In her previous life, she had no love during her marriage with Gu Juncheng, and even felt only annoyance for a long time. Later, when Gu Juncheng passed away, she was shocked and lost. She also had regrets and remorse in the long years of her life, but she had never been deeply sad because of Gu Juncheng.
At that time, what she was most worried about was what kind of trouble her brother would cause her, what her mother would buy, and how to continue her business.
But as her business grew, she overcame these obstacles step by step, until finally, her nephew pulled out her oxygen tube...
Throughout her life, all her sufferings were brought to her by her mother's family. However, she had been angry, disappointed, desperate and regretful about those things, but they had never made her sad. She had never experienced the so-called needle-like pain in her previous life.
After being reborn, she thought she was even more invulnerable.
She no longer agreed to her parents' demands; when someone bullied her at work, she faced the challenge head-on; when she met a scumbag at school, she found a way to fight back; when someone bullied her, she dragged her axe forward to chop...
She thought she had nothing to be afraid of. She thought that Gu Juncheng would always be behind her to support her. She thought that her entire life was firmly in her own hands.
However, she missed a variable - her feelings towards Gu Juncheng had changed.
Only those who have no love are fearless.
Once there is love in your heart, you have a soft spot, and that is the most hurtful thing.
Because of love, there is pain...
From the moment she was reborn, she trusted Gu Juncheng unconditionally. Even when he was hospitalized in the provincial capital and the daughter of his former leader fell in love with him, all she thought was that if she separated from him, he would be better, so she let go.
Because, at that time, she really made up for it to him out of guilt, and all she wanted was for him to live a better life than in his previous life.
But they have withstood such tests. From now on, nothing can knock them down.
She didn't expect that Chen Xia, who had never appeared in the previous life, had such a strong presence in this life.
But she didn't know when she had fallen in love with Gu Juncheng.
And when you fall in love with and trust someone wholeheartedly, and are betrayed, the pain becomes even greater.
Lin Qingping was lying on the bed, and could clearly feel the dull pain in her heart, which was like a sponge soaked up with water, expanding little by little, making it hard for her to breathe.
Gu Juncheng came back after taking a shower.
She closed her eyes and heard him approaching again, with a faint mist, and he lay down.
Her back was facing away from him, she endured it, and held on without moving, but she felt him coming closer, holding her in his arms, pulling her into his arms, the scent of soap enveloping her whole body.
She suddenly felt very uncomfortable, even nauseous.
I can't pretend to sleep anymore!
She struggled to free her hand from his.
"Did I wake you up?" he said, and loosened his hand.
"Yeah." She responded lightly and continued to close her eyes.
"What's wrong? Are you feeling unwell?" He reached out and touched her forehead.
She suddenly remembered the time when Chen Xia stuffed the donkey roll into his hand, and pushed his hand away, "No."
"Zhiyuan said you fell asleep as soon as you came back, so you really didn't feel unwell." His hand finally fell on the back of her neck and felt her body temperature.
She immediately stepped away from him, keeping a distance from him to avoid being touched by him.
"What's wrong?" He finally sensed something unusual.
Lin Qingping thought for a moment and asked him, "Are you busy recently?"
"Yeah," he said, "very busy indeed."
Lin Qingping felt a chill in her heart. She wanted to sneer, but couldn't. She just continued to ask him, "You haven't been home for a long time. Are you so busy on weekends? Are you so busy every weekend?"
She had hinted it very clearly. She didn't know what he was busy with every weekend before, but last weekend, he was busy buying clothes for Chen Xia, and this weekend, just today, he went to see Chen Xia.
She held on to her last glimmer of hope and wanted to hear what he had to say.
His voice sounded calmly behind her, "Yes, I'm very busy with training and research, and I can't find time on weekends. I finally have some free time today, so I asked for leave."
The bitterness in Lin Qingping's eyes could no longer be controlled.
She buried her face in the pillow and wiped the moisture from the corners of her eyes. It turned out that when he lied, he was so calm and so realistic.
"Have you eaten? Sister Zhao in the kitchen should still be heating up the food." She didn't know how she could ask this question so calmly, even though she was clearly feeling bitterness in her heart.
"have eaten."
"Where did you eat?" Lin Qingping felt that she was asking a question even though she already knew the answer. He definitely wouldn't say that he ate with Chen Xia.
Sure enough, he said, "In the school cafeteria."
Lin Qingping was completely silent.
"Lin Qingping?" he called her.
She didn't agree.
"Are you asleep?" he asked again.
"Yeah." She was a little worried that he was going to do something intimate with her. She felt uncomfortable and it was impossible for her to have close contact with him again. Now, even if he touched her skin, she felt resistant.
Of course, it is also possible that she was overthinking it, and the other person might not want to have anything to do with her at all.
He stopped talking.
For the first time, the room fell into deathly silence.
The two of them had always been apart more than together, and they were still young at that time. Every time he came home, was he not passionate and enthusiastic?
But that night, nothing happened.
She lay on her side with her back to him, while he slept outside, very properly.
However, the quilt was still filled with the strong smell of the soap he used. His breathing, deep and shallow, was magnified countless times in her ears. When he occasionally turned over, he would still touch her skin.
When his leg brushed her calf again, she sat up suddenly, stepped over him and walked out.
"Where are you going?" He grabbed her hand.
"I'm going to sleep in my second sister's room." She shook off his hand.
"Why?" He was not stupid. He had already noticed that something was wrong with Lin Qingping tonight. Now she wanted to sleep in a separate room from him?
"You're snoring!" She rushed out of the room, quickly went to her second sister's room and closed the door.
Gu Juncheng was stunned. He didn’t snore normally. Even if he did, he wasn’t asleep at all. How could he snore?
That night, both of them tossed and turned.
When Lin Qingping woke up the next day, her eyes were swollen. When she was brushing her teeth, she suddenly felt like vomiting when she smelled the toothpaste.
She lay over the sink, retching.
Gu Juncheng's voice suddenly rang out from the bathroom door, "Lin Qingping, what's wrong with you?"
She raised her head, rinsed her mouth quickly, wiped her face, and tried to go downstairs past him, but he grabbed her and said, "Lin Qingping, go to the hospital!"
As he spoke, he stared at her belly.
She understood what he meant and finally sneered, "You don't suspect that I'm pregnant, do you? How long have you not been back? Even if I'm pregnant, it can't be yours!"
"Lin Qingping!"
She heard him roar.
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