Chapter 21 Knowing it is impossible but still doing it
Xie Yuchen started his morning run at 6:50, but when he entered the dance studio at 7:10, it was dark and there was no one in the empty dance studio.
Xie Yuchen stood in front of the dance mirror but did not start practicing dancing, and his doubts deepened.
His habit of jogging in the morning actually came from the fact that every time he came to the dance studio, he would see people practicing dancing inside.
Su Qiyan always comes earlier than him.
Taking various factors into consideration, Xie Yuchen would go to the dance studio after his morning run. This way he would not have to be alone with Su Qiyan, and other trainees would come to the dance studio to practice dancing with them before long.
At 7:30, Su Qiyan must have already started practicing.
But it is Su Qiyan who is diligent, and it has nothing to do with the lazy Luo Wei.
He got up early today for the first time in his life and arrived at the dance studio at 7:20 to meet Xie Yuchen.
"Baby Yuchen, mom is here!"
After he blurted out this, he remembered that he was Su Qiyan.
He quickly imitated Su Qiyan's usual deadpan manner and put on a gentle and humble look to make amends.
"Ahem, Yuchen, good morning."
Why are you here so early? Have you eaten yet?
Lovey stopped talking and calmed down to think about whether he was too enthusiastic.
He couldn't help but feel annoyed because fans can't contain their excitement when they see their idols.
Well, you can't blame him.
Su Qiyan is bad and Luo Wei is good, that must be the case.
"Good morning." Xie Yuchen replied to him. Although it was only one word, his eyes faded from coldness and returned to the gentleness that Luo Wei was familiar with.
That is the tenderness that Xie Yuchen shows towards his fans.
"Let's get started."
"Your injury..." Luo Wei couldn't help but remind him.
I started dancing the next day after my back injury relapsed. How could I do this?
Xie Yuchen paused as he connected his phone to the Bluetooth speaker, then looked up at Luo Wei.
"I took the medicine."
Luo Wei wanted to persuade him further, but before he could open his mouth, he heard the second half of Xie Yuchen's sentence.
“I’m not dancing today.”
Before Lowe even started to feel happy, something that made him unhappy came.
"You dance."
Lowe gritted his teeth, but ultimately failed to exonerate himself.
As long as he uses Su Qiyan's body, he can't escape dancing.
It’s better to face it calmly.
Su Qiyan's dancing skills have regressed, so what.
You can curse as much as you like, your dad, I've seen all kinds of exciting and famous scenes.
Xie Yuchen drooped his eyelashes slightly, searched for the playlist on his phone, and finally walked out.
Before ordering the song, he informed Luo Wei about the first dance he would be doing today - Su Qiyan's famous song when he was a trainee.
Luo Wei shuddered when he heard this. There were four famous scenes during the third generation of trainees.
Xie Yuchen sang and danced and looked back.
Yu Yize was crying and furious.
Yin Hang covered his face and smiled.
And now this——
Su Qiyan dances alone in white.
As one of the only two famous scenes of singing and dancing, Su Qiyan can naturally dance this dance skillfully.
But Love didn't even know the dance moves.
Seeing Luo Wei silent, Xie Yuchen raised his eyebrows and asked: "I will teach you how to dance?"
"No, wait for me five minutes."
"how?"
Lowe almost gritted his teeth.
"I'm going to the bathroom."
Luo Wei left resolutely. Xie Yuchen stayed alone in the dance studio, looking at the door that Luo Wei closed with a gloomy look in his eyes.
He seemed to be very close to the truth.
Five minutes had passed and Luo Wei hadn't come back yet. Xie Yuchen was not in a hurry, but just waited quietly.
He was looking forward to the next dance.
Xie Yuchen played with the phone in his hand, but did not click on it. He just looked at the time on it, feeling the time passing by every second.
He had a certainty in his heart that even he found inexplicably strange, that Lovey would come back.
The current Su Qiyan would not lie to him.
Seven minutes later, Lowe appeared at the door of the dance studio.
It is indeed a two-minute walk from the dance studio door to the toilet.
"Are you ready?" Xie Yuchen asked, his eyes serious as if he was looking for something from his face.
