Chapter 217 Lu Shiman, do you want to cooperate with my studies?
Lu Shiman was panting, his chest heaving violently, and the edge of the table left red marks on his palms.
It has been a long time since I felt such a fierce kiss from Ji Linshen. The last time was when he asked me to call him brother.
Ji Linshen pulled away a little, his hand still gently holding her neck, his palm pressing on the artery, and his thumb feeling the beating of her pulse.
"Okay?" He lowered his eyelashes, and the shadow cast by his eyelashes covered the scarlet corners of his eyes, covering up the paranoid possessiveness in his eyes.
She calmed her breathing and hooked her index finger around his loose collar, but before she could apply any force, Ji Linshen took the initiative to move closer.
"Has constipation blinded you?" Lu Shiman imitated his habit, twisting his earlobe with her thumb and index finger. When she felt the texture was normal, she touched his lips.
"Aren't we always together?" She pressed her fingertips against her lips, raised her legs slightly, and hooked his waist towards her: "What you said, isn't it bullshit?"
It was clearly a seductive action, but the words he spoke were not ambiguous at all.
"If we haven't been together all this time, what have we been doing? Playing house or playing in the mud." Lu Shiman felt that what he said was really strange.
Aren't they together?
"It's not that the lover is with the sponsor." Ji Linshen's hand on her neck slowly moved up and twisted her earlobe: "Lu Shiman, do you really not understand, or are you pretending not to understand?"
"I know, you are my boyfriend." Lu Shiman took the hand that was twisting his earlobe, put it to her lips and bit it.
After biting, his expression suddenly changed: "Did you wash your hands after going to the toilet?"
Ji Linshen looked at her without saying anything.
Lu Shiman frowned even deeper: "Haven't you heard a song?"
"What song?"
"The Yangtze River, the Yellow River, and the Heilongjiang River, men, women, and transgender people," Lu Shiman sang without warning. "If you don't wash your hands after you poop, you're not a human being at all. If you spit anywhere, you might hit your dad."
As she sang, she inexplicably became excited: "Cutting in line in a race car, that's too much, smoking in the elevator, be careful of impotence~"
"Hehe, does it sound good?" After Lu Shiman finished singing, she raised a smile and looked at Ji Linshen with sparkling eyes.
The familiar feeling of powerlessness came over him again. He sighed deeply, licked his lips, and said helplessly, "It sounds good."
"Then when you can't sleep at night, I will sing this song as a lullaby for you."
"That's not necessary." Ji Linshen didn't want to fall asleep listening to such a song.
Lu Shiman looked at him helplessly, rubbed his Adam's apple with the tip of her nose, chuckled, put her arms around his waist, and pressed her left cheek against his chest.
A strong heartbeat was heard beneath her chest. She tightened her arms, dug her nails into his back muscles through the fabric of his clothes, and hugged him tightly.
"Okay, then from now on, if you can't sleep, I won't sing. I'll just coax you to sleep."
Lu Shiman's voice was very soft, but the promise in her words was very heavy. She didn't know if Ji Linshen could hear it.
She knew what Ji Linshen meant and what he was thinking.
But she didn't dare to give it, nor did she dare to ask for it.
She was afraid, afraid that the mirage would disappear if she went any further, afraid that what she thought was a bright road would turn into an endless abyss if she stepped on it.
How can someone like her be qualified to give others a future?
Ji Linshen's heart contracted, his palm pressed against her back, and his lips gently touched her ear: "With you, I won't suffer from insomnia."
Lu Shiman's throat tightened and she stopped talking, just buried herself in his arms like an ostrich.
She didn't know how to deal with the throbbing and panic in her heart. She just wanted to possess Ji Linshen so truly.
She never expected to have him forever. After all, no one would stay with her forever. She came alone and would leave alone in the end.
"You are an adult now, you have to learn to sleep by yourself~" Lu Shiman calmed herself down, looked up at him with a smile.
He lowered his eyes and stared at her, the pain in his eyes welling up but she hid it in her eyes: "You are an adult now, do you want to learn how to enjoy being loved?"
Lu Shiman froze and stared at Ji Linshen blankly, not knowing how to react.
"I don't want to learn to sleep by myself..." His amber eyes were filled with pity: "I want to learn to love you, more than my brothers love you, more than you love yourself."
"I just want to learn this, Lu Shiman, do you want to cooperate with me in learning?"
The love in Ji Linshen's eyes burned Lu Shiman. She hurriedly looked away, her heart pounding as if it would jump out of her throat in the next second.
A voice in her head kept warning her, saying, "Lu Shiman, you don't deserve it."
She doesn't deserve it. She doesn't deserve to be loved. How can she be loved by others if her parents don't love her?
My eardrums were pounding with the roar of blood rushing, and every inch of skin wrapped in his body temperature was screaming to escape.
Lu Shiman's throat tightened and he wanted to speak but found that he couldn't utter a single syllable.
She reached into Ji Linshen's abdominal muscles and rubbed them gently.
Ji Linshen felt a sour feeling in her chest. When he said "cooperate with the study", there was a fleeting shudder in her eyes, like a blunt knife cutting the softest part of his chest.
Knowing that she was using frivolity as armor, he was reluctant to even break through her defense.
He pressed the back of her head with his palm and pressed her face into the crook of her neck, coaxing her in a hoarse voice: "If you don't say anything, I'll take it as your consent."
There was a sudden knock on the bathroom door, and Qin Jiaojiao's voice came through the door.
"Are you two okay? Do you want to call an ambulance?" Qin Jiaojiao waited outside for a long time, with strange images constantly popping up in her mind.
For example, maybe Ji Linshen fainted because of severe constipation, or maybe the two of them fainted at the same time because of the combined efforts.
The knock on the door was like a savior. Lu Shiman immediately pushed Ji Linshen away and jumped off the washstand: "Go out quickly, Jiaojiao has found a party game. We will split into two teams. Whoever loses will pay for tomorrow's dinner."
Ji Linshen held her waist and saw that she landed steadily, then turned around to open the door.
The door opened, and Qin Jiaojiao breathed a sigh of relief when she saw the two men come out unharmed. At the same time, she kept scanning them with an inquiring look: "What were you doing in there for so long?"
"I didn't eat anything." Lu Shiman said something wrong, then corrected himself: "I didn't eat anything."
Seeing Qin Jiaojiao still staring at him, Lu Shiman surrendered: "Okay, I'll just eat some of Ji Linshen's mouth. Do you want to eat it? I'll share..."
Ji Linshen covered her mouth and lowered his voice: "You give everything away, should I praise you for being generous?"
"Forget it, it's just a mouth. Everyone has one. My Huo Beiyan has two mouths." Qin Jiaojiao waved her hand and turned to walk towards the sofa.
When Lu Shiman heard this, his curiosity was immediately piqued.
He shook off Ji Linshen and followed Qin Jiaojiao eagerly: "How come he has two mouths? Has he mutated?"
"He's just perverted, not mutated." Qin Jiaojiao smiled and whispered in Lu Shiman's ear.
Lu Shiman's eyes suddenly widened, and then she looked at Qin Jiaojiao.
The two looked at each other and smiled obscenely at the same time.
Huo Beiyan glanced at Ji Linshen with some dissatisfaction.
Ji Linshen glanced at him indifferently.
The two of them cursed in their hearts at the same time: "This useless thing."
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