She had always used money to exchange for family affection in her previous life.
She once thought she had gotten it, because every time she gave out a large sum of money, her mother would smile and treat her very well, saving hot soup and tea for her. Her brother would also call her sister affectionately and solemnly assured her that her nephews and nieces would be her dearest children in this life...
Yes, they are indeed her own children. She treats them as her own children...
But, wasn't she reborn?
Why did I return to this scene from my previous life?
She was floating in the air and saw herself coming back from the hospital to get medicine. She was lying on the bed. Her mother was making porridge and soup for her. Her brother was standing by and was getting annoyed. "Mom, go ask her for money! I need it urgently! Why are you still making porridge? By the time you finish, the day lily will be cold!"
"Fool!" her mother said to her brother, "If you don't treat her better, how can you make her take out more money?"
Her brother disagreed, "She has no children, and no man, so won't her money belong to me sooner or later?"
There was a kid playing next to her brother. When he heard this, he immediately stood up and shouted, "Auntie's money will be mine from now on!"
Her mother covered the child's mouth with her hand and said, "Grandpa, please keep your voice down! You must not let your aunt hear this!"
Lin Qingping was floating in the air, feeling amused. So, they were calculating her money at this time? She hadn't even earned any money at this time...
But, how can I laugh?
A smile, but my heart is filled with bitterness.
She floated out.
But I don’t know where to go.
She has no home, no relatives, where can she go?
She returned to herself, sat on the bed, and wanted to say to herself at that time, "Lin Qingping, you have to love yourself well, because no one in this world loves you. Your mother doesn't love you, your brother doesn't love you, and no one loves you..."
As she spoke, she started to cry.
She sobbed and felt her tears streaming down her face.
When Gu Juncheng came back from buying food, he heard soft sobbing.
He walked over quickly and saw the person lying on the bed with tears all over his face.
He put down the lunch box in his hand and called her softly, "Lin Qingping?"
She didn't wake up, but closed her eyes and mumbled in her sleep, "Lin Qingping, no one in this world loves you, no one loves you..."
He was stunned.
He reached out and gently stroked her cheek, his fingers quickly soaked with tears.
"Lin Qingping..." He called again, leaned down, and gently touched her forehead, "Lin Qingping, I'm back, wake up, okay? Get up and eat something."
Lin Qingping didn't know whether she had returned to her previous life or was still in a dream. She sat next to her sick self in her previous life and seemed to hear Gu Juncheng's voice. He was talking to her, telling her to wake up and get up to eat.
She doesn't want to go back...
Gu Juncheng doesn't like her anymore!
Then she doesn’t want Gu Jun anymore!
Gu Juncheng saw that Lin Qingping's tears were flowing even more. Because she had a fever, her whole face was red and she looked pitiful. She was still murmuring in her dream, "No, I won't go back. I don't like Gu Juncheng. I don't want to go back and see him... I don't want... I don't want him anymore..."
Gu Juncheng's hand that was stroking her cheek paused slightly, and his pupils seemed to spasm.
Because of her illness, her voice was hoarse, and when she spoke these words in a hoarse voice, it felt like scraping against my heart, causing me to feel a tight pain...
"It's okay if you don't like me," he whispered, "but you have to get better."
"I'm fine... As long as Gu Juncheng doesn't show up again, I'll be fine..." When Lin Qingping said this, her heart was filled with pain. However, it was precisely because she didn't want to feel this pain anymore that she didn't want to see him again...
Gu Juncheng didn't wake Lin Qingping up after all.
A patient was delirious with fever and talking nonsense. There was no way he could wake up.
But, perhaps, nonsense is also the truth...
Her last words were, "Lin Qingping, I'll stay here with you, okay? We love ourselves, we don't love anyone else, and we don't need anyone to love us anymore."
After that, he fell into a deep sleep without any sound.
Lin Qingping woke up again. It was already night. She was in a daze, as if she had been through a journey in her previous life. She couldn't tell whether she was dead or alive.
Until he lowered his head and saw the man with a buzz cut lying beside his bed.
She sighed and came back.
Just this one sigh actually woke him up.
As soon as he looked up, the first thing he did was to touch her forehead.
Cool.
He breathed a sigh of relief, "Lin Qingping, your fever has subsided."
She knew that her body was sweaty and looked like she had just been fished out of the water, which meant her fever must have gone down.
This was the experience she gained from raising her brother's children in her previous life.
At that time, she treated her brother's children as her own. Her brother's wife was in poor health and her brother didn't care about anything, so she treated the children as her own, taking care of their diapers and toilet. When the children were sick, she stayed up all night to take care of them. She could tell when the children had a fever and when they had subsided without even taking their temperatures.
"You're sweating a lot!" Gu Juncheng's hand, which touched her forehead, was wet.
Lin Qingping: …
Okay, here comes the problem again.
"I won't wipe it, it will dry in a while." She spoke stubbornly in a hoarse voice.
Gu Juncheng: …
"Lin Qingping, please stop being so willful, okay?" He tried to soften his voice. "I don't have any other ideas. I just want to take good care of you. If you don't want to see me, get better soon. When you get better, I'll disappear."
Lin Qingping: …
It’s better not to say this, it makes people feel so uncomfortable!
"If you want to disappear, disappear now." She twisted her neck and didn't look in his direction. "There's a saying, I don't know if you've heard it before, that a qualified ex should be like dead."
He was silent.
Lin Qingping actually regretted it right after she finished saying it. She shouldn't have copied this sentence. In his profession, the most taboo thing is the word "death". Even if her relationship with him is over, she really doesn't want him to sacrifice. He may not be a good husband, but he is definitely a good soldier.
She was about to apologize when she heard him say quietly, "If I die, who will save you?"
"Gu Juncheng, no one can always wait for others to rescue them. I'm lucky that you saved me this time, but you can't always appear by my side by chance." She still felt guilty because of her own slip of the tongue, and her attitude was no longer so tough. "Anyway, thank you for saving me this time. Also, I take back what I just said, Gu Juncheng, listen, you won't die."
Yes, the dark day when she drew circles has passed, and he has really survived the gates of hell this time.
He smiled and said, "Everyone will die."
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