Unfortunately, no, there was no fear of the unknown on Lowe's face, only the courage to move forward.
He put the phone aside and made a standard preparatory movement.
"Let's get started." His eyes were particularly determined.
As the prelude sounded, Lowe danced gracefully with precise timing.
The young man had a smile on his face as he danced lightly under the soft light. To an outsider, this was a dance that had no major problems except for the occasional awkward transitions.
But in front of him was the lead dancer of the future popular Mist Boys Band - Xie Yuchen.
In Xie Yuchen's eyes, this was a dance full of loopholes.
I was not proficient in practice so the transitions were awkward, I was unfamiliar with the dance music so my rhythm was a little slow, I was so immersed in the goal of dancing well that there was no eye contact at all, I couldn't remember the movements so I made a lot of dance innovations after a simple understanding of my own.
It can be seen that Lowe is very talented.
It takes only five minutes to make a dance look decent.
Xie Yuchen didn't know why Luo Wei insisted on trying even though he knew five minutes was not enough.
He gave Luo Wei a chance to struggle to the death, and also gave himself a chance to separate Luo Wei and Su Qiyan.
He never believed in ghosts or gods and was a typical materialist.
But at this moment, he followed his heart, his eyes couldn't help but fall on the young man in front of him, everything was telling him.
Su Qiyan is no longer Su Qiyan.
At least not the Su Qiyan from before.
The words that Lowe repeatedly emphasized to him that he was different from before kept echoing in his mind.
It was like brainwashing him over and over again.
He seemed to really believe it.
The Su Qiyan in front of him is a completely different person from before. It would be unfair for him to continue to interact with him with the same prejudices as before.
He should be nicer to him.
He should be nicer to him.
But if he forgives so easily, then he deserves all the calculations he has gone through.
Two little people are fighting inside me. One thinks that it shouldn't be offset so casually, and the other thinks that we should deal with the matter rather than the person, otherwise it would be unfair to the other party.
But all this was answered when Lowe waved his hand in front of him and called him.
"Xie Yuchen?"
He believed in the young man in front of him. For the first time, Xie Yuchen abandoned rational judgment and made a choice based on his feelings.
Luo Wei seemed to know that his dance was far from Su Qiyan's popular solo dance, and he clenched his hands nervously.
After being nourished by a good living environment for many years, Luo Wei still had the confidence to meet Xie Yuchen's inquiring eyes in this situation.
Like a clumsy child asking for candy after completing the task assigned by adults.
"I completed my mission."
Xie Yuchen's face was reflected in Luo Wei's black eyes. Xie Yuchen in his eyes was lazy and dignified, as well as gentle and indifferent. However, the cold shell that he wrapped himself in when facing outsiders was gone.
Xie Yuchen suddenly felt a sense of falling in his heart.
Was that five minutes Lowe's attempt to give him an explanation?
I don't want to let myself down, so even if the final result doesn't reach the perfection I have in mind, I will still give it my all.
The smiling and talking young man in front of me seemed to overlap with the figures of countless young girls.
No, to be precise, it is a microcosm of many individuals.
It's the fans who love him.
Even though I know there will be no response, I still love you purely and passionately as always for ten years.
This is why he appears indifferent on the surface, but can't help but be soft-hearted when facing those fans.
They are all very brave.
I will love regardless of everything, run, face the darkness, and start over again.
Don't be afraid of not getting a response.
Because they have no scruples and love freely and unrestrainedly.
They had countless opportunities to confess their love, but they said to Xie Yuchen, I love you, but you are free, and we hope you love yourself first.
People cannot be so cruel as to ignore the sincerity and selfless warmth, and Xie Yuchen is no exception.
Do something even though you know it is impossible.
It is his fans "Yupei" who give him selfless dedication, even if they don't get a response.
It was Lovi who tried his best in dancing, even though he was still easily seen through.
That is also the current Xie Yuchen.
Even though he knew that he shouldn't trust Su Qiyan who had been so bad in the past, he still insisted on doing so.
He thought that he should believe the present Su Qiyan, not the one from the past who had gone away.
Even so, he still knew nothing about Su Qiyan's current self.
But it doesn’t matter, they still have a long way to go.
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