Lin Qingping was stunned by the question. He touched Zhiyuan's head, smiled faintly at him, and shook his head slowly.
It’s just that this smile is extremely bleak.
Of course she wasn't mad at him...
At the beginning, she was angry and didn't understand the truth. When did she start to doubt?
He said he came back once in seven or eight years ago.
She remembered her mother-in-law Liu Fen saying that when Chen Xia got married, he was on a mission outside and no one in the family dared to tell him. They kept it a secret from him and he never came back from beginning to end.
In this case, either the mother-in-law is lying or Gu Juncheng is lying.
She wasn't sure who was lying.
However, when she asked him the question "Have you been back in the past seven or eight years?", he actually wanted to send Chen Xia away to answer.
Why do we need to send them away?
She was skeptical in her heart, of course, that was all she could do.
Later, he wanted to divorce her.
Before the divorce, he came to the school to see her and insisted on walking with her on the playground.
Of course, it can be understood that he felt guilty towards her and wanted to see her more often. It can even be understood that he had feelings for her and Chen Xia, but he chose Chen Xia.
Especially when he let her step on her shoulders and crawl into the dormitory, the light she saw in his eyes was no different from when they were at their best.
But at this moment, she was still just suspicious.
This is their fifth year...
But she was not sure. After all, many things had changed after her rebirth.
But no matter which possibility it was, as long as he felt that divorce was the best option for them, then she would divorce and she would cooperate...
What really confirmed her suspicions and guesses was the day when Gu Youlian's house was robbed and she opened the letter...
The suicide note that was written to her in the previous life was not given to her in this life, but to Gu Youlian.
The letter read: Sister, I am not sure whether I will live or die. I have divorced Lin Qingping. Whether I come back or not, let her come and go as she pleases. There is no need to tell her the truth. Let her hate me. Hatred is easier for her to get rid of than love.
At that time, she held the letter in her hands and cried her heart out.
No wonder Gu Youlian has been setting up "obstacles" between her and Liang Jiaqi recently. She is waiting for her brother to come back, and she still wants to leave a way out for her brother. If he returns, at least her brother still has the possibility of reconciling with Lin Qingping.
Ever since she read the letter, she has been living in anxiety every day.
She originally thought that she would be able to rewrite her fate after a rebirth. She had never been so unconfident as she is now. She could change many things, except life and death. She had no control over them...
In her previous life, she had never had a happy moment with Gu Juncheng. She hated him so much that she had no regrets when he left. But in this life, she said that she couldn't live without him...
So, did he just cut himself out of her life early on?
However, she still longed for him to push open the door one morning or one night, with his skin tanned and covered in dust, and smile at her and say to her: Lin Qingping, I'm back.
She circled it on the calendar.
Zhiyuan asked her what day it was.
She couldn't tell Zhiyuan that this was the day his father Gu died in his previous life.
The reason she remembered it was because in her long life, she had been struggling alone, with no family member truly supporting her, and no family member caring whether she was tired or in pain.
One year, she suddenly thought of him, went to his grave, and brought him a bouquet of white chrysanthemums.
That day, she sat in front of his grave for a long time and said a lot of things.
Her grievances, her hardships, the injustices she encountered, the difficulties and humiliations she encountered in her fair competition among a group of men, fighting for her own place...
She couldn't tell these words to anyone, not even Zhiyuan.
A person's mental state is like a container, filled with various emotions. Good emotions are easy to evaporate, but bad emotions accumulate. When they can no longer contain them, they will overflow and the person will not be able to bear it.
But that day, she poured out all her bad emotions without any scruples or fears. It wasn't because of her deep feelings for Gu Juncheng, but because he was no longer around anyway.
Later, she found out that people on the Internet called this a tree hole.
She poured everything she couldn't tell anyone into the tree hole and buried it. When she stood up again, she was resurrected with full blood.
Later, Gu Juncheng became her tree hole.
She saw his birth and death years written on the tombstone that day.
So, I will remember this day clearly.
Every time this day came, she would bring a bouquet of white chrysanthemums, and sometimes a bottle of wine, talk in front of his name, drink some wine, and then go home to face all the storms and prosperity.
In this life, the day she had remembered for many years had not yet arrived.
She wanted to delete that page from her calendar.
But, it didn't work.
She could only circle it on the calendar and pray every day, hoping that one day, someone would be safe and every day would be safe.
She never goes to worship Buddha, but this year she decided to burn the first incense, hoping to keep him safe.
Now, he is back before that date.
She didn't know whether she should cry or laugh, or maybe cry and laugh at the same time...
He is still alive.
This is the best news.
However, he was seriously injured, so seriously that Lin Qingping sat outside the operating room from ten o'clock for the operation, and the door of the operating room was not opened until dawn the next day.
At that time, the doctor's passage and the patient's passage in the hospital were not separated.
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