan said to Chen Lixue, "You can trust me completely without any doubt."
Chen Lixue hesitated for a second, but finally nodded: "Okay, if you encounter anything you can't handle, send me a message."
"Well, just think about how to keep your body healthy."
After saying the last sentence, Chen Lixue dragged her suitcase out of the rental house, but after a few steps she couldn't help but look back at Jiang Fengyan. Jiang Fengyan didn't move and stood there until Chen Lixue went down the stairs before returning to the rental house.
At this time, a text message was received on the mobile phone.
[On February 10, 2019, 13:41, RMB 3,626,700.00 was transferred into your account with the last digit 0019. The current balance is RMB 4,067,300.00. ］
Jiang Fengyan looked at the balance with a normal expression. He found a name in the address book, clicked on it, edited a message and sent it.
[Jiang: Please help me sponsor 4 million to the GAD Club. Please write your own name as the sponsor. ］
